Tyson's Corner, Virginia, January 2008
"Your crepes are delicious," said Michelle, pushing back from the table, "but you've wrecked my diet. Now I need an extra hour on the treadmill."
"You didn't have to eat so many," said Amanda, rinsing suds from her crepe pan. "Maybe I'll join you at the gym, since your moving van postponed until Monday."
"It's not a van, it's a little box truck. Since you decided it was ok for us to share your bedroom, I let Dirk keep the furniture."
"Right." Amanda bit her lip. "About that. We need some ground rules. You can't just... jump me."
Michelle quirked the corner of her mouth. "I know. But you looked so hot yesterday in that new floral bra and panties set. I couldn't help myself."
"On weekdays, I can't stop to have sex. I had to take another shower, and I was late for my meeting. Percy was pissed, and I ended up having to blow him."
Amanda saw Michelle flinch, and felt a twinge of regret.
Michelle held up her hand. "I get it. It's just... I haven't seen X in over a month." X was the nickname they'd given her love interest.
Amanda nodded sympathetically, hiding her worry that Michelle would discover she knew X's identity. "I haven't seen Grant either. Not that he's even my boyfriend. Anyway, you can always have a hug, but hugging in our bras and panties before work could cause problems." She dried the pan and returned it to the cabinet. "I'll put on my workout clothes. I need to be back before lunch, since my Meow Salon appointment is at one."
"Couldn't you wait another week to get waxed?"
"Don't I wish," said Amanda, heading upstairs. "Ever since dotted-line reporting to Wilson, he insists on regular meetings."
Michelle followed. "Daily? To fuck?"
As Amanda entered her bedroom, the morning sun shining through her picture window warmed her face, and she lingered. "Not necessarily to fuck, but for delivering briefings, he wants me in his lap, wearing a skirt and button-down blouse, even if Antoinette is there to take notes."
As she took off her pajamas, folding them neatly, a memory came flooding back, of Wilson unbuttoning her blouse and roughly mauling her breasts through her bra while Antoinette watched, wide-eyed. Now, when she looked down, she saw her nipples were visibly hard. Reddening, she turned away, hoping Michelle hadn't noticed.
Rummaging in her lingerie chest, she found a sports bra and pulled it on, so relieved to be covered again that she didn't immediately register Michelle's eyes on her as she squeezed her hand inside to adjust one breast, then the other. From another drawer, she withdrew a black leotard, a mauve sweatshirt, and a pair of thick black tights. Sitting down to pull on the tights, she noticed her panties.
She'd been tired the night before, and had put on her pajamas over the same pink lace bikini panties she'd worn to work. During the night, they'd uncomfortably worked their way between her labia, and were sure to do so again within her first five minutes on the treadmill. And despite choosing one of the older machines in the empty back room, a couple of guys were sure to join her, so she wouldn't be putting her hand inside her tights to return her center gusset to its proper place.
She had to change her panties.
Maybe if she waited a minute, Michelle would give her some space. Why did she keep looking at her so expectantly?
"So? Aren't you going to finish, about Wilson?"
"Oh. Yes, where was I? So, I never know from day to day if it's going to be a fuck, or just a BJ." She still felt uncomfortable speaking so frankly about her sex life, but Michelle teased her continually about that, and she was trying to loosen up.
At the back of her drawer, she found the white cotton hipsters she wore for running. "Later in the week, he gets low on spunk, so I might get to skip a day. But for fucks, he's a stickler for having me freshly waxed, with no stubble. And as you know, when Wilson's not happy, he's even more of a dick than usual."
As Michelle agreed, Amanda sat down again, turning sideways so her friend didn't have a direct view of her crotch. But as she slipped her thumbs into the elastic, Michelle shifted to the side, maintaining eye contact. Amanda hesitated.
Michelle turned away, lifting her arms to bundle her hair into a high ponytail, securing it with a pale blue scrunchy. "Did you decide you don't want to go? I need to roll, so I can do my errands after."
"Sorry." She slid down her panties, then put her feet into her white hipsters.
Michelle turned back, locking her gaze onto Amanda's pussy.
Amanda swung her knees away, opening her thighs just enough to pull her fresh panties into place.
Michelle grinned. "What is with you? You let me finger you, and go down on you, but you never want to let me see!"
Amanda felt the blood rushing to her face. "I'm just shy," she mumbled, pulling on her leotard.
"If we're going to share a bedroom, you need to accept that I'm going to look at you."
Amanda cast her eyes toward Michelle's spotless white cross-trainers as she pulled her hipsters back into place, then slid on her tights before attempting to fasten the snaps at the crotch of her leotard. "Let's go." But as she fumbled with the snaps, the heel of her hand pressed against her most sensitive place, and she felt a familiar knot of tension settle into her lower abdomen.
She realized that -- despite her shyness -- a part of her really did want Michelle to see. However, deliberately revealing herself would disrupt her friend's errands. Moreover, she'd be encouraging the same misbehavior Michelle had demonstrated yesterday.
Maybe she'd have time later for a date with little Grantie, her favorite toy, while Michelle was out of the house.
* * *
CIA Headquarters, Langley, Virginia
Three days later
"Come in," Amanda told Ciara Erikson, ushering her into her SCIF and locking the door. "Have a seat. What's up?"
Ciara settled into Amanda's guest chair, managing to sit perfectly upright while appearing relaxed and confident. "Last week, you said you'd speak to Percy. I'm following up."
"Yes," said Amanda, angling her chin. "He agreed you've fulfilled the requirements for operational status. Frankly, he's impressed with your successful completion of your training following your, um, assault. He called you 'steely.'"
"But?"
"But. He's still unhappy with your body confidence."
Ciara's shoulders slumped. "I've done everything you asked, including the workouts. In fact, I've been working out three times a week for six years now."
Amanda nodded. "But your gymnastics routine focuses on flexibility. Have you done the pec flys we discussed, to increase muscle bulk in your chest?"
"Two sets, eight to twelve reps each. When I can do twelve, I increase the weight. Plus, I increased my caloric intake and started on the birth control pills."
"Let's see."
Ciara sighed, stood up, and peeled off her powder blue knit top. At Amanda's raised eyebrow, she unhooked her bra and draped it over the chairback. Standing straight, she pivoted forward, lips pressed together tightly.
Not for the first time, Amanda was impressed with Ciara's ripe roundness. However, today she could see an improvement, even without measuring. Telling herself it was important to follow procedure, she put her hand beneath one breast, hefting it, then squeezed it, gauging its pliancy. It was hard to find any fault.
Ciara drew in her breath, then closed her eyes and pinked as her nipple hardened.
Amanda felt her own arousal kindle. From experience, she knew any male supervisor wouldn't hesitate to gratuitously exploit Ciara, but she herself refused to succumb to this urge. She brought out her tape measure, looping it around Ciara's chest. "Huh. You've gained a full cup size." Opening Ciara's file, she made a note.
"I know. I had to buy all new bras. I guess the agency's not reimbursing me, are they?"
They should give us all an extra stipend for lingerie, thought Amanda, but she kept this to herself.
Today, Ciara wore her lustrous blonde hair down, with curls set into it, framing her pretty face, and Amanda found her look particularly striking. "Did you know, with your hair styled that way, you're the spitting image of Julie Delpy? I mean, aside from being a few inches shorter and having a curvier figure."
"Who?"
"The French actress? She was in a few art-house films. Never mind. How's your butt?"
Ciara cut her eyes toward the ceiling, then turned her face away as she unfastened her navy skirt, slid it down around her calves, stepped out of it, and placed it in the seat of her chair. With a grimace, she slid her panties down and off, then hesitated.
Amanda hated the Agency's protocols for management of junior agents, particularly when they caused such discomfort. But she aspired to rise high enough to one day make changes. She sat down, her eyes on Ciara's pert bottom. "Go ahead."