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Through a series of counselling session with Cassie, his therapist, Quinn is trying to come to terms with how his wife Alena managed to transform him from her assured, overbearing husband into her willing slave.
After caning him for his birthday, then subjecting him to blowjob torture, Alena has decided to take Quinn out for a belated birthday meal. They have discussed their relationship and where it's heading; Quinn has agreed to a 24/7 Femdom relationship, with his wife in charge. Now, all he wants is to enjoy his meal, but she's done something to his body that he's not allowed to see....]
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BECOMING HER TOY
Alena had ordered a lovely meal, and we settled down to wait for our food. As the sun went down and Alena made her way to the bottom of her second glass of champagne, we both began to relax. It felt like the hard part of the night was over, that the elephant in the corner of the room had been addressed. I think it was a relief for the both of us, to finally get to the watershed and find we were heading in the same direction, with Alena willing to take control of our relationship full-time. For my part, I felt like a weight had been lifted from my shoulders. I no longer had to struggle with the feelings that had dogged me, of the pressure to be a man and stand up to my wife, to always be in charge in our relationship. I had ceded that responsibility completely to her and accepted my fate. Deep down inside, something had just clicked into place, a little dark gap inside me that my wife had now filled.
Alena steered the conversation towards the day-to-day gossip of her work and mine, catching up as we always did on the events in our lives. It was subtly different now, but still easy to maintain our usual banter. I was aware that there was a barrier that I couldn't cross, questions I was no longer allowed to ask, but all of that seemed a long way from where our conversations were taking us.
The waitress appeared with our plates and set the duck down in front of my wife, and then the risotto down in front of me, deferring subtly to Alena. My wife thanked her, but kept her eyes on me. I knew there was more to come, and I waited.
Alena picked up her knife and fork and began to cut up the duck, taking her time, enjoying the taste. It was a full minute before she looked up at me.
"Not hungry, hon?" she asked.
"Very."
"But not eating."
I grimaced, admitting, "I'm not yet allowed, am I?"
"No," Alena beamed, "You're really getting this, aren't you?"
"I could see it was a test for...."
Alena interrupted me in an offhand manner with, "Silence."
I closed my mouth.
"Good boy. You may have a forkful, but no more."
Hesitantly, I picked up my fork.
"Ah, no. A forkful refers to a quantity of food. I gave you permission to eat a forkful, I didn't give you permission to use cutlery."
I opened my mouth to protest her unfairness, but she cautioned me with a look. I looked down at my food, working through the rules. I took a quick look around at the other diners and then reluctantly, I scooped a portion of the sticky rice off my plate with my fingers into my mouth.
"As you've found out," my wife said, watching me closely with guarded delight, "I can rescind any privilege I like, at any time."
I licked my fingers, chewing.
Alena grinned at me. "Oh, for heaven's sake, use your fork. You're making me look like I'm dining with a crazy person."
I gratefully picked up my fork and waited.
"Oh, yes, you may eat, and yes, you may talk," she said, "At least for now."
We finished mains and Alena ordered dessert: chocolate mud cake for herself because she knew it was my favourite, and plain lemon gelato for me. She then made me watch as she consumed every delicious forkful, a knowing smile on her lovely, chocolate-smudged lips.
"None left for you, sorry," she pouted, putting her fork down on the empty plate.
Alena pursed her lips and smiled, rising from her seat to lean across the table to me.
"Well, maybe just a little left."
I stared at the chocolate on her lips, waiting.
"You may kiss me."
I leaned into her, gratefully, placing my lips on hers. Alena slid her tongue into my mouth in the middle of the crowded restaurant and I tasted chocolate on my tongue. She pulled away and resumed her seat.
"How does it taste?" she asked, smiling sexily at me.
"Divine," I replied, savouring both the taste and the recollection of her delicate lips against mine.
I wanted more, and not just the chocolate. Her kiss had roused the passion in me and in the back of my mind I was remembering how it felt to caress her naked skin. I couldn't help myself; it was as if her kiss had unleashed a wave of memories, of holding her tight in my arms, nuzzling her breasts, the delicious reward of entering her. As I looked across the table at my wife, I began to wonder if the tongue was a signal. Would she let me make love to her tonight, or would she twist it at the last moment, denying me my belated birthday treat? Would she be so cruel, after such a nice, romantic night, to build my hopes up for the express purpose of leaving me at the end of the night in a state of desperate denial, just to prove that she could?
The waitress returned and Alena ordered coffee for us. I watched the waitress's face, how her eyes shifted from my wife to me, trying to work out what was happening. She had picked up that there was something going on between us, but she didn't know what. Alena smiled innocently as the waitress recited her order back.
"Sounds perfect," Alena said.
The waitress left. It looked like I was to be allowed coffee at least.
"Oh," Alena exclaimed, "We haven't talked about your birthday present."
I could see the excitement in her face.
"Is it something nice?" I ventured.
"It's something fun."
"Fun?" I asked, "For me, or for you?"
"Now, why would it matter whether it was fun for you?"
"Because it's my birthday present."
Alena frowned at me. "Don't sulk, otherwise I'll have to remove your speaking privileges. You're sounding ungrateful, and after all the effort I've put in."
Her eyes hardened, and I understood the veiled threat. The roleplay of being husband and wife was over and I was now going to do what Alena wanted.
"We're going to have to address your attitude," she continued, "I could tolerate it from my husband, but you're not my husband anymore, are you?"
Alena paused, scrutinising me expectantly.
"No," I conceded.
"Do you know what you are?"
Her eyes challenged me, but I remained silent.
"I guarantee you'll be in no doubt by the end of the night."
Alena ran her hand through her hair, her mood lifting and suddenly she was smiling breezily at me, as if her ominous threat was forgotten.
"Anyway, back to your birthday present. You're so difficult to buy for, so I was asking a few people in the club for ideas."
This was news to me. Had she been going there regularly? I tried to think back over the past few weeks, the times when she was working late. There had been a couple of evenings where I had sat, naked and on my own, waiting for her to return. Was she having fun with people at the Lost and Found instead of coming home to me?
"Madame Syn let me borrow something, it's a sort of do-it-yourself present since it needed a few other parts. There's some assembly required."
It was the way she was talking, but all the time her eyes were burrowing into me, that made the back of my neck tingle. I shifted uneasily in my seat, recalling again that Alena had done something to my body before we left, something I wasn't allowed to see.
Alena set her handbag on the table and pulled out a short black cylinder about the length and width of my thumb. She placed it in her palm so I could see it.
"What's that?" I asked, dreading the answer.
"It makes the toy work."
"Where's the toy?"