This is a continuation of Seduced By My Professor. Please enjoy!
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Golden sunbeams paint my skin, waking me with their radiance. I roll over, instinctively reaching for my phone. My dreams melt away as they're replaced with memories from the night before. A late-night text exchange lulled me to sleep, waiting for a text back from Dr. Ward. I feel my heart leap from my chest. Dr. Ward! My professor, who so selflessly completed me and made me whole. I feel nervous butterflies as I check my notifications, hoping to see his name.
I'm quickly disappointed, suddenly feeling sick to my stomach. I roll back over to the other side of my bed and curl up, entirely consumed with thoughts of Dr. Ward. His hands on my skin... his words in my ears... Why hasn't he texted me back? I feel empty, purposeless. Last night unveiled something within me, something only Dr. Ward can fulfill. I need him.
The rest of my day goes on like this, barely surviving as I suffocate from the insatiable wanting. I check my phone constantly and I can't help but feel crazy. How could he touch me like that, fuck me like that, and not reply? I occasionally remember his promise to me: I will see you soon. Soon, but when? I try to push away the fear that 'soon' means class next Tuesday. Four whole days.
Although I'm practically drowning in loneliness, that doesn't stop me from finding ways to distract myself. I'm painting my nails, six episodes deep into some new reality dating show. The surface-level romances are almost laughable, especially when compared to my connection with Dr. Ward. That's when I feel it- my phone! I scoop it up, being very mindful of my drying fingernails. How are you feeling? I have answered this question from him so many times, but never this quickly. I'm good :) How are you? All the weight has lifted off my chest, only leaving room for pure joy. I am so relieved.
It takes him another few minutes to reply. I remind myself to be calm, but that doesn't stop me from pausing my show and focusing solely on my phone. Are you free tonight? My heart stops. Tonight? I draft a few different messages, never brave enough to hit send. I can't not reply... actually, fuck it. I can clear my schedule. Perfect. Not too available, but still dedicated. It sinks in that I now have plans with Dr. Ward. I tingle all over at what he might have planned for me. Most importantly, I anticipate what I might have in mind for him.
I need to prepare. I begin blowing on my nails, feeling a little light-headed as I try to accelerate the drying process. I picture my closet and imagine the different outfits I could throw together. Once my nails seem dry enough, I am up and moving. Now where do I start? My mind is racing with a million ideas as I reach down and feel my shin. Fuck, I need to shave. I run to the bathroom and turn on the shower. Before I hop in, I take a second to practice smiling in the mirror.
I'm out of the shower just as fast as I got in when I hear my phone vibrate against the counter. Pack a bag for three nights. What is your address? My brain is buzzing as I reread his text over and over again. Three nights? I dry off hurriedly, thinking about the clothes in my closet again. I respond to Dr. Ward with my address and quickly walk to my bedroom. Pulling open my closet door, I am overwhelmed with all the possibilities. I take a deep breath and I start with the easier choices.
After I finish packing, I get dressed in the outfit I carefully laid out on my bed. Looking at myself in the mirror, I feel a little embarrassed; my leggings and oversized sweater make me look so young and immature. How could a man like Dr. Ward, who is so intelligent, so put together, want anything to do with me? My thoughts are interrupted by the sound of my doorbell ringing. I hold my breath as I stand frozen in place. Is he here? Now? I take a final look at myself in the mirror, no longer having time to change. Grabbing my overnight bag, I make my way towards my front door. I really begin to feel the nerves as my hands shakily tie my shoes. Standing up, I straighten my back and take a deep breath. I check the time on my phone. 8:21. With that, I open the door.
Dr. Ward stands before me, almost statuesque. He smiles down at me, and my heart skips a beat. I take a quick peek around his tall frame, and I see his car running in the empty street. Looking back up at Dr. Ward, I try to calm myself down.
"Good evening, pretty girl. How are you?" Dr. Ward says smiling. Does he know the power he has over me?
"Hello! I'm well," I say, attempting to sound excited and mature. He lets out a chuckle as he reaches to take the bag that is hanging off my shoulder. I smile in return.
"Shall we?" He asks as he gently takes my hand into his. I nod, not wanting to reveal how nervous I am. Hand in hand, Dr. Ward walks me to his car and opens the passenger door for me. I blush at the chivalrous act as I slide into the seat. Before I can reach to grab my seatbelt, Dr. Ward does it for me. He leans over me, fastening me in as I hear a click. He pulls back slowly, his right hand lazily caressing my lap.
"Thank you," I manage to say, my voice almost too soft to hear. I swallow and look up at him.
"You're very welcome," Dr. Ward replies smoothly, still leaning down into the car. His face is inches away from mine and I can feel the tension building. He must be able to read my mind because he kisses me suddenly. The kiss is slow, but the passion is unmistakable. I relish the taste of his lips, and I am once again thinking about yesterday and the intimacy we shared. Dr. Ward pulls back, taking a good look at me. He smiles, looking satisfied, and shuts the car door. The silence is deafening as I admire how clean and fancy the inside of his car is. I jump at the sound of him tossing my bag into his trunk. I watch him walk around the rest of the car, finally joining me inside.
"I'm glad you were able to join me. I hope I didn't interfere with any important plans?" Dr. Ward asks, smirking slightly to himself. Does he know I was just sitting around all day waiting for him? Impossible, but by the look on his face, I think he is catching onto my desperation.
"No, not at all. Thank you for inviting me," I respond, trying my best to sound genuine and confident. Putting the car into drive, Dr. Ward leaves my neighborhood. My nervousness is getting the best of me as I wonder where on Earth we are going.
"Of course. Any guesses as to where we are going?" He asks, once again reading my mind.
"Maybe a hotel?" I guess, looking straight ahead. Dr. Ward startles me as he laughs loudly at my answer. Now ashamed, I turn my head to look out my window.
"No, not a hotel, silly girl. I am very fortunate to have a cabin that I can share with you," he replies. Of course he has a cabin, I should've guessed that first.
"Oh! Thank you, Dr. Ward." My nervousness fades away as the excitement grows. A cabin... for three nights. Just the two of us?
"You don't have to call me Dr. Ward when we aren't in class. Rex is fine," is all he says. Rex? Is that really his first name? Still looking out the window, I try to picture our syllabus with his name on it.