Kathryn Sellers watched the computer monitor intently. Her stomach tingled as the thrill of what she had accomplished washed over her. Sitting in the corner of her home office, Kathryn shifted in her black, faux-leather desk chair. She felt a slight pull on her bare thighs as they separated from the cheap material. It occurred to Kathryn that she had been sweating, a realization she found disconcerting since she prided herself on her self-composure.
Kathryn exulted as she watched Alex Gentry, a 45-year-old partner in an architectural firm, leaving his office. Kathryn had spent the last six months of her life working toward this moment. Her plans, for both Alex and herself, had just taken a colossal leap forward. Kathryn had watched Alex read the letter in the leather-bound journal, all while nervously biting her lower lip, not knowing with certainty how Alex would respond. She knew from her work that the human mind is not always predictable, so she had watched, waiting, filled with trepidation.
Now that Alex had left his office, Kathryn leaned forward in the chair, her long, slender fingers deftly working the keyboard. She looked up and the monitor began replaying the recorded video from Alex's office. It showed Alex facing her camera, just minutes ago, with a look of complete resignation on his handsome face. As he dropped his pants and boxers, Kathryn could not help but laugh, seeing again the shriveled stump of his cock, which appeared half-withdrawn into his body. "Too perfect," she thought to herself.
As the screen showed Alex pulling on the white lace panties, she paused the video. Frozen in time, Alex stood there, the panties hugging his hips. In preparation for this moment, Kathryn had spent months thoroughly researching the life and times of one Alex Gentry. Cameras had been surreptitiously planted throughout his apartment and office. She had found nothing to indicate that he was a secret crossdresser, or that he had any particular affinity for women's clothing. Yet, here Alex stood, in his sexy panties, just as Kathryn's alter ego, Miss Becca, had commanded.
Kathryn knew much regarding the psychology of middle-aged males, particularly men like Alex. Straight American males had been nurtured in a society where women's clothing was designed to appeal to their prurient interests. Panties, stockings, low-cut bras, high-heels, and skirts of a certain hemline were designed to activate a male hormonal reaction. Kathryn believed that it was precisely the male physical and mental reaction to feminine clothing that generated the paradox of societal rejection of male crossdressing. After all, it can be terribly confusing for a man, who thinks of himself as straight, to want to fuck another man simply because he is wearing nothing but a pair of silky panties and thigh-high stockings.
Kathryn never bought into the idea of the completely straight man, of course, believing that virtually all men fall somewhere in the middle between gay and straight, even if they are unable to acknowledge or accept this truth. And it was this knowledge, founded in extensive personal experience and reading, that caused her to land upon this path for Alex. She had forced Alex to take the first step, and many more steps lay in front of him. For now, Kathryn felt deep satisfaction that her months of work appeared to be paying dividends.
Kathryn had not been surprised by Alex's decision to wear the panties. She was, however, surprised by her own reaction. Kathryn looked at the clock on the wall; 9:35 p.m., she noted. She still had twenty-five minutes before Bruce was scheduled to arrive. Kathryn turned in the chair and looked to a second monitor to her right. This monitor contained a live feed of a room down the hall, what used to be the master bedroom of her home but which she had converted several years ago into the room in which she worked with clients. The camera in the master bedroom aimed at a corner, where one of her clients lay in a fetal position, trapped in small cage.
Kathryn was a 38-year-old, twice-divorced woman. Her first husband had been her high school sweetheart, nothing but a boy who became an abusive drunk. Kathryn had once been a meek, sweet girl, and she had loved this boy. At first, he made her feel like a princess; he was handsome and athletic, and he doted on her. He had given Kathryn her first orgasm when she was 17, a memory she still cherished, only because it was an orgasm that came from a real physical and emotional connection with another person, an experience she had never been able to replicate. But within two years, as the glory days of his high school years faded into memories, her husband became embittered, and began directing his frustrations into a cycle of drunkenness and abuse. Kathryn barely escaped this marriage intact, when she was 22, and only after she had mustered the courage to run.
This escape left Kathryn with nothing but the clothes on her back, a jar of change, and a beat-up Civic. Despite the obstacles, Kathryn somehow managed to survive the ordeal of the next few years. She worked around the clock at odd jobs, as a waitress, a maid, anything to pay the bills and feed herself. Then, she met an older, single man in a restaurant, and the promise of an easier life led her into a loveless, second marriage. This marriage lasted 6 years. The only good thing to come from it was Kathryn had been able to go to college, earning a degree in psychology. After divorcing this man, Kathryn swore she would never allow herself to depend on anyone again. At 31, she set upon a path of self-reliance and empowerment.
Now, for the first time in her life, Kathryn felt truly empowered. She had forced a successful, handsome, semi-wealthy man to do her bidding. While she had been doing this for years, it was in a different capacity, part of her side business as Mistress Kate. None of it was real, however. Her work with Alex, however, was very real. It was control; it was power. And, the black thong panties Kathryn was wearing were drenched. She could not remember ever being turned on like this.
Kathryn was half-dressed for her 10:00 appointment. Her make-up was done, and her long, wavy auburn hair was pulled up, only a few stray locks falling out to frame her delicate face. She wore a black corset, the tops of her 36D breasts spilling out. Kathryn's thin knee-length wool skirt was bunched half-way up her thighs, pushed up as she had leaned into the computer screen.
Kathryn turned back to the frozen screen shot of Alex and reached for her mouse. She zoomed into the front panel of Alex's panties and marveled at how flat it looked. She noted the hair of his legs poking out the edges, a not so appealing contrast to the white lace of the panties. Kathryn briefly thought to herself how much better he would look without the hair, and then zoomed in so she could see only the panties themselves, with just the tiniest of bulges pressing against the satin fabric.
Kathryn pulled her right hand from the mouse and placed it on her knee, brushing her thigh with her fingertips, slowly caressing her leg, until her hand made it to the edge of her own panties. She slipped a finger under them, touching herself for the first time. An electric bolt flashed through her body as her index finger slipped down her moist, hairless mound, through and into the folds of her pussy. Kathryn drew her finger up, reveling in the heat pouring off herself, and as she reached her clit, the lightest touch of her finger sparked a shudder.
Kathryn circled her clit, her body reacting to every brush of her finger, and her mind turned back to Alex. Alex had a beautiful cock. 6 inches, cut, smooth, perfectly-proportioned, and when fully engorged, ram-rod straight. A cock made for sucking. A cock made for filling a hot cunt. A cock made for any number of things. "Fuck," Kathryn moaned softly to herself.
She reluctantly pulled her hand away and stood to reach behind one of her monitors, quickly grabbing a six-inch, pink, silicone dildo. She sat again, pushing her skirt to her waist, and quickly drawing her panties down to her knees. Kathryn lifted her bare right foot to the edge of the desk, her left foot planted on the floor, shifting her hips for better access. Bringing the dildo to her mound with her left hand, she probed, and then, in one fluid motion, she pushed the dildo all the way inside her waiting pussy. Kathryn gasped as the toy filled her. Her pussy was remarkably tight for a 38-year-old woman; it had not been used much in recent years.
Kathryn held the dildo firmly with her left hand, and returned her right index finger to her clit. Her mind turned back to Alex. She imagined Alex sitting in her chair, wearing nothing but his new panties. But now his cock was hard, the perfectly-formed head and three inches of shaft reaching out of the panties, pressed hard against his stomach. She imagined herself in front of Alex, standing, looking down with pleasure on him, admiring that cock of his, incredibly aroused at the thought of him wearing the panties she had given him. Alex, looking deep into her eyes, a crooked grin on his face, as he slips his thumbs under the lace waistband, pulling the panties out and over his cock and balls. Now his entire manhood is waiting for her, imploring her to impale herself on it. She imagines moving forward, slipping one leg and then the next through the gaps in the back of the chair, balancing herself with her hands on Alex's shoulders, her throbbing pussy positioned just over his waiting cock. Then, Kathryn releases her body, letting Alex's entire shaft fill her in one glorious movement.