I pulled up to her townhouse, parking was more open than usual, but I still parked in the one spot she had for guests. The night air was chilly. But carried some electric excitement. I was visiting my friend Heather after a night of dancing. It had been a while but she offered to let me crash in the city tonight at her place. It beats having to drive for an hour home at 1 AM. I had a good night dancing and the chemistry between Heather and I had returned. I caught her watching me several times tonight with various follows. It was hard to keep track, as an experienced lead in the scene and standing at 6'2 with an athletic build, I was often sought after as a partner and kept busy.
It took me a little longer to say my goodbyes and she had gotten back before me and was already inside. I walked up to her place, noting all the neighbor's lights were dark and they were already asleep. The air had a gentle bay breeze that would bring the fog in by morning.
I knock on her door and she is quick to answer, "Hey, come on in!" She stands in the doorway at 5'3, with her black hair undone, hanging past her shoulders. She is still wearing her personally-crafted black dress from tonight. It has one zipper that goes up the front of it ending between her modestly-sized breasts, and left just a bit undone, revealing her fair skin beneath the fabric. She was slim but not skinny, and the dress accented her lightly curved waistline. She didn't think much of herself as attractive, but she was adorable and sexy and she loved to tease me knowing that.
"You going to come in, or just going to look me over tonight?" She asks, looking up with her wide almond eyes. And a somehow innocent yet mischievous smirk.
"Uh, yeah, sorry. Lost in my head again after a long night."
"Would you like a drink, help your head settle?"
"Yeah, that'd be nice."
We both head into the kitchen, she pulls out a couple of ciders and hands me one.
"I'm glad we can finally share a drink again. Will either of your roommates be joining us?"
"Nah, they aren't coming back tonight. Gigi is staying with a partner, and David is thankfully, with a friend."
"Ah, are things any better with your roommates, or is there still drama?"
"Gigi's cool, getting better, David has still been a dick though.."
"so just us then?"
"Yup"
With ciders in hand and now open, we go to relax on the couch.
"So how have you been, how are you, anything new?"
"Actually, I've had some mixed feelings recently," she pauses, "Matt and opened back up. With better rules and boundaries this time."
"Oh, you've wanted that for a while, right? That's good news, so why mixed?"
"Well, new rules limit who I can initiate with. Took an old partner off the list. Also, because of that one night where we almost... you're supposed to be off-limits too."
"What? We didn't do anything"
"But we almost did, and you pushed a little too much when I was in a monogamous relationship. Matt was pissed about that then so doesn't want me pursuing you now."
"Yeah, I know," I put my head down, "I'm still sorry about that. I misread it then and really messed it up. I never did want to hurt your relationship."
"It's okay, I know you didn't, and I know you've changed a lot since then and didn't mean any harm. It was flattering, in a way."
There's a brief quiet, "So, you still had other partners before. Getting back with them?"
"Ugh, no. My timing sucks."
"How so?"
"Those guys either moved or are in monogamous relationships now too." She sighs, "It's annoying Matt was even happy to hear that. Cause it means I have to start from scratch, just like he does."
"So all this I heard about Tim, and nothing now."
"Yeah, I'm bummed, I'm finally open again, I've been looking forward to his marvelous cock, to role play with him too, and he goes and finds a girlfriend."
"Oh, What kind of role-play were you looking for with him?" I ask
"Umm," she ever so slightly hesitates, "I was really looking forward to the rape play we would do. He always was just rough enough but always ensured I got plenty of orgasms. Now I'm not sure what I'll do. Gonna have to find new partners I guess. Ugh!"
"So now you need another marvelous cock attached to a guy who would want to dom you in rape scenes? How many friends like that do you have?"
"Not enough, I think I was lucky with the friends I had being assertive enough, most of the other guys who would want me are too awkward to dom me properly. Like, I want a guy, the right guy, to basically just take control of me, seduce me, get me wet, and force himself on me. But to be safe about it. And really live that role-play without planning it."
"Guess you're back to square one. Maybe you should renegotiate the part about me." I wink at her.
"I'm pretty sure that's a dealbreaker. He took what happened the worst. He'd probably be mad you're here alone with me. So I'm gonna start with either some random from OKC, tinder, or in the dance scene."
"Yeah, but then who knows when they last got tested, plus you'd have to deal with a lot of inexperience and awkwardness for your kink, plus get them tested."
"Well, we'd be using condoms of course, but yeah, they will also get tested too."
"Yeah, of course, you said you use condoms with everyone but Matt."
"Yah, but we have to use them now too." She frowns, "I'm not on my birth control anymore. Everything I tried messed me up, and it's too expensive and exhausting to keep trying more options." She looks down frustrated and fiddles with her drink, setting it down, "It really sucks, I love that feeling of a guy just cumming inside me and filling me up with his warmth." She says emphatically as she leans back with arms wide, "Sometimes there is even the taboo excitement when a condom breaks and you don't know and he cums inside, even if he isn't supposed to, but it's just too late and then you feel it rush inside and don't care anymore. Mmmm, Always such a thrill." she moans out, clearly recalling a past experience.
"And what if it's not Matt when the condom breaks?"
"God, honestly, I shouldn't say it, but that's probably better in the moment. Like it's forbidden, but it's also a mistake, right? So it's okay sorta. You know?"
"Sounds like it's happened before..."
"Oh, it hasn't. Almost. But he noticed and pulled out. I was on birth control then, I was relieved, but also pretty disappointed. So I guess I'm okay if it's not planned."