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"Why do I have to go again?" I asked anger in my shaken voice, still recovering from the last mission that I was forced to complete, my muscle ached at the wound that I've taken.
"Why not? You seem like you can get rid another one of our targets," the man in charge named James shifted his attention towards me from his stack of red papers, but not taking his eye off them.
"Because I'm injured? I've already done enough for you," I replied showing him my arm but he didn't even bother to look up.
"Luella do I have remind you who you are and what rank you sit? If it weren't for me you wouldn't even be standing here, you were lucky that everybody else that you've fought against were mindless ragbags otherwise our boss would've never even bat an eye on you."
I wanted to slap James's proud cheeks so hard that my hands started to have an itch, I was the best fighter and spell caster in my town, well maybe second to my sister who outpowered me, but this bastard had to rub my 'inferiority' on my face just to make me feel less dignified than I was. I wanted stop serving these fools the moment I entered this league, but since everyone in my town including our parents hated and feared 'witches', I had no choice but to abandon my home and be somewhere I belong, but maybe apparently I didn't, not a single soul in the entire world besides my sister even acknowledged my power and appreciated who I was.
I left his presence frustrated, knowing that I had no choice but to abide by the rules of this league. Ironically, I clenched my fist to alleviate my pain so tight until they started to hurt. I had a few spare hours before my next mission starts, I wanted to have some peace with myself near the lake just a few hundred east from here. Nothing calms me more than the tranquility of the blue waters that reflected the light beautifully upon the sandy shores. Before I knew it I was already standing right in front of the still blue, my feet gently dipped into the cold and clear water, I looked down and saw my sad reflection.
A young blond named Luella in her mid 20's, and her face seemed to be artificially crafted by the hands of a skillful potter. Her eyes were painted with melancholy azure and the golden blond hair hung below her broad shoulders carelessly and flowed with the green summer wind. Teeth white as heaven hidden behind the curved lips that bounced with serenity every time they spoke. Maybe I'm just being narcissistic, but that's what other men described me, I can't blame them to being attracted to me, but I simply have no interest in getting bed with them, nor do I want to scare them off by demonstrating my unholy powers.
I swung my foot in and out, creating ripples in the calm water and seeing them slowly die down the further they went, I sighed and thought about the person that was assigned for me to assassinate. That's what they told me to do and I did a fantastic job fulfilling their orders, but not once did I receive any appreciation. I've convinced myself that the people that I've killed are evil and deserved their eventual demise, and what I'm doing is making the my friends safer, but deep down I know that this league is being paid to assassinate anybody regardless who the target was. I just hope that one day a brave prince on a white horse can rescue me from this regrettable situation and carry me off to the sunset, but I doubt princes likes witches.
My city lied about somewhere west of Germany, small in size but noticeably large in population. Mostly everyone that dwelled here are either poor workers or merchants, or us, also known as the Elite Assailants who secretly specializes in taking the head off of whoever we are paid to kill. I was born just in the middle of 19th century and enjoyed the luxury of at least not working endlessly in a factory, not that assassination is any different. Several people within this league possess the same capability I do, but not nearly to my extent. One day, I thought, they will see the true power that I can unleash.
I stared off into the distance and watched the sun slowly dip below the horizon, and contemplated about my future and felt troubled. I wish I could find myself a decent enough man and bury my body into his soft lap, why can't I just live a normal life just like other girls? I threw a rock in frustration and it bounced a few times on the water before sinking. There was nothing that even interested me anymore, obviously I can't do this forever, eventually I'll have to settle down somewhere, or maybe with someone. My sister seemed content in her place, she ordered and bossed around her little servants with leisure, and she had no problem making me busy with her chores since I'm smaller and weaker than her, 'the weak serves the strong' she always told me. I leaned my back onto the dirt bank behind me and relaxed my spine, but out of the edge of my peripheral vision I saw my sister standing behind me with her hands on her waists.
"I thought you'd be preparing already," my sister Bridget came and sat down next to me. A bored face littered with my facial similarity. Her stern and empowering nut brown eyes was covered lazily with half of her upper eyelids. Her bright pink lips slightly open ready to spew out loud commands and her nose hung proudly. Her animalistic senses were sharp as swords from decades of intense training and experience, but we had something in common besides being just sisters. We could sense each other's emotions.
"Why should I? I'm not too keen on going anyways," I replied back, feeling a little bit weary and sad. Even if I did complete the task that was assigned to me, I wouldn't feel like I accomplished anything for myself except for adding another kill count to my name.
"I thought you'd be happy to do your sister's everyday job, Luella what's bothering your mind anyway?"
"I don't want to talk about it Bridget don't you have something or someone to yell at?"
"I'm your sister you can share your thoughts with me," Bridget ignored my question. I sighed and started ranting.
"Maybe it's because nobody cared who I was, maybe it's because I don't have someone to laugh with, maybe it's becau..."
"I know I know little sis, I'm sure someone out there appreciate you," She cut me off mid-rant," I know how you feel."
"Of course you know how I feel, you only feel my pain directly from my mind," I said back with a slight hint of anger, but died down quickly when I saw her troubled eyes at me," But I hope you understand."
"Tell me what you really desire sister," She put her hand on mine, I jerked a little from the surprise.
"Are you sure you want to know... I don't think it's very appropriate."
She simply smiled back at me.
"I...I... just want somebody... I can hug with... and cuddle with... maybe intimately, I want somebody that... cares for me," I looked away from her and said embarrassingly," I... I think I'm a bit horny."
"Perfectly normal sis, I sometimes get a little hot down there and grab a couple smoking looking males that want nothing but woman and I force them to rape me, wait no, then it'd be me raping them, but regardless I had to satisfy my needs one way or another," Bridget said and thought about it sinisterly," Then I crack their skulls and take away their soul essence, it gives me immense energy."
"No wonder everyone feared you," I looked at her weirdly," You kill for the joy of it."
"You know me so well sis," She patted my head caringly.