The rain began to fall as he stood at her grave, grey sheets of cold rain streaming down on a bleak winter's day. In the distance, far across the City, thunder burst into the air. It would storm soon.
Almost as if on cue, his crying began again, and that's how he stood there, his tears washing away in the cold rain. He felt small, weak, looking at the grave of a person he loved, a person that all his powers had been unable to save.
He wondered if he would be able to save the rest of the ones he loved. He wondered if he would be able to save himself.
Lynda Wainwright,
the gravestone read.
Sometimes, when you need an angel, sometimes there is an angel,
the inscription read beneath the name, followed by two sets of numbers that were all too close together.
Overcome, he fell to his knees in the mud, his overcoat dragging in the wet as he knelt and wept.
I couldn't keep you safe forever. I should have tried harder.
The sky cracked with thunder as the cold rain continued to fall.
I don't know how to go on without you, he said to her silently. I haven't really ever had to. You were always there for me, and it got you killed, and now I don't know how to find my way. I don't know if I'm strong enough.
He stayed that way for a while, sobbing by the grave, alone with his grief, and his loss, and his fear. The lightning illuminated the empty graveyard periodically, framing the trees as black and twisted fingers against the bright grey sky.
"You cared about her," he heard a woman's voice say behind him.
He spun around, startled. He saw a small and slim woman standing some distance behind him, wearing a black full length coat, a white scarf wrapped around her neck, her long black hair spilling over it.
"I hadn't suspected that," she continued.
He stood up to his full height, facing her in the rain. He wiped the sleeve of his coat across his mouth.
"Well, now you know," he said. "You are?"
"I'm... Anna," she told him. "Now
you
know. You wanted to know my name for some time now, and here it is: I'm Anna."
"Hello, Anna. I'm John."
"Yes, I know you, John," she told him plainly.
"Of course," he said. "Thank you for coming. I didn't expect you here."
"I've been watching you since you called Heather," Anna said. "Well, the Spider has been watching you. This seemed like as good a place to talk as any."
"OK."
"So she wasn't just some slave to you, like the others," she indicated Lynda's grave. "She meant something to you."
"Yes, very much."
"But she
was
your slave."
"It's more complicated than that. I had her under my control, yes, but it was necessary-"
"Of
course
it was."
"- it was
necessary
because without
my
controlling her, something else far worse would have. It's a long story. But first and foremost, I loved her, and she loved me, and we protected each other in various ways at various times. And my controlling her was one of those ways."
"Don't try and use your mind control on me."
"I won't."
"I mean it. If you do, I'll kill you, if I can, before you make me a slave again."
"I understand. I won't do it ever again."
"And Heather too," Anna went on. "I want her released from your control."
"Oh!" John said, surprised. "She's not under my control."
"What?"
"Well, not anymore. She hasn't been for some time. It's not permanent. I have to re-establish it from time to time. A phone call can work, but really, it's best that I be in someone's physical presence. It depends on the person how long it lasts and all that, but I can assure you, Heather nor yourself are under my control by now- haven't been for quite a while."
"Oh."
"I mean, did you think you still were or- "
"It doesn't matter. Anyway, you called. You said we had to talk."
"I need your help," he said. "And you need mine."
"OK."
"We are both being hunted by the same people or person. That person was what sent Red Eyes to the City, and that thing tried to kill me over and over. It failed. The police say that thing is dead, but who knows, and regardless it seems that the Power has been enslaved by some force."
"The Detective."
"What?"
"A police detective... Stern. He's been looking for me for months, shaking down street rats, hurting them, making them tell him what they know about me, which is never anything thank God. There's something...
off
about him."
"I know. I know him. He's not quite... human."
"And now this Fist person is looking for me. I've seen the two of them together, he's the one who is controlling her. I don't know how. He's cruel to her. Hurts her. I don't want either of them to find me."
"No you don't. They found me. A lot of cops died when they did. They killed... "
He waved his hand at the gravestone, unable to continue.
"Why should I trust you," she said. "I
don't
trust you."
"I want out," he told her in the rain. "I don't want to do this anymore. I've already lost someone I can never replace. I'm afraid I'll lose the rest of it too."
"We've all lost people, John!"
"I know."
She stood glaring at him. She looked behind herself.
"Don't go," he pleaded. "Listen. If you have a life you want to return to, then you'll want to work with me. I'll leave you alone after we've stopped the Detective and the Fist- "
"If
we stop them!"
"- and you'll never hear from me again. But together we can be stronger than either of could ever be alone. Together we can beat them, and we can live. Alone, it's only a matter of time before they kill us and everyone we love."