Anna stood far from the other mourners, out of sight unless any of the crowd attending Steven Longstreet's funeral would have turned around to look.
None of them did.
Anna watched as family and friends said words about what a great man Steven had been, how valuable his work was, how he was a tireless warrior for truth and an implacable enemy of injustice. Anna looked on as they cried, and comforted each other, as they laughed, and they remembered the man they loved.
She didn't hear a word of any of it, but she didn't need to. She knew all of it anyway.
Slowly, as the winter clouds gathered overhead, the crowd began to disperse, dropping flowers into the grave, pouring bourbon into it, saying their goodbyes for the last time.
Still she stood and watched.
Finally, she saw one of the mourners she recognized, and she lifted her hand in greeting from across the cemetery. James Candy raised his as well, popped his collar against the wind, and made his way over to her.
"Hello, Anna," he said. He hesitated for a second, and then pulled her in for a close embrace. He felt good, she thought. It was nice not to be alone with her grief. She held him as well, silently.
Finally, he pulled away.
"We lost one of the good ones," he told her. She only nodded.
Officer Candy looked around the graveyard quickly.
"I pretty much told him everything I ever knew about the City," James went on. "I wasn't the only cop that did that. But I certainly made it a point to. There's a certain... corruption problem on the force, and the only way I could fight that was to tell everything I knew about the City."
"I know," Anna replied.
"I like to think it helped in some small way."
She took his hand in hers.
"It did, James. You are a good man... a good cop."
It was his turn to nod silently.
"How did he die," she asked, her voice only a whisper.
"His neck was broken. Murdered."
This didn't surprise Anna.
"Who killed him?"
"Well..." James trailed off.
"James..."
He looked around furtively again.
"It's not that I won't tell you, Anna. You know I will. But I don't want you... I don't want the Spider anymore. I don't want you doing that."
She just looked at him.
"Steven was killed, sure. But he was killed by a human, which doesn't quite make sense."
"What do you mean?"
"That thing... Red Eyes, was also found in the park next to the river. It was, well,
dead
I guess you'd call it. We were able to keep that out of the press so far. But Red Eyes didn't kill Steven Longstreet. I mean, it was a
monster
... much worse than I had imagined from the reports. Huge. Evil. Nothing of this...
world
, I guess. I don't know how else to say it."
Anna pulled her coat more tightly to her.
"I mean, it looked like a killing machine. Fangs, claws, poison. Could have killed a man any number of ways. But not how Steven was killed."
"Can I see it?"
"What?"
"The body... the creature's body. Where is it? Can I see it?"
James was surprised.
"I don't know... I don't know where it is. They took it." He frowned at her. "Why would you want to see it? What business is it of yours?"
"James-"
He cut her off.
"No. You need to stay home. Stay out of it. Stay with that woman... Heather? Make a life with her. Make a
home
with her. Whatever is out there in the City is nothing that the Spider can deal with."
"How did Red Eyes die?"
"No," James shook his head. "That's not important. That's my business. I get paid to deal with that. Every day, I get up, and I put on my badge, and I step out into the City and I try to make sense of it, and sometimes I can't. But it's my job to. I don't get to just put on a tight uniform and play games at night."
"That's not fair."
"Fuck it isn't. You don't know. You don't."
"I told you that I wouldn't ever give up being the Spider. I told you what it meant to me."
"I know you did," he said, buttoning his coat. "I know. I fell in love with you, and all I wanted was for you to return that love. And you wouldn't. You
couldn't
. Whatever it was you said-"
"That's not fair."
"- and I accepted it. I did the best I could with it. Night after night, I listened to the radio, and heard about you. Night after night I rushed to wherever you had been last, hoping to be able to get there in time to help you once you found something that you couldn't handle again."
Anna just shook her head.
"But I always accepted it. I tried to accept it! Not anymore, Anna. You are just a woman- just a human being. You can beat up run of the mill muggers and rapists and drug dealers but there's nothing you can do about this. You didn't see Red Eyes. You haven't seen its victims. Seen them ripped apart, like so much meat. You haven't seen their eyes, Anna, you haven't seen the pain and terror in their dead
eyes..."
"James!"
He turned away from her.
"Don't make me come to another funeral, Anna. Don't make me weep at your grave. I might not ever be able to stop."
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A sliver of light reached her eyes. Her eyes twisted in her sockets, looking for the source. She was unable to open her eyelids.
She reached her hands up, slowly, painfully. Her eyes had crusted shut. She used her stiff fingers to scrape it away.
The effort exhausted her. Finally, she opened her eyes.
She was on a hard mattress of some kind in a windowless room. The walls appeared to be some kind of dark stone that absorbed what little light there was. There was nothing else in the room, except a single wooden chair, and a bucket on the store floor next to it.
She grunted in pain as she struggled to sit upright.
It was too much. Her head spun.
She fell back unconscious.
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She woke later, in deeper darkness. Something moist was pressed to her cracked lips. She sucked on the moisture.
"You are coming around," she heard a voice say in the darkness. "I think you are going to live."
She moved her head to the side, and looked uncomprehendingly at him. He lowered the sponge into the bucket of water, and pressed it against her dry lips. Again she drank in the moisture.
"I think I can heal you," he went on. "I didn't know I could, but I can. That's good. But I need you to sleep, it's only when you sleep that I can get inside and make the changes that I need to make. I need you to sleep, please- I need to force myself back into some kind of presentable shape so I can go out in the real world again. I'll be back soon to take care of you some more."
Again he pressed the wet sponge to her lips. Again she drank from it.
Where am I, she wanted to ask. What are you doing to me? How did I get here?