There's an old rule about not sending a boy to do a man's job. Yeah, I know that's chauvinistic and certainly not PC, but sometimes the old guy has to get up from behind the desk and go fix things.
I'm the SVP of operations for a good-sized logistics company. I worked my way up from loading airplanes to running a warehouse to running regional centers and now the whole operations show. And I did it by taking care of the customers, and then hiring people who could do the same. But every now and then you run into someone who is just a pain, and these days you can't afford to lose customers.
So, after the Account Rep, the Senior Account Rep and the Account Team Manager had been to see the COO for a big computer parts manufacturer, it was my turn. He was upset with our performance and wanted to cancel the contract two years early. But there were serious termination penalties and so his GC wouldn't let him. So, he turned into a dick (well maybe he was always a dick) and had thrown the first two out -- literally. He had merely asked the team manager to leave because she is a lady.
So here I am, up on the 16th floor, walking down the hallway where all the "chiefs" reside, with a nice view of LAX and the ocean, heading into the lion's den. The security guard escorts me to the COO's outer office, and opens the door to the outer office where the administrative assistant sits. My escort introduces him to me as "Matt" and departs. The COO's door is shut, and he is not there to meet me. Bad sign. Like that insurance commercial where the Dad uses the Kid's middle name.
I pause for a moment. Instead of a 60'ish well-traveled lady who has worked her way up or a 20- something in a short skirt who has worked something else to get there, Matt is a 25-35, fit, trim, presentable man. I adjust my approach, assuming he's a management trainee perhaps. He offers his hand, we shake, and I introduce myself.
"Mr. Rone," he says, "It's good to meet you. Mr. Daniels is in the midst of a crisis and asked me to take of you for a while." Again, bad sign.
"Thanks," I say. "Any idea how long he'll be?"
"Not sure," he says. "Something has hit the fan big time, and well---you know."
"I sure do, I'm always working in a room full of fans it seems," I reply.
He steps closer, right on the edge of the buffer zone. I've been doing this a long time. Dealing with CEOs, COOs, foremen, dockhands and loaders all over the world. I don't flinch. And I don't blink.
He is maybe an inch shorter, and so we lock eyes. Like I said, I don't blink. Thinking back on that moment, maybe I should have.
His eyes were the most interesting color of gray I had ever seen. A thought flashed through my mind remembering the line from a James Bond novel about M's 'damnably clear gray eyes'. At the same time, I was speechless. A little intake of breath and then nothing. I just stared for what seemed like ten minutes.
"Mr. Rone," he says softly, holding my gaze, "I know he wants to talk with you, and he wants me to make you as comfortable as possible."
A couple of minutes seemed to pass. I feel myself becoming more relaxed, more passive.
"Thanks," I say.
A couple more minutes of falling deeper into those eyes.
"I know it was a long flight, and you're here on serious business. Would you like a quiet room to rest, or relax, or just think to yourself?" His voice was soothing. And there was something else. An aroma--like cinnamon or cloves or something-- warm and comforting.
Again, a couple more minutes of not breathing.
"Uhhh," I finally say. "Yeah, yeah, I need to appease the never-ending demands of Ms. Apple. You know."
He smiles and says softly, "Of course, sir. Follow me, please. We have a small guest office for visitors by the elevator." And with that, he blinked softly (seductively?) a couple of times, and so did I, taking my first breath it seemed in half an hour. I shuddered slightly but did not move as he backed up to his desk and pulled a key out of the center drawer, all the while holding my gaze. I shuddered again and turned to get my briefcase and hanging bag. Getting my briefcase from the chair, I bent over to lift the hanging bag. His hand reached for it at the same time, closing over mine. His hand was warm and soft.
"Let me take this for you, sir," his voice soft in my ear.
I let go without a thought, and turned towards him. There were those eyes again, absorbing me, holding me.
"Thank you," I murmured.
"Follow me now," he smiled.
I walked a pace or two behind him, trying to collect my thoughts while part of me watched him walk. Fluid, assured, trim, athletic----he moved effortlessly it seemed. We reached a door, he unlocked and opened it, stepping back as I entered, again holding me gaze as I looked at him to nod my thanks.
I put my case on the desk; he placed my bag by the wall. "It may be 30-45 minutes before he's free," he said. "Things are not going well at a plant way out west."
"I've got all day, "I replied, "I'm here at your convenience." Thinking to myself---I mean his---I'm here to see him.
He came close again, those eyes again drawing me in. "And I'm here for anything you need. My extension is marked on the phone. The Wi-Fi info is on a card there on the desk."
Another slight smile, and then he broke the lock he had on my gaze.
I sat down and breathed deeply a couple of times as I replayed what just happened. I was ready to walk in and confront the dragon and hopefully tame it, but instead, the dragon was in his cave, and then instead of some assistant I could try and charm for any sort of helpful information, there was this enticing-----enticing???--- Where the fuck did that thought come from?-----young man.
Another deep breath-----------and there's a hint of cinnamon--------his aftershave?
I stood up, stretched, flexed, grunted, and tried to snap out of it. I opened the computer, hooked up the phone and tried to do something productive.
15 minutes later I'm still staring at a page full of unread emails as I keep circling back to how captivating his eyes were, when the door opens abruptly and the COO barges in.
"Sorry to keep you waiting, but the shit has hit the fan. If you want to keep my business, come with me and bail me out of this mess----------now. And I'm not really sorry about the wait, but I got a career ending situation here."
Nothing like a tornado wrapped around by a hurricane to bring you back to reality.
It seems that a shipment of essential parts got shipped to the wrong place and then caught in customs in a remote part of Asia and the transporter could not fix it. We went back to his office. He gathered Matt with a finger and inside we went. Daniels laid out the problem, threw a file across the desk and said Matt would get me what I needed.
Matt was all business. He grabbed the file, spun around, and jerked his head towards the door. I followed without a word. The situation did not call for banter.