Zach:
Getting home, I was excited to cook dinner with Claire, knowing that we would have more groceries to work with. Walking into the house I noticed it was quieter than it had been the last few days. Looking all around the downstairs, I couldn't find Claire. A spark of panic ignited in my chest, worried that something may have happened to her. I checked her room, she wasn't there. Nor was she in the restroom. I got to my room last, glancing around I still didn't find her. I had almost left my room when I heard sniffling. I looked back in my room listening for the source of the noise. Moving towards my closet I opened it to find Claire sitting in fetal position, wearing one of my t-shirts. Her face was hidden under the collar of my shirt, but it was pretty clear that she had been in here a while, considering how wet the shirt was with her tears.
I sat down next to her and gently rubbed her back. After a few minutes she quieted down, eventually peeking her eyes out from my shirt in a cute way.
"I'm sorry for worrying you." She said, sniffling one more time before pulling her head out of the shirt.
"What happened Claire?" I asked her.
"My friends ambushed me by waiting out front of the house when I got home from the store," her voice cracked a bit at the mention of her friends, "Lara yelled at me because I stopped talking to them. But that wasn't even the worst part." Tears started rolling down her cheeks again.
"What was the worst part? It's ok Claire, you can tell me."
"I'm afraid if I tell you you're going to hate m-me." Her voice caught, filling with emotion.
"Claire, I love you, and whatever it is, we will work through it. So please tell me so I can help you. Have you already forgotten that I have my degree in psychology, so you know I'm a good listener." I gave her a smile. She weakly smiled back before taking a deep breath.
"When you went off to college, I felt alone. I aimed to be in the popular kids group so that I could have all the friends I could ever want. At first Lara, Stephanie, and Amanda came off as vapid, or shallow, but as time went on I had realized that they were truly my friends. They cared about me, and they would help me out when I needed it.
"A lot of those times were when I needed to vent. I was angry at the time, a teenage girl with daddy issues, and the only man she had ever looked up to moved out of state for a 6 year degree." Her words cut me deep, I felt ashamed that I never realized that I did this to her. I was so absorbed with trying to make the future better for my family that I stopped trying to improve the present.
"So, I told them about you, and I mostly said things in a negative light due to how I was feeling at the time, and they told me what I wanted to hear."
"Which further enforced your negative view of me, a feedback loop." I interjected softly.
"Yeah, they told me things to make me feel better because we were all just teenage girls. The same thing happened with Mom. She worked so much, that I hardly saw her. Over time my friends had convinced me as well that she probably just didn't care about me.
"So, I started hanging out with them as much as possible, and I never got more than a few words from mom about it, which further made me feel that she didn't care."
"You don't think your friends were doing this intentionally?" I asked.
"No, I don't, Lara can be a drama queen rich bitch, but under all that she deeply cares about her friends and wants to take care of us. Stephanie is a little odd and airheaded, but when it's just her and I, she is such a sweet, caring person. Then there is Amanda, who would never allow anyone to give me shit, she was like my bodyguard, I felt safe with her.
"This collar had my emotions 180 so fast that I just dropped contact with them, assuming they were the whole problem, but I was wrong."
In the pause of her talking I considered what she was telling me. I saw her friends as pure toxic manipulators, and that feeling rubbed off on Claire due to our connection through the ring and collar. But I felt ashamed for judging her friends before I even knew them. I needed to help Claire out, to fix this.
"How about this," I said, rubbing her back again, "this weekend, would you like to invite them over? I would like to get to know them, if they are important to you then I will make the effort to understand." Her eyes filled with tears, but this time they weren't from sadness, she seemed happy that I was willing to do this for her, instead of rejecting that whole side of her life that I had never considered before. She nodded her head and smiled at me, agreeing to contact her friends and ask them to come over on Saturday.
"Alright let's get you cleaned up. Why are you wearing my shirt by the way?" I ask her.
"Oh, it just felt nice to have your smell covering me, it was the only thing that brought me comfort." She told me, I chuckled and picked her up in a bear hug. She wrapped her legs around my torso as we made our way to the bathroom for a little fun time in the shower.
~*~
The remainder of the week went by in what was becoming my new normal. Wake up and maybe have sex with Claire. See Mom get flustered when we were alone together. At work Nora would pounce on me at lunch time, demanding I 'fuck her like an animal', she must really like Nine Inch Nails. Dr. Cruz more or less treated me the same, but there were times when it look like she was zoned out, looking at her computer.
I would come home, fuck Claire again, then we would get started on dinner. Mom seemed less flustered during this time, eating dinner with us, but I would catch looks from her from time to time. Claire's friends agreed to come over on Saturday - which worked out since mom was still going to work during the weekend - I couldn't wait to get a good read on them. I also wanted to see if they were hot, but I wasn't gonna tell Claire that.