"Dammit Emily, do you think this is easy for me?," Agnes asked as her temper finally broke, unacknowledged tears beginning to flow from her violet eyes. "I had to leave, otherwise the Tasurani would have taken you." She held up a finger to forestall another interruption. "Before you ask, that is what our mistress is, a Tasurani, a nature spirit. She's nearly as old as human history and has been entering into contracts with humans for almost as long. If I'd have stayed with you and your father long enough for you to start menstruating then she'd have gotten me, you and your father instead of just me. But I'm getting off track; none of this is important right now. My fate is sealed, I'm paying the price for the power I had. There's no hope for me but you and your friend have a chance to break free. A small chance, but more than I ever had."
Emily was mesmerized. That voice, the one that used to read her stories when she was still afraid of thunderstorms and calmed her fears, that voice cut through all her pain and confusion, struck her heart despite her defenses. It was too good to be true; she began to get suspicious. "Why would you help me," she asked quietly. "Aren't you a servant? Does she not own you, mind, body and soul?"
"I love you. Of course I'm going to help you in any way I can. And I am able to because you were once a part of me. That connection is what allows me to defy her even temporarily. But I cannot do it for long. I would have run out of time already if it were not for your marvelous friend Natalie. Her defiance added to her witch hunter blood took much effort to subdue and the Mistress isn't as attentive as she normally would be. Anyway, important things. One, this is your place as the forest glade is the Mistress'. Only she can enter here without your permission, and only with great effort. You can make it however you wish and can spend as much time as you wish here. Time does not move inside this bubble in your mind. Two, I bespelled the amulet before I...left to hide you from her eyes. When the chain broke it compelled your dad to leave town for as long as possible. The credit card he left has no limit, you can buy whatever you need or want with it. The spell could not be made permanent, he will be in danger when it wears off and he returns home. Lastly, there will be a time when you know you must resist her at all costs or all will be lost. You will know when. Find my amulet, hide it somewhere and hide your knowledge of its location here. When that time comes, my amulet will help you overcome her strength. Your friend will help too. But until then give no resistance, make her think you meek, hide your true strength. And learn, child. Learn everything there is to know about yourself, your powers, and our mistress. You can win, I know it!" Then her body faded, first becoming one with the white background then losing distinct form. But her voice was still strong. "I love you, sweet Emmy. Now go back to your friend before the Mistress suspects anything amiss."
Then she was gone and Emily was speechless. Heart in her throat at the thought of the aborted reunion, she returned to Natalie on the couch and then, finally, to real sleep.
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The sun was well past its zenith when they awoke on the couch, bodies still tangled with each other. Emily was rightly concerned. She loved Natalie and she did not wish to force her compliance. They were bonded, nothing could pry them away from each other, yet she wanted her best friend to stay of her own free will, not just because of the spirit that now ruled both their lives. She looked to her friend with pleading in her eyes and not a little guilt.
Please don't try to leave,
she thought, her body tense.
Never,
replied Natalie, her mind voice strong.
We're in this together girlfriend. Always.
They smiled at each other, faces close, their mirrored expressions of relief and apprehension quite easy to read. "So, do I call you mistress now?" Natalie joked weakly.
"Oh Jesus, please don't!" Emily replied with some heat and exasperation. "Or, at least not here. In the dream the Mistress may require some form of obeisance and for that, my lady will be just fine." She sighed, took a breath, then continued. "Look hun, I'm super sorry I brought you into this, I didn't understand what I was getting into until far too late. I'd let you out the deal if I could..."
"Stop," interrupted Natalie, seriousness replacing her earlier joking tone. "I know all this. You know I love you and I'd never let you face something like this alone. Even before this blood bond or whatever that you as close to me as my own family. Whatever happens we gone get through it, okay? Besides," her smile returned, as sudden as the passage of summer rain, "I got an amazing makeover out of it!"
"Oh Natalie!" Emily embraced her hard, her eyes overflowing with tears. "I love you too, girl!" They cried and comforted each other for awhile, never bothering to leave the couch or even to let go of each other. They shared tentative kisses and commiserations; they showed their love for each other in more than just words. And before they eventually rose to clean off the sweat of their efforts Emily stood in that room in her mind. She made two resolutions in that secret room that day. One, that she would ensure that her and her friend would get everything they were promised and more. Two, that they would find a way to eventually overcome the tasurani that currently ran their lives and make it pay for all it had done. To do that, she had to trust the information her mother had given her no matter how much the idea still galled her. It was all she had to go on if she didn't want to spend eternity dancing next to a fountain.
Beginnings and Blood
Emily Borden walked the halls of her school that Monday as a vastly different person than the one who ran away in tears the week before. Flanked by Natalie, she moved with the confidence of a goddess gracing earth with her very presence. A shopping trip with her father's credit card had resulted in new clothes to match her new body and had gotten her accustomed to the stares she'd be receiving from men and women both. Emily assumed the Mistress also had a hand in keeping her heart rate steady too, though she'd been strangely quiet since their merger. Regardless, it was gratifying to her when she saw the astonished faces of people who previously either ignored or bullied her. Her smile was predatory.
By lunchtime Emily was the talk of the school. People she hadn't spoken to since freshman year were coming up to her, asking for her secret. Did she get a makeover? Contacts? Plastic surgery? She had gone from a nobody to a celebrity in an eyeblink, and she basked in the extra attention. A part of her was disgusted though, a part that had nothing to do with the Mistress, a part that was still her. Sure she was pretty now, but she was still the same person mostly. It shouldn't be this easy to grab attention and become popular; she did nothing different than what she did most days. She went to class and stayed quiet, yet the reaction she got from her classmates could not be more different.
But this is what you wanted, right?
she asked herself. And she did want this, had asked for it, had bargained her soul with the closest thing she knew to a demon for this. She would not turn back now, she could not. If not for her own sake but to protect Natalie.
While Emily was adjusting to the new reality others were not so eager to embrace the new her. Sarah Chase in particular was rich, beautiful, popular, and very protective of her school status. She'd worked hard to reach the pinnacle, charming teachers, joining and eventually taking over clubs, dating the boys of highest status, cutting down any girl who dared to challenge her right to be queen. She had no intention of letting Ms. Emily Upstart waltz in with zero effort and assume primacy. She was going to confront that little bitch and cut her down in front of the entire student body, or at least the most important ones. She didn't see Emily as being much of a challenge; she at least believed as Emily did, that not much had changed on the inside despite the makeover and the designer clothes. She was still the little mouse she'd always been.
Lunch was nearly over when Sarah approached the new and improved Emily at a nearby lunch table, her clique surrounding them. "Wow," Sarah said with derision. "Looks like the ugly duckling finally became a swan. And she brought along her little mutt friend for the ride. Congratulations on no longer being an embarrassment to the entire senior class."