Magic is real.
It took me most of my life to find it and to figure it out and finally understand enough to cast spells.
Magic involves the Wyrd.
Which is basically the first language in creation and it allows you to invoke control over forces that you have to fine tune.
Like the difference between creating fire and creating a fireball.
Magic is also contingent on the resistance of reality.
So the more likely something is or can happen the easier it is to cast.
Unseen is best, easier, the most common is physical changes, and then affecting other life forms, growing plants, good harvest and stuff like that is doable, mind control is doable, repairing things when you have materials is doable, sculpting materials is doable.
In all of this. Passive magic is easier and working in stages was easier.
Enhancing things is easier by feeding them magic.
And once you know the Wyrds you can just think them as much as say them.
Once I was sure that I had it down. I had spent so much of me doing that I was too old to enjoy having learned it.
How did I learn it?
Research, looking into the impossible, getting laughed at, learning all these unless dead languages as clues. And at a certain place at a certain point it reaches out to you and you get it. Again the magic reaches out to you. It's like you learn enough of it to get your brain tuned and then whoosh, you can see it, see the rest...
Well the basics.
Then you actually have to cast.
Then you have to survive your big casting.
A big casting is where we all fuck up and cast something we don't have power for and it takes life force. Which filters out the noobs who become fatalities.
If you can do all that you're a caster.
And I did.
And then slowly prepped and built my power and my plan before going back in time.
Now you can't go back in time in actuality, no one really can. What you can reach by projection is a fixed you.
Usually that's visions, dreams, low rent stuff like winning lotto numbers.
But you can go back and possess your younger self.
And yes you can change events and reality, it creates divergent split offs and their own reality.
And the consequences? Well running into other altered timelines. Other versions of you or another caster in the timelines then there is something huge that alters the fabric of reality or time and space on a large level.
Those like me that do this we're not threats to the multiverse, no one cares.
And if someone does we'll be done for anyways if we`re noticed by anything that strong.
I went back to when I was ten.
Mentally I was easy to take over and to settle into.
And the first thing that I started to change was my body.
Pre-puberty it was easy to get things started where I was going to become good looking and strong and fix my eyes and start growing into myself but bigger, taller and that was getting mystical pushes to be more like my grandfather's brothers both Uncle Charlie and Gerald were over six feet tall.
I push becoming athletic. I live on a farm and I put the drive in working on the farm to work my body out and changed down below to what I wanted instead of genetics.
Perfect teeth, tweaks to have clear skin, better face proportions and yeah, honestly, some really vain stuff.
I don't care, this is me with the power to change these things.
I started changing events at home too.
Magic in boosting the farming and soil for the three big gardens we had to grow good and scare away the bugs and pests. Better fatter chickens, more milk from our three cows and other things to test out my powers. Like making my older brother start not liking getting high, he's an addict in my time this time I make him get pretty sick when high.
And my sister I spelled to let things go easier and to date more, be smarter about guys more.
That was important Wanda isolated herself because she couldn't let shit go in school and home and that led to her not dating until she met her useless drunk of a husband and not seeing his as useless based on pride and inexperience, he especially will give her creepy vibes.
She needed the Help.
So starting a little starting help outs to my family.
I'm not close to them now or rather back then. Now I just wanted them to have a fighting chance.
And I used my magic to slowly increase my intelligence, memory, learning and started getting great grades and that's when I left the house.
Yeah, I left the house.
My folks were poor white trash and we never got along so it didn't take much of a push for them to get mad, at the you're better than us, too good for us, too smart for us and toss me out.
That's a hold over from my time, I stayed too long, took too much shit, the same shit as now but getting out was so much more an option. So as much as things were changed they still weren't and there were too many bad memories from my other life.
I could've changed some family things but I don't like them that much.
Not right now, maybe later.
It was easy to cast a few charms and have the welfare officers and social worker folks help get me emancipated rather than spend years in a foster place.
I got a part time job pumping gas at the busiest gas station in town and still went to school. I pumped gas full service and charmed the place to attract customers and I charmed full serve customers for tips. Just a light little liking me, finding me funny and pleasant.