Walking the lighthouse footpath with Bess, George's mind was awash with thoughts of sexuality that were becoming more perverse by the minute. Most prominently, and also most disturbing amongst these thoughts, was her cousin's shapely posterior, the way her schoolgirl's skirt rode up in back to show off those see-through, blue lace panties. The sight teased her until she had to force herself to stop looking, but she'd already seen it, her imagination already allowed enough fodder to fantasize about what it would be like to pull the back of that skirt up for a peek at the rest of her cousin's behind, maybe place her hand there and softly caress her cheeks, squeezing at their bottoms before slipping her fingers between her legs...
She would force these fantasies from her mind, admonishing herself for them while reminding herself that it was bad enough that it was Nancy who she really wanted. Did she really have to let her mind be a total slut, betraying her feelings for her dark blonde friend with lust for Bess, her own cousin at that?
This guilt would bring on thoughts of Elora and how she'd already, in a sense, cheated on Nancy with her. Of course, she and Nancy weren't together so George understood that it wasn't, in a strict sense, cheating, yet Nancy's encounter with Ned felt that way. While this fact did rationalize her own illicit encounter in Suite 305, it somehow didn't help to alleviate any guilt from the closet lesbian's mind.
And, while thinking of her encounter with Elora Sasser, the darkly beautiful, well-endowed Dining Room Hostess, it was impossible not to again start thinking of her tongue.
Was
that real?
Did
that really happen? George was mostly convinced, despite her loss of virginity, that it must have been some alcoholic hallucination. Apart from communion wine, she'd never had so much as a drink before, but she'd seen drunk people and how erratically they could act, how their judgement and perceptions were obviously compromised. How did she really know the effects it could have on her? Wasn't it possible that she'd mistaken what she'd seen that night, that she'd hallucinated the writhing tongue, even that the whole thing was no more than a dream she'd had after she'd passed out? And, considering the drinks she'd had at the boutique, wasn't this also a good explanation for her current thoughts of Bess and her sexually inviting body?
Returning to Elora, more upsetting was the memory of how good that imaginary tongue felt, both at the back of her neck, and then snaking around inside her. Her mind lingered on how it had rammed through her virginity and brought on the sudden, intense explosion of physical sensation that started between her legs, and then whipped through her entire body as though she were having a seizure. A sudden mental image, a fantasy of the unnatural thing slipping from Elora's mouth to explore under the back of her own hiked schoolgirl's skirt, inside her pink panties and then up inside her sex brought on a flush of excitement and shame as she walked beside Bess.
She had to force the image from her mind, only to be then left with the sudden shame of walking around in public the way she was and how that very shame only added to the excitement of it. She wondered what had even gotten into her head that would make her think such public indecency would be acceptable before remembering hers and Nancy's curiosity about doing such a thing, their brief conversation regarding this topic the night before and how she now had the answer. It was exciting and shamefully fun. Anyway, there was also Anna's observation of how overdressed she would have felt beside Bess had she not left the boutique dressed like her. While recognizing the absurdity of such reasoning, it nevertheless held, perhaps only propped up by her intense sexual arousal of the moment.
In the face of all her inner debate, the one sure thing in George's mind was that it might be a good idea for her to stay away from alcohol.
As did George, Bess walked in deliberation. She also pondered how she could see her present wardrobe choice as acceptable, but more out of curiosity than concern. She loved how it made her feel, how good she knew she looked in it and, though she was filled with apprehension about it, the possibility of meeting someone, a man, or men in particular, excited her. All morning, she'd been thinking off and on of Ray and Brent's molestation of her body in the boutique, the brazen way they'd touched her, hiked her top and dress and put their hands where they'd wished. She thought of their big, slick, hard penises and how inviting they'd looked, how she'd had the almost overwhelming desire to grab them, wrapping her fingers around them and squeezing while shamelessly allowing them to fondle her beautiful young body. Walking along with these thoughts, she couldn't help the sudden and vague notion that her body was meant to be fondled and played with, that she herself was no more than a plaything for anybody who wanted to entertain themselves with her. This notion excited and pleased her.
Bess was also becoming quite excited by the attention George was giving her body. She'd thought she'd noticed her cousin looking at her in that way before, most notably when she'd removed her bra for Manny, but she'd chalked that up to a naturally expected reaction to seeing Bess so inappropriately dressed in front of the horny bellhop. After all, Nancy had also stared at her chest, but it was different with George in a subtle way that her mind had easily rationalized away at the time. Now, however, after events in
Annabelle's
Boutique
and the very strong suspicions about George that those events had planted in her mind, Bess was sure those looks were about a lot more than shock at her inappropriate behaviour. George, Bess was now quite sure, was a lesbian, thus explaining her sometimes tomboyish behaviour and lack of interest in boys. Furthermore, the gift she'd picked out for Nancy in the boutique spoke of feelings for their friend that amounted to more than just friendship. She'd often noticed the way George would dote on Nancy, complimenting her, praising her and even sometimes practically hanging off her, but disregarded this behaviour in the belief that George simply admired Nancy as a person and therefore valued her as a close friend to the point of being a bit of a suck-up. Of course, Nancy responded to this as anybody would, understandably taking George's almost sycophantic friendship as nothing more than loyalty, which anybody would naturally appreciate and value.
But now George's eyes were on her. All over her. And it felt as good as it did when men looked at her, but for different reasons. One reason was that, other than Anna's inexplicably tempting invitation to play with her and the large, black, double dildo, she'd never before considered women as sexual interests. The new idea of such a thing carried such forbidden excitement that Bess couldn't ignore it, but there was another, pettier reason for this excitement where George was concerned. It felt good that one of the two girls that had so often made her the butt of jokes regarding her weight and appetite now had a sexual attraction to her. In Bess's mind, it was a sort of rare, perverse justice of life and the thought of seducing George, of taking her from Nancy in some respect, held a fascination that her ego couldn't resist.
At the end of the walk, the lighthouse now in front of them, Bess asked, "Okay, so where did you two find it?"
"Huh?" George asked, snapped from some very unwholesome thoughts about her cousin's body, only to notice that Bess's nipples were pressing at her top even through her bra.
"Susan's Bikini," Bess explained. "Where did you find it?"
"Oh, uhh, around the back of the lighthouse, but we should really check out the whole area."
"You're right," Bess agreed, adding, "Not that there's a lot to check out here."
Nevertheless, they closely inspected the clearing in front of the lighthouse, and even the tall grass and weeds between the edges of the clearing and the steep, bouldered embankment that fell away to the water for any clues. Finding nothing, they agreed to split up, round the lighthouse and meet at the back. At the last moment before the old building cut off their line of sight of each other, Bess turned and caught George looking her over. George's hungry expression turned to one of surprise and then guilt, but Bess only smiled.