Surrender

My body trembled as I backed away, feeling much like a rabbit in front of a lion. If the lion wanted to ravage the rabbit instead of eating it anyway. A smile spread on her face as she continued to walk closer to me, the click-clack of her heels making me scramble further--I had long since fallen down to the floor, my legs unable to support me through everything that had happened. Pain still coursed through my nerves every time they touched the floor too, leaving me wincing.

"It's alright, pet." She cooed, the leather on her right hand seemingly gleaming and pulling my eyes towards it even though I knew I should pay attention to what she was doing instead. "This will make everything better, and don't you want that?" Her voice was oh-so-reasonable. As if me running away was just me being too spooked, too scared of the

safety

she was promising me. "She doesn't wish for you to be hurt too..."

That made me jolt though, jerking slightly in surprise as I looked at her. The woman had stopped just a few steps away. She could have gone closer, but she let me have some distance for now. Not too much but I would take what I have. Swallowing to push down the lump in my throat- it didn't work, I opened my mouth, "Y-You know why I'm not staying still." I accused, feeling tears welling in my eyes once more. No, I didn't want to cry but her voice was still so familiar. My heart felt like they were being squeezed tight as I looked into her face, and saw those same features- all except the black sclera. The only physical change within her that I could see... so far anyway. "Why... Why did you do it?"

She was silent for a moment, her eyes looking at me kindly, still the same as before. Just with a few added differences of a slight obsessiveness lurking within, one that I knew was there but never this forefront. "Because this is the only way, love." came out of her mouth. I was silent, mouth agape slightly as she now moved closer once more. My body immediately retracted, trying to make myself smaller even though that movement jostled my legs and I couldn't help but cry out in pain. It hurt. "Let me come closer, I'll heal your wounds." Her voice was stricken, as if she couldn't bear it to see me in this condition.

"No... don't come closer-" I whimpered out, even if I wanted to say yes. The pain had gotten worse now, throbbing with every heartbeat. I didn't dare look down upon my legs, so certain that it would be swollen and angry red. Gritting my teeth,I shook my head and just held my legs closer to my chest and tried to withstand the hurt.

A sigh could be heard, one that twisted my stomach because that was a familiar gesture. "I really didn't want to do this, but you forced me, dear." My breathing was becoming increasingly erratic as she moved closer but I couldn't move back anymore. The wall was immovable on my back, and I couldn't get away from her. She put down the leather on the floor carefully, and this close I could see what it was. A collar, one I was sure would fit my neck. But before I could think about it further, her hand grasped my ankle, gentle to ensure she didn't aggravate my wound more than it already was and yet my stomach dropped. I knew what this meant, even as warmth trickled down from her palm. Spreading from where she touched me and going up- my breath caught, worried on what else it would do.

But the warmth stopped right around my thigh, merely just filling my whole legs and soothing every pain within. A light moan escaped me, my body shuddering as I slowly, uncertainly reopened my eyes. "Why did you heal me?" Even though hurting me would make things easier for her.

A smile spread on her face as she leaned closer, her left hand gently trailing my skin. I knew I shouldn't let her but this situation reminded me of the past. Before all of these happened. "You are hurt, and I never wished for that to happen. I'm sorry to be so rough with you..." Her brows furrowed, even as her hands continued their touch, sending more pulses of warmth.

The ones from the right hand were still localised on her leg, but the left one's seemed to continue further. Going upwards and under my shirt.. Unfortunately, I couldn't ponder on it too long before it seemed to just spread throughout my body. Making my hands release my legs from their hold. Just relaxing and uncoiling the tension away. "W-what...?" I slurred out, uncertain of what just happened and tried to move but my limbs felt so heavy.

"Sssh..." She hushed me, her hand moving up slowly but surely and bringing even further molten heat all across my body. I panted underneath the ministrations, whimpering and unable to move. Her left hand had reached my breasts, unhooking the bra and now gently palming and fondling the area and sending an electrical jolt of pleasure through my thoughts. The right one seemingly stopped around my navel, just going around that place slowly. So close to where I could feel the wetness gathering in my fold, and yet so far. "You don't need to worry anymore."

A part of me understood what those words meant. That I should fight, and yet my heart refused to beat faster, the usual cold sweat not forming- it made it hard to hold onto the feelings I knew I should feel. "N-no... stop..." My tongue felt like lead in my mouth, even those two words felt too much already.

But those hands didn't listen to me, the owner letting out a soft chuckle as she slowly came ever closer. Until her mouth was next to my ear and her voice sent arousal from there straight to my groin. "But you are mine, pet. Always has been." I couldn't help but moan, my body shaking and jerking as if seeking her touch. Her hands seemed to know where I wanted them to go though, and instead just focused their efforts somewhere else that drove me crazy but not

there

. "Ah... you are so beautiful like this. Wet and needy. Will you beg, little one?"

Gasp and whimpers were the only answer I could think of right now, my body arching slightly to press against her palms. The more she touched, the more the pleasure submerged me. Chiselling away any thoughts except the ones where she would continue to do it. Still, I knew I couldn't continue to accept it. "No..." My body felt feverishly hot now, the desire for more, to get whatever it was that I wanted and longed strong and burning within me. But I couldn't give that to her now. Not... anymore.

The hands paused for a moment, and my body froze then, hoping that she would stop, perhaps. Although a part of me wished she wouldn't and just continued until there was nothing to think except what she wanted me to. Even if her stopping would let me be able to finally think clearly, to see through this haze of lust. Both of her hands went up, gently holding onto my chin and tilted my head up towards her eyes. I couldn't fight against the touch. It reminded me too much of another time, of when I was sad and needing her help... her eyes were different from that time. But at the same time it was still the same, even though now it was filled with something else. Darker, something that made my throat dry. "Look deeper." was the only thing she said, but with the way her fingers moved on my face, keeping me there and not letting me look away- it was enough.

The dark sclera seemed to grow in my vision, the blue of her eyes swallowing me deep into her gaze. Heat gathered in my cheeks as well as I inhaled slowly, the scent of sandalwood seemingly suffusing themselves around me. Going into my lungs with every inhale. "What are you... doing...?" I whimpered softly, wanting to blink but it didn't seem to work. The eyes seemed to stay there, filling my eyes and forcing me to be unable to do anything except laying there. Or maybe that was because of the warmth that she still poured into me through her palms, my mind becoming increasingly hazy the longer she did that.

"Open your mouth." A command came out of her, and a part of me bristled, not wanting to do it at all. But before I could even think of saying no, my mouth just opened, letting the drool that had gathered in my mouth to start dripping. "Good girl." She praised, and more warmth curled in my body.

One of her hands moved into my mouth, the finger not tasting like anything but it still made me close my mouth. Slowly sucking and licking on the digit, coating it fully with my saliva as my eyelids slipped down. Not fully closed, just half lidded but it made it easier for me to just focus on her. "Ah, you know what to do. I'm glad that you are quick on the uptake." She purred, letting me do what I wanted. But was this truly what I--? I looked deeper into her eyes, the satisfaction and care and love that burned within smothered whatever thoughts I had... I continued sucking.

I didn't know how long we stayed like that, the warmth just curling deeper into me. Spreading through every part of my body and in turn, just making it easier to not think. To just do what made her happy and in return, she helped me to be whatever she wished. That thought made me whimper into her fingers, vocalising my desire and want into her ears. Or at least that was what I hoped she took from it, I didn't know if I could even say what I wanted now.

"So adorable." She murmured, pulling her fingers away from my mouth and I couldn't help but chase it a little further. Trying to keep it within but it was no use- in the end, they came out with a wet 'pop'. Laughter came out of her mouth after that, sweet and made me smile even through the disappointment. "It's alright, that's just the start and we still have so many things to do. There's still a part of you fighting all of this after all."

My mind still felt muddled, and that sentence seemed to throw it into a loop, making me tilt my head in confusion. The delight across her face seemed to get stronger at the sight though, and she leaned close, kissing my lips briefly. Even that brief contact made me long for it to happen longer, deeper... but I couldn't voice it out.

She leaned close towards me once more, her mouth next to my ear. "Just focus on the feelings. You enjoy listening to my words, don't you?" A whisper before her teeth came around my earlobe, grazing and making me moan again, her wet hand going down and touching my inner thighs. Slowly inching up and rubbing me through the web fabric. I couldn't help but inhale sharply, the fingers rubbing all around, occasionally pressing strongly against that hard nub of mine. The one that turned her thoughts white with every strong stroke. "Let out those sweet sounds, let me hear it."

I couldn't help it, that permission let the noises and whimpers tumble out. Her hand seemed to know where to touch as well, teasing over my entrance, spreading the wetness there around, slowly and letting me get used to it. Which ended up with my arousal slowly winding down- Then occasionally she would go and touch me there, sending electrical jolts that made me want to scream but couldn't. I continued in that state of arousal and winding down, see-sawing whichever way she desired me to. I knew she was denying the release I was starting to crave. My body jerked, pressing close towards her touches but it never went further. She refused to do anything more even as a whine came out of my throat, desperate and wanting all mingling together.

"Good, let them consume you. How much do you want me within you, hm? Tell me or I could just..." She let herself trail off as she looked into my face, and that little moment was enough to make me worry. To feel the tears welling up in my eyes with my chest feeling tight. At once, her other hand gently came up and caressed my face slowly. "Ssh, ssh, I won't. You want to stay with me, don't you?"

Panting and desperate, I leaned to her palms, wishing I could lick them and taste the salty taste I was sure would be there by now. She giggled, as if knowing what I was thinking. "Y-yes..." was the only word I could say. Maybe there was something else, but right now, the only thing I wanted was her and her alone. Nothing else seemed to matter, and my mind couldn't think further of anything else. Just her existence, her comforting smell and how she was here.

Licking her lips, she kissed my lips again, this time hungry and not so gentle. Her mouth pressed over mine, all possessive-like and I just let her. The feeling of her against me felt so good, my eyes fluttering as I opened my mouth the moment I felt her teeth grazing against my lips. She wanted to come in and I didn't see any problems with it. Molten heat coursed through my whole body as her saliva came into my mouth with the tongue- all dominant like and I could only moan right into it. My head had gotten fuzzier with every lick, the saliva from her mouth somehow making me even hotter and desperate as I grinded down against the palm I knew was still over my entrance.

It felt good, and then all of the sudden she pulled her mouth away. At first a small keening whine came out, not liking the fact she was pulling away, but as I saw the way the saliva connected both of our mouths- Flush gathered on my cheeks as well, not just towards my groin.

The smirk over her face seemed to be so wide as she bit down upon my neck, my shoulders, collarbone- one of her hands still cupped over my sex down there but the other was busy with my clothes. Just removing them pushed them down roughly, half-ripping them off my body until I was bare and she could access even more of my body. I couldn't help but moan, spreading my legs further to entice her to finally do something down there. No more thoughts, my head was only full of needs and wants and every part of me was screaming that I wanted her to continue to do this. Her eyes still burned within the edge of my thoughts, never going away even though they no longer stared straight into me anymore. "P-please--!" I gasped out, word pushed out as her fingers had once more teased my entrance all over again.

"That's a good start..." She whispered, one of her fingers slowly slipping in. Slow, methodical and careful. Yet she didn't let me try to push it deeper- every time I tried to go down on it, she pulled it out as much as I tried to put it in. "So desperate, so full of lust. But I can't give it to you right now, not until you have accepted me." She continued to whisper, that single finger gently moving and making me pant with desire within me. Even a single digit was enough to stir my insides, making me even wetter than I already was.

Nothing else to do except to just beg then. "Fuck me... make me yours. Please..." I said the words, and the satisfaction within her eyes were enough to send even more heat across my body. Sending a jolt of want right into my groin. Why couldn't she do it already? But it seemed my answer was still not enough, if the way she put in her second finger and the slow and gentle movement was to be understood. "What else...?" I whimpered out, trying to grind my body against her but it was no use.

Frustration started to pool within my body as I glared- or as much as I could with my body hot and bothered like this. Full of arousal and want and would be willing to pretty much do anything if only that would end up with me being fucked until I couldn't think straight. Her hand slid down towards my neck, the fingers gently holding it. Not squeezing, just letting her know that it was there. "Will you let me collar you?" She asked, gentle.

Swallowing my saliva down, each movement felt somehow clear in my mind even through the foggy haze of lust- I tried to think it through. But excitement seemed to burn in my blood the more I thought about that offer. There was a part that told me that I couldn't, that I have to stop everything right here, right now. But that part was getting smaller by the second, and my mouth watered the more I imagined how that leather band would feel across my neck. The slight tightness, the way it would show who

owned

me. "I... I..." It felt like a dream come true to accept it. But my mind felt like it was buzzing, saying that I had to refuse.

"What's the matter?" She whispered, moving her hand on my neck slightly. Reminding me constantly how that would be what I felt after the collar would be on my neck. "It would just be a formality, but I wanted your word, pet." She whispered kindly, just squeezing a little before releasing her tight hold again.

That word pet though. I couldn't help but squirm, trying to press again towards her hand down there but the hand tightened again- a warning. I cried out, wanting her to continue but knew that she was withholding everything else back. The only way would be to accept that little offer, and with the way she was holding me down, telling me what was acceptable for me to do- I could feel shivers going down my spine. Desire and need pushing me as I opened my mouth. "Yes, Mistress. Please. Please do it."

Smirk came over her face as she heard my answer, her tongue flicking out a bit as she licked her lips, her eyes watching me hungrily. "I know you'll pick the right choice, my good girl." Another shot of arousal straight to my veins as I gasped and moaned. Yes, her words were so right and fitting and it all felt so good. My core was throbbing now, full of desire to be filled by her.

But she took her time, releasing my throat and my entrance from her hands, letting me slowly slide back down again to the floor. The feeling of cold against my bare bottoms felt good against the heat pulsing in my body. She shook her hands for a moment, a flicker of magic bursting in front of my eyes before they looked clean once more and she let out a satisfied noise.

Picking the collar up from the floor, my eyes were glued to its movement. How she carefully unbuckled the collar and opened its full length. How she then moved it closer to my neck until I felt it against my skin. The leather was surprisingly soft against me as she locked the buckle behind my neck, ensuring it wasn't too tight but still giving me enough pressure to know that it was there. Shudder of arousal went through my body as I breathed, feeling the way the collar constricted my neck slightly.

Then her hand moved towards the front of the collar, where a D-ring had been put. I knew the metal was gleaming, but I couldn't see it from its position underneath me. Murmurs came out of her mouth, and her hand glowed slightly, the light covering the collar as well. At first I was confused at what was happening, before I could feel it.

A gasp was the only thing I could manage to push out before warmth completely swamped my nerves. Lighting everything up with pleasurable signals until I couldn't help but writhe in my position. I wanted more. I needed more. Keening sounds came out from my throat, loud and yet desperate enough. I wanted to move my body, my hand lifting up to grasp her and ask what she did- A pulse came from the collar, immediately telling me that it would be a bad idea. She didn't want that to happen, she wanted me to let these feelings coursed through my whole body first.

My hand came back down again, and the collar sent a pleasing thrum all across my body that made me whimper. My core pulsed again, wanting and demanding for its needs to be met. But I didn't dare move, just feeling and submerging myself in every other sensation than that one.

I didn't know how long I stayed like that, my back against the wall and my bottom against the floor, arousal spiking so high that I bet if I touched down below I probably would have liquid coming out of my snatch already. "Please..." I murmured the word, uncertain if I should say the next one. My head buzzed, wanting me to say it, to finally put the right title upon her.

"You know what to say next, pet. My beautiful pet." She whispered, her hand holding upon my chin and lifting my head up to look at her. Towards that deep, glinting blue of hers. "You have accepted my mark, so you know what else to say, to complete this whole thing." Her words were like honey, promising and telling me what would be good for me. The collar gave me approval too, telling me what she was, what I needed to say...