Author's note: By remarkable coincidence, every student at Ruby's high school is at least eighteen years old. Wild, huh?
"Mom? Dad? I, um. There's something I have to -- no. There's something I
want
to tell you."
. . .
"See, I'm. I'm." Ruby gave a nervous cough. "I'm bisexual."
. . .
"I still like guys! It's just that -- well, I like girls too, and I think I like them a bit, well. A bit
more
, I think. That's . . . that's all."
. . .
"Ugh! That was horrible!" Ruby flung herself back on her bed, her otherwise empty bedroom giving the performance zero feedback either way. She punched her pillow, which deformed into a bowtie shape. "Why is this so
haaaaard
?"
As if to punctuate her frustration, the loud tones of her father's alarm clock began to ring through the house. Six-thirty, time to rise and shine and seize the day and do your best and don't get in trouble with the cheerleaders again young lady, I'm warning you, come straight home.
Ruby buried her face in her pillow as she heard the knock come at her door like clockwork. "Time to get up, sweet pea," she heard her mother call.
"Coming," Ruby grumbled, loud enough for her mother to hear through the door.
"Breakfast in half an hour. You have the bathroom first today."
Ruby's father had been in the Navyfor two decades, and he ran the house as tightly as any of the ships he served on. She didn't mind it so much, to be honest -- save for the criminally early time he expected his two children to awaken.
At least he allowed them to sleep in on the weekends.
Ruby dragged herself out of her bed, pulling the bathrobe from its hook on her closet door. Yet another day in the boring, pitiful life of a closeted bisexual teenager.
#
Her mother had the radio on when Ruby finally made it downstairs.
". . . and I'm saying, why? You know,
why
? Is it containment? We know the virus isn't fatal, and yet that's little excuse." The pundit apparently thumped the desk hard enough to jostle his microphone.
"Exactly," came his equally anonymous partner. "Any other country, they'd have locked down Denver the moment the news broke, but here? Par for the course for this administration . . ."
Ruby rolled her eyes as the faux argument rolling across the airwaves encountered some static along the way. Everyone was talking about the virus these days. It wasn't fatal -- in some ways, it wasn't even inconvenient, depending on who you talked to.
She remembered her Biology teacher describe the virus as Neuro-Plastic: it attacked certain centers in the frontal lobe of the brain, shutting down specific inhibitive behaviors and reshaping how others communicated with the rest of the nervous system, if she recalled correctly. Her usual teenage sulking in the class hid a deeper interest in the subject, one she could barely disguise at the best of times.
The point is, those infected would have a heightened libido, and lowered inhibitions. They'd be sex-crazed, and would be rather public about it.
"Could you shut that garbage off?" came her father's call from the kitchen door, as Ruby grabbed a lowfat yogurt from the fridge.
"Fine," came the call from her mother, as she flipped the power switch, cutting one of the pundits off mid-sentence.
"Honey," said her mother, and Ruby paused at the tone of voice. She turned to her mother, as she felt motherly hands pull down on her shirt to cover her midriff. "I don't want you wearing this shirt to school. You know that."
"It's fine, mom," Ruby sulked, the words coming out more angsty than even she had intended. "Nobody cares."
"I care," her mother snapped. "Honestly, Frank, your daughter's dressed up like a-"
"Like a normal teenager," interrupted her father, as he cracked open an egg, dropping the white and yolk into a bowl and stirring it. He sighed, then, and said, "Though your mother has a point. It would be different if you were going out with your friends at the mall. School should be a bit more professional."
Ruby dropped into a kitchen chair and sighed. "Fine. I'll change. Happy now?"
"Very," smiled her mother, who adopted a lighter, teasing tone. Then, her face became more serious again. "If you were . . . infected," her eyes flickered to the radio, then back to Ruby. "You'd tell us, right? You'd . . . trust us to not, oh, how did you say it? Totally, like, freak out?"
In spite of it all, Ruby had to laugh at how perfectly her mother captured her own tone. "Like, totally mom. I'd, like, tell you first thing, like."
"That's my girl," her mother said, as she kissed her on the forehead. "Well, I'm off to work," she said, grabbing her purse from the counter. She gave a businesslike kiss to her husband as she passed through the kitchen door. "See you all this afternoon. Love you."
Ruby heard her mother walk her high heels through the living room, and then a shout of surprise from her older brother Tracy. "Mom, stop!" he said. "I don't like being kissed on the cheek."
"Too bad!"
And the door slammed, leaving Tracy to sulk into the kitchen. He was already dressed in jeans and a dark hoody, his headphones around his neck.
"You job hunting again today?" Dad said, as he poured out the eggs into a frying pan, the cooking spray sizzling.
"Yeah," Tracy said as he pulled a box of cereal down from the counter.
Ruby finished her yogurt, then tossed the empty carton into the trash can. "Emily will be here in a few minutes," she said, as she gave her dad a short hug. "I'll see you tonight."
"Later, loser," called Tracy.
"You too, prick."
"Now children-"
But Ruby had already vaulted up the stairs to her room, so she couldn't hear the rest of her dad's comment.
#
If her parents knew what she was
really
planning on wearing to school, they wouldn't have let her out of the house without a full armed escort, Ruby knew. She sat in the back of Emily's pickup, her fake school outfit sitting in a wad on the floor next to her. Instead, she was wearing a black tube top that bared nearly all her midriff, and a miniskirt that came to mid-thigh.
She hadn't bothered with keeping on her bra or panties; not for the last week or so, really. By this time, she was fully aware the virus (which the CDC had yet to even name, let alone arrange an appropriate response for) had fully infected her. Her, and nearly the rest of her school.