"So was I." I grinned back, stepping closer, wrapping an arm around her, my hand pressing into the small of her back and pulling her close.
Her giggle echoed off the walls as she slapped my chest, before being silenced by the searing kiss I pressed into her lips. The kiss was deep and it was passionate. This was a different Becky to the previous night; although her submissive streak ran deep, it didn't consume her, at least not right now. The new thoughts that filtered from her mind to mine were ones of playful seduction, teasing, the warming knowledge that before her stood a man who truly desired her, and although she would kneel and obey in a heartbeat if commanded, she had something different on her mind this morning.
She placed her hand on my chest and pushed me away, that glint flashing in her eyes, and a hungry smirk curled her lips as she stepped backward and into the shower. I moved with her, her hand keeping me literally at arm's length but also, somehow, pulling me with her. Neither of us wanted me to be any further away from her than that. Without removing her eyes from mine, she reached for some levers and knobs on the wall, deftly flicked a few of them, waited a few moments, and stepped backward into the stream of steaming water.
Damn, I wish my shower heated up that fast.
It was another one of those instances where the visions in Becky's mind told me exactly what I needed to do as she stepped through the stream and pressed her back up against the smooth tiled wall underneath the showerhead. I stopped, nothing separating us but the streams of water, the steam of the heat from it, and the lustful need filling the air between us. I leaned myself against the wall to the side, my already swollen manhood starting to throb and resisting the urge to grasp it while I watched Becky's hands start to move.
It was slow and teasing; her one hand on her neck as her eyes closed and her chin tilted upwards, the other on her stomach. Both hands caressed the skin as they moved. It was almost like she was mapping herself, committing every curve, every goosebump, and every nerve to memory before moving on to the next as both hands slowly converged on her chest. Her eyes may have been closed, but her mind was a dancing, swirling kaleidoscope of color, each new sensation causing a flash of light in the vortex of raw feeling. Conscious thoughts were like words, the internal monologue that I had heard from people every day since my awakening, but physical touch was different. It was color. Pain was a flash of blood-red, pleasure a bolt of Sunfire yellow that burned away to the throbbing blue and green afterglows. Every single physical sensation that the body could be subjected to could be boiled down to somewhere on the rainbow between pleasure and pain, and the twisting, swirling whirlwind of colors that consumed her mind was filled with the varying shades of sensation.
The dull vibrating yellow as the tips of her fingers teased over her throat and onto the top of her chest, the tingling purple as her body tried to ignore the ticklish spot on the side of her abdomen, trailing over it as both hands moved towards her voluptuous chest. The brighter flash of yellow as one hand trailed onto the mountain of her breast, slowly approaching the diamond-hard peak as the north-bound hand cupped and lifted the other breast from below. The explosion of red as her fingers grasped a nipple, squeezing it hard, twisting, the reds and the yellows merging into a throbbing, vibrant orange that fell straight to her core. There was only one conscious thought echoing through her mind. She wanted to be watched, she wanted to be seen.
No, that wasn't right... She wanted
me
to watch. She wanted
me
to see her. She wanted to share this most private of moments, this most intimate of acts... with me.
The hissed gasp that came from her lips as she tugged and pinched one of her nipples, followed by the throaty moan as she released it, filled her mind with another display of red and yellow fireworks. The throb as the blood flowed back into the sensitive nub pulsed red through her psyche, offset by the warm, constant yellow as her other hand kneaded and caressed her other breast. But there was something else, a flickering burning white echoing in the background... anticipation. My eyes refocused on her body in time for me to watch her torturing finger start to slowly and softly circle around the ridges of her areola and her cupping hand released her breast and started to trail down her stomach. I could almost feel the throb of excitement in her clit as it peeked from between her lips, both her mind and her clit, knowing what was coming. It took me a few moments to realize that her eyes had reopened and were staring at me with a dilated intensity that, to this day, I struggle to put into words.
She was going to touch herself, she wanted me to watch, she wanted me to see, but more than that, she wanted me to know. She was doing it to thoughts of me, as she had done countless times in the last month, her fingers finding her pleasure in the darkness of lonely nights, in the bright haze of the mornings, and in the vision-filled dreams between. This wasn't a show to turn me on, we both already knew that ship had long since sailed, this was genuinely her pleasuring herself over me, showing me what thoughts of me did to her, and she wanted me to know.
Even over the sounds of the shower, I could hear her heavier breaths as her hand passed her navel, her fingers flexing against her skin like a pianist preparing to play. Her body was an instrument, and she was a master at her craft. Her eyes fixed on mine as the tips of her fingers finally reached their destination. Her tongue darted out to wet her dry lips as her finger brushed over her wet ones, tracing the outline of her folds.
Three fingers slid through and into her center, gliding effortlessly between her folds. The middle one teasingly probed her entrance as the fingers on either side of it spread her open. She wanted me to see. The glistening wetness that had nothing to do with the shower, the almost imperceptible tremble in her legs as the bright flash of yellow pleasure burst through her mind and through her sex. Stroking that finger upwards, dragging her wet arousal with her and finally brushing it over her clit. The slightly harder pressure, the slight drag upwards, the drawing back of her hood, and the explosion of yellow fire behind her eyes as she pressed that lone finger into the sensitive bundle of nerves.
Her breathing - dear God, her breathing - I could have gotten off from nothing more than closing my eyes and listening to the hitched, quivering breaths, the soft, pleasured moans, the gasps and gulps of air as her fingers teased and ignited every nerve in her core. My eyes were seeing, but it was the colors in her mind that held my attention. Every subtle movement had an effect; her finger dragged a little higher and the yellows exploded, too high and they started to fade. Press too hard and the yellow would tinge with red, not hard enough and the colors would barely change at all. This was so much more than simply watching what her hand was doing. It was like she was teaching me exactly where and - more importantly,
how
- to touch her. The only thing more erotic than the nature of the lesson, was the soundtrack it was taught to; the breathless, hitched, and panted breaths of pure passion.
Breathless breaths: An oxymoron that echoed off every surface and resonated through every fiber of my being. It was my new favorite sound on earth.
Becky's thoughts changed in an instant, more than colors, more than sensation; behind her lidded eyes came the images and the visions that I had experienced in the hospital. Desires, fantasies, even memories flashed through her mind, burning along her conscious thoughts and filling the air between us with charged sexual energy.
Her fingers pressed harder into her clit at the memory of her first taste of me, our combined juices coating my cock as I lay immobile in the hospital bed. The hot, pulsing throb as my seed spurted powerfully into her mouth, the eye-fluttering sensation as my essence bathed her tongue before she swallowed it down, making me a part of her.
The fingers circling, her ring and index fingers holding and squeezing either side of her clit as the middle finger ground her nub in its small orbit, the hitched breath and the soft, gasped moan as memories of the roughness of my claiming her the previous night throbbed through her core. The feeling of her collar around her throat for the first time as her pussy tingled and ached from the brutal, indescribably satisfying pounding it had endured. The dull pain at the roots of her hair from where I had pulled it, the burning sting on her asscheeks from the strength of my spanks. The undeniable power and strength in my hands, my arms, my body, and my mind. Yet the absolute safety and tenderness she felt when they were wrapped around her. The sound of my voice as I said the words that warmed every part of her.
Mine
Her middle finger dragged her hood up and down over her sensitive ball of nerves as her mind delved into the fantasies we had not yet explored. The feeling of her ass stretching around me as I slowly sank into her. Claiming the last part of her. Her face pressed into the pillow, her teeth clamping into the material of it as the pleasure and pain overwhelmed her. Another of her on her knees, looking up at me through squinted eyes as I painted her with my seed, feeling each hot rope landing on the skin of her face, her throat, her chest before rubbing it lovingly into her flesh.