Mya kept her eyes closed, feeling the rumble of the carriage through the bench under her back, as she rested her head in Elma's lap and allowed the woman to play with her hair. She let out a relieved sigh.
"If I didn't know any better, I'd say you sound almost
content
for once," Elma said.
"Vellen says we're finally drawing near the Cloven Institute's headquarters. So I'd say I have very good reason to be untroubled for once."
"And... that's the only reason?" Elma replied, an air of mischief in her voice.
"What other reason would there be?"
"Well in
that
case..." Elma ceased her attentions on Mya hair, leading her to open her eyes and frown up at the smaller one. She met the gaze with a smug grin. "What?"
"Continue."
"So there
was
something else about this moment that you were enjoying, hm?"
Mya just rolled her eyes, then closed them. Fortunately, Elma did as she was asked and started running her fingers through Mya's blonde locks again. Mya considered what had transpired for a moment, then winced. "...Sorry."
"It's fine," Elma said.
"I didn't mean to imply that I don't enjoy your company."
"I know you didn't."
Mya nodded in thanks. There was certainly something to be said about the fact that one of the most understanding people that Mya had ever met, was a thief from a city full of zealots. The irony in that was sometimes annoying.
"How... how did you know I was even worth it?" Mya asked.
"Hm?"
"You asked me yourself why I put up such a... frosty exterior. How did you know there was anything worth..." She didn't finish the rest of the sentence.
There was a pause, Elma's fingers slowing for a moment as she thought. "Because," she finally said. "I have a good eye. Yeah, you're kinda a bitch sometimes."
"I-" Mya began, but was cut off by a light tap on the forehead from Elma's knuckles.
"Don't interrupt." Elma continued, "But not when it matters. You let me come along with you when you didn't have to, for example."
"I almost didn't, though."
"But you still did once you saw how much I wanted to. It didn't have anything to do with what Vel said, so didn't even act like it, missy. You did it because, secretly, you're a good person, Mya."
Mya didn't say anything. She didn't know if she believed any of that or not, but she certainly appreciated that Elma did.
"Plus," Elma said. "You also could have just left me in that church with Iridana or in the possession of that riverfey, buuuuut you didn't."
"Not like I had much of a choice. I needed your skill sets in both instances," Mya grumbled.
"You just keep telling yourself that."
Mya thought for a moment, chewing on the inside of her cheek. "And... you sure you're happy... with me?"
"Why wouldn't I be?"
"Well," Mya swallowed. She hadn't been looking forward to this part. "It's just... Whenever you were with... the other woman... you'd call her things. Like... like 'baby' and... such. But you don't for me."
Elma laughed. "Mya, are you actually getting jealous of
yourself
?"
"No!" Mya insisted, but felt her face grow warm.
Elma continued to chuckle, "I only use pet names during flings. Usually sexy ones. Makes whoever I'm with more into it so that we both have a good time, you know? It doesn't actually
mean
anything."
Mya nodded. "Understandable."
She felt a hand touch her chin, tilting it upward and indicating for Mya to open her eyes and meet Elma's gaze. "You know you don't have to be so intellectual about everything, right? You're
allowed
to feel your emotions."
"Of course I know that," Mya scoffed, but looked away. It didn't help, though, as she could still see Elma grinning out of the corner of her eye.
"Would you like a pet name, Mya? It doesn't have to be for sex or anything, just intimacy."
"...Yes," Mya said. She felt bad, however. Once things became sort of official with Elma, Mya had made it clear that she wasn't ready for intercourse yet and wanted to take things slow. Elma completely understood, frustratingly. During the following weeks, she hadn't done anything with any of the women they'd come across at their various stops--not even the ones that were
obviously
flirting with her. Luther Above, she hadn't even attempted to bring Candi out for a spin. That level of patience was admirable. Not that Mya had any plans to tell her any of this. Elma didn't need
more
ammunition to be insufferable.
"Then I'll start thinking of one. It's gotta be something reeeeal special and all, since I actually care about you."
Mya felt her blush deepen, and--based on her reaction--that's exactly what Elma seemed to be going for. "And... you're
sure
you're not feeling... restricted?" Mya asked.
Elma raised an eyebrow, but then seemed to understand. "We don't have to take this any faster than
you
want to, Mya. If you're not ready for us to take that step yet, then we don't have to. I'll be here whenever you are.
If
you ever are."
Painful memories began to surface from Mya's past, long before she ever came to this new continent. Tears welled up in her eyes and she allowed herself to softly sob as Elma continued to lovingly stroke her hair. It just felt... heart-wrenchingly wonderful to be finally understood and accepted by someone she... she...
"Hey," Elma suddenly said with a smile. "Quiz Time?"
Mya sniffed and wiped her eyes, but nodded. 'Quiz Time' was a game Elma had made due to Mya's numerous questions about Labiana. It essentially boiled down to seeing how much Mya remembered about the continent without having to refer to her notes. Elma had come up with it because she'd teasingly thought that it would be Mya's perfect idea of "fun on the road."
She had been right. The game excited her immensely.
"Question one," Elma declared. "Where are we?"
Elma had spoken a bit about the various nations on the other side of the Veil. Mya had been surprised by how many there were, each with their own special brand of weird. Between Elma and Vellen, they'd been able to mention around a dozen, and those were just the ones that they
remembered
.
"Abona," Mya said immediately, then scoffed. "Easy."
"Yep." Elma leaned down and kissed Mya on the forehead for giving the correct answer. That part had... been a later addition to the game. "What's its capital, though?"
"Ah..." Mya faltered, trying to think back to when Elma mentioned it. She sometimes threw in questions that she'd never once told the answer to. Mya was allowed to call her out on it, but there were consequences if she was wrong.
Mya drew her lip into a line as she concentrated, itching to pull out her journal and check to see if she'd written it down.
"Give up?" Elma asked.
Mya said nothing at first, hoping the answer would come to her at the last second, but eventually sighed in annoyance. "Yes..."
"Never told it to you." Elma grinned. "Hell,