"I'm going to beat you," Alex spat. It was for her own benefit, as much as anything else. She had to make herself believe it if she was to stand any chance of winning this sadistic game Winter was forcing her to play.
Winter put her hand up in front of her mouth and laughed arrogantly. "And how are you going to do that?" the goth girl asked. "You're a little out of your depth, Lexi."
Alex refused to rise to the taunt of being called by the insulting bimbo name. She didn't have time to get angry or distracted. If she did, she might lose everything. She'd already almost learned that the hard way. She hadn't realized Ashe - or rather Winter, acting through Ashe - could slip into her head that easily. From now on, she needed to be even more on her guard against the slightest hint of any kind of psychological trick either of them might use to put her in trance. But at the same time, she had to figure out how she was going to break Winter's control over Ashe. What was it Winter had said? It was all about what Ashe wanted. Ashe was hypnotized, but she couldn't be made to do anything she didn't want to do. And apparently, she didn't want to wake up. Alex didn't exactly understand why, but it was clear to her that Winter had messed with Ashe's head so much that the poor hypnotized punk girl had no idea what she really wanted. In all likelihood, Winter had put her in such a state of bliss that she was completely intoxicated with pleasure, and unable to think about anything else. Alex knew how that felt; her body was tingling treacherously at all the memories of pleasure she couldn't seem to escape from. Alex wasn't sure how she was supposed to get through to Ashe in that state, but she knew her friend was still in there somewhere. She had to be. Alex needed to figure out how to convince her that she wanted to wake up.
"Ashe," Alex said, after taking a moment to calm herself. "You know that you're hypnotized right now, right?"
"Of course," Ashe answered, with an absent giggle.
"Do you remember how that happened?"
"Um... like, kinda?" The lilting, carefree way that Ashe was speaking was still completely unnerving to Alex. "I came here, and Winter let me in, and I think she, like, showed me something? It's a little fuzzy."
"OK." Alex licked her dry lips. She didn't know if it was going to work, but she had an idea for a line of reasoning, and she figured she might as well give it a shot. "So, she didn't ask your permission to hypnotize you?"
Ashe shook her head.
"And you wouldn't have given her permission even if she'd asked, right? Before, I mean."
"No way!" Ashe answered, shaking her head vigorously. It was hard for Alex to focus when all Ashe's mannerisms were so uncharacteristically, ghoulishly upbeat and eager. It was like her friend had been reduced to nothing more than a puppet, being made to dance on strings for Winter's amusement.
"Then don't you see! That means you didn't want this!" Alex was uncomfortable with how desperate and pleading her own voice sounded, but she continued. "Winter hypnotized you against your will! There's no way you could possibly have wanted her to do this to you."
Ashe seemed puzzled, like she was having a hard time seeing where Alex's train of thought was going. "I guess."
"So... wake up?" Alex ran out of steam. "Ashe, you don't want this. You know you don't. You can't. Please, think back to yesterday. To just a few hours ago. I know you're still in there. Just remember, and wake up, and we can get out of here."
"But... like... I don't wanna," Ashe replied, after a long pause.
"Why not?" Alex asked, despairing.
Maddeningly, Ashe just shrugged.
"You can't expect her to just give you all the answers, now can you?" Winter put in from the sidelines, her voice brimming with malicious glee.
Alex ignored her. She had to think, but it was just so hard. She was under so much pressure and Winter's taunting was getting in her head more than she wanted to admit, and she was still feeling the after-effects of the almost-trance she'd experienced moments before. "You know it's wrong when people do stuff to you without your permission, right?"
"I guess." Ashe sounded completely indifferent.
"And you know you shouldn't want things that are wrong, don't you?"
"I guess," Ashe repeated hesitantly, sounding even more indifferent.
"Then... how can still want to be like this?" Alex asked, her voice cracking.
Ashe thought for a long moment. "I just, like, don't care."
"How can you not care about right and wrong?" Alex asked in despair.
"That stuff is just so.... tiring." It took Ashe a while to find the right word. "I've spent way too long thinking about stuff like that, and like, what's it ever done for me?"
Alex stared at her friend in horror. Ashe knew what was going on. She knew what Winter had done to her was wrong. And she just... didn't care? How was that possible? Alex's anxiety ratcheted up another notch. She was starting to question whether or not there was enough of Ashe left in there to save.