May I Give You an Orgasm

May I Give You an Orgasm - Ch. Two

Previously: Chris's sexual energy led him and Megan to break her chastity vow. While she was a willing participant, she now has regrets and is upset. This is a work of fiction, and all characters are over the age of eighteen.

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Eighteen-year-old boys are not known for their grasp of emotional context. Chris knew he should say something... but what?

"You're crying," he lamely observed.

She blinked her eyes and wiped the tears from her cheek. "I'm so confused. I don't know what to think. It was wonderful. I loved having you inside me. But I don't know why I broke my vow. I was not going to have sex until I was married. At least that's what I promised myself. Maybe it was stupid. Maybe it was unrealistic. But I couldn't stop. It was almost like being at the top of a long slide and feeling myself beginning to slip down. I wanted to stop but the... the momentum just took me. I really didn't want to have sex, but then I really did. I have condoms and we didn't use one. It doesn't matter. I'm on the pill, but I was supposed to use it. I tried, I really, really tried. But I had to have you. It was like it was irresistible. I couldn't stop. I just couldn't."

More tears flowed.

Chris had similar feelings. He had wanted to honor her vow. He cared about her and hated the idea that he did something... that maybe it was his fault she was upset.

He tried to apologize, "I'm sorry."

"What for?"

"I didn't want you to do something you didn't want to do. I feel awful." He hung his head.

"You don't understand. You were a complete gentleman, giving me multiple chances to stop. I wanted to do it. It almost felt like I needed to do it. This isn't about you. It's about me giving in to my own desires and not being true to myself."

"What can I do to help?"

"Be yourself. You're a great guy and I really like you a lot. This is something I've got to think my way through. But right now, I'm hungry and would feel better if we went ahead with our date. Let's do some normal stuff."

Chris was stunned at the reversal of her mood. He was thrilled that she didn't think it was his fault. But he still felt guilty about not using a condom and not being able to control his reactions.

...

Tuesday night Gretchen was at the Dojo for her lessons. When only the two of them were left, they quit the workout and got the Dojo locked down. Gretchen found him in the shower room, sitting on the floor. He was still wearing his judogi. She thought he looked worried and decided to stay dressed until he had a chance to talk.

"How was your week?" She opened.

After a long pause, he stated, "I think I'm a sex addict or something. I read online about sex addiction. It fits my behavior. I don't know what's happening."

"Tell me what you mean, specifically."

"I had a balanced life a couple of weeks ago. My job at the Dojo and schoolwork. I wasn't dating, but I masturbated five or six times a week and that worked for me. I had college in my future, and I thought I would eventually meet the right girl. Now in the last week, I've masturbated seven or eight times. Wednesday, I had sex with Andy and another guy I met when he rang my doorbell. Thursday, I offered to blow a tree trimmer and he tried to punch me. Friday, I had sex with a medical technician in an exam room at the hospital, putting us both at risk. Then Saturday, Megan and I had intercourse even though both of us knew she didn't want to. It's crazy. I'm crazy. People are reacting to me in bizarre ways. Megan, Katie, and Randy were all ready to have sex with me. The tree guy is the only one that acted normal. Why am I doing these things?"

Shaking her head, 'no,' she responded, "I don't think you're crazy. At your age sex is compelling. I gave you a little push to ask a girl out and your hormones kicked in. Asking people for sex is unexpected. People react more positively than you'd think. Sexual experimentation with Andy is normal curiosity. And sometimes risky sex is thrilling."

"Maybe you're right. I sure don't know much about it. But people act weird around me. I can feel it. Everything right now seems to be about sex."

"We live in a very sexualized society. Now that you're aware more, it's not surprising you would see that," she assured him.

"Maybe you're right, but my life is upside down right now. I'm not happy with my behavior this past week."

"Let's not have sex today. Tonight, will be about getting you right-side up. I want to relax you with a massage. You go get a shower and I'll get ready," she said soothingly.

While Chris was in the shower, Gretchen jotted some thoughts in her notebook, which she would use later for her report. After that, she got a clean sheet and laid it over the training table. She had several items in her purse, which included dose 3, isopropyl alcohol, and massage oil. She had already decided not to use dose 3 this evening. When Chris came out several minutes later, he was wearing briefs.

"Lay up on the table with your face down. I'm going to work on your back first," she requested. She thought, 'This is going to be harder than I hoped.'

Chris complied and Gretchen began working on the knots in his shoulder muscles. Her plan was to work down his body, get the briefs off his cute ass, and give him a huge orgasm. The primary goal was to remove all residue of dose 2 and return to baseline. Then in a week she could restart the trial.

"I'm going to use some alcohol on your back to cool your muscles down," she said, thinking, 'I hope he believes that stupidity.'

"OK," he replied softly.

Gretchen spread the alcohol around but focused her massaging on the dosage area. There was no visual residue, but the evaporation of the alcohol would remove all that remained of dose 2. When she was sure the area was clean, she dripped her massage oil down the center of his shoulder blades. Her fingers gently spread the oil out away from midline. When it was distributed evenly, she worked it vigorously into his neck muscles and upper back. Chris sighed, as he felt the tension easing away. She spent ten minutes doing away with the strains in this upper area. More oil was dripped on his spinal column down to his hips. Again, she pushed and smoothed the mid back and sides.

After he was relaxed, she said, "I need to slip these briefs down to work on your lower back. Is that alright?"

Chris mumbled dreamily, "Uh huh."

Gretchen smiled as she pulled his briefs down over his legs, exposing his gorgeous teenage ass. She dripped oil on his lower back and massaged it in. She dripped oil around the top of his crack. It seeped down in the crease and tickled Chris. He spread his legs slightly. She applied more drips on his butt cheeks and massaged them enthusiastically. He was such an amazingly built boy-man, that she had trouble focusing on her job. This wasn't a chemically induced feeling distracting her. He was lust-worthy without the enhancement.

She crawled on the table between his legs and pushed them further apart. Putting her hand under his ball-sack, she said, "lift up a little."

When he raised up, she freed his balls and pulled his cock back between his legs. The cock was solid, but not fully erect. She drizzled more oil down the crack, over the balls, and back to the cockhead. She lifted his cock off the table and licked the flavored oil around the head. Chris shuddered. She used the fingers of her other hand to stroke the crack and into the crevasse to touch his sphincter knot. She continued licking and fingering him for several minutes. Chris's rod was fully hard.

"I want you up on your knees Chris. I'm going to eat your ass until you cum."

It worked. He did not resist. When he lifted off the table, his cock flew forward and then up against his stomach. She pushed his knees to the very edge of the table, spreading his ass open with both hands. She buried her mouth between his cheeks and tongued the knot. Chris squirmed with delight. She attempted to pull his cock back so she could lick it, but it was too hard to move that way. She instead tongued his balls and gently pulled a ball at a time into her mouth to suck. Most of her focus was on the knot.

Chris was so aroused he started stroking his cock while Gretchen continued her oral ministrations. Her tongue darted in and out of the knot as her lips caressed around it. But she wanted control of his cock. She moved from behind him to kneeling over his mid-back. Her face was now above his ass and her hands were free to pull his cock in a downward stroke. She loved the feel of his slick dick as her hand slid very, very slowly up and down. She placed her lips on his pucker and sucked it, tongued it, and kissed it passionately.

Chris had rimmed Gretchen but never received. It was unbelievable how sensitive and erotic his asshole was. Gretchen was totally controlling him with only her lips and one hand. He held out for almost five more minutes but finally finished in a rush of cum that splattered all over the sheet below him. She put a towel down over the cum and had him lay on his back. She licked and sucked him until he was flaccid.

Gretchen finished the massage by oiling his chest, stomach, thighs, calves, and feet. She massaged him gently and allowed him to drift off in thought. She asked no more questions and remained silent.

After another twenty minutes of oil and massage, she suggested he get another shower, while she straightened up.

"Do you want me to do anything for you?" He asked.

"I'm fine. It was a nice evening. I got to play with a sexy boy's body, and you got to relax. Have a good week. I'll see you next Tuesday."

...

Gretchen arrived home still dressed in her judogi. Before doing anything else, she sat at her desk and logged into a secure website to file her report. She finished with the summary and then took a shower.

Summary: Subject's previously reported mild thoracic itching is no longer present. Subject is emotionally upset with his behavior subsequent to dose 2. He struggled with rational decision making and abstaining from sex during the last week. He had oral sex with a gay stranger and intercourse with a medical technician following an echocardiogram. It is also apparent from his report that those around him are experiencing increased effects but are less able to modulate their response. For example, the girl he is dating insisted on intercourse, despite a vow to abstain until marriage. Given the inappropriate and uncontrolled behavior reported, dose 3 was not administered. Subject will be evaluated in seven days to determine if a return to baseline has occurred. Then a smaller dose, might be in order to determine a 'safe' dosage level. Recommend afterwards increase dosages until a 'disruptive' dosage is confirmed.

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The next day Chris got a text from Megan asking to meet after school. They had continued to 'talk' about what happened Saturday via texting. This would be the first time they would get together in person. They were to meet at a McDonalds that had a large outdoor seating area. Chris got there first and got a McFlurry. He sat at a table near the parking lot, with no tables surrounding it. Megan arrived ten minutes later with a caramel mocha.

"I want to try something that sounds silly," she began.

"What?"

"I want to just sit next to you and drink our drinks for five minutes. I don't want to physically touch. Just be near each other. I'll explain why afterwards."

"OK," he answered.

Five minutes passed quietly as they consumed their beverages.

Megan broke the silence, "Do you feel any different now, after five minutes sitting next to me?"

"I was excited to see you and I love sitting with you, but after a couple of minutes I just felt calm."

"Me too. I don't feel any strong sexual urges. I'm just happy to be with you, which unfortunately doesn't support my theory."

Chris looked puzzled, "Theory?"

"Here," she said handing him her phone. "Read this article."

The news story headline was "State University Reveals Increased Sexual Activity." The article described a joint research project on human pheromones between the biology department and Lovejoy Laboratory. While the specifics were incomplete, the eighteen-year and older volunteers in the study were reporting increased interest and participation in sexual activity. Local government council members were objecting and describing the research as 'outrageous' and 'immoral.' The University issued a statement calling the research 'important.' Lovejoy Laboratory's spokesperson indicated this was 'important' research and all participants were 'adult volunteers, who were being closely monitored.'

Chris looked up and shrugged his shoulders. "Government always thinks sex and morality should be legislated."

Megan nodded. "Skip down to the fourth paragraph. Read what 'one young lady' said."

Chris found the part Megan wanted him to see. He read 'One young lady stated that the drug made her crave intimacy. And she engaged in sexual acts outside her comfort zone but was unable to resist. She said it felt like she was at the top of a slide and couldn't stop from sliding down.'

Chris's head popped up. "That's exactly what you said."

"It is exactly the feeling I had. Do you think there's any chance you or both of us got exposed somehow?"

Chris shook his head. "State U. is over a hundred miles from here. How could we?"

"I don't know. But I felt exactly what that girl felt. I just believe there's got to be a connection. Read the last paragraph."

Chris scrolled down and read, 'The drug is administered by application to the skin and is not considered to be a public health threat. The public is encouraged to not cease using prescribed or over-the-counter creams or salves. All the drugs used in testing are closely monitored and none are reported missing.'

"Bingo!" He shouted. A few people turned towards the noise, but quickly returned to their meals.

"I think I know how I got exposed. But how would that affect you?" He said more softly.

"I've read up on pheromones. They're transmitted by smell. If you were exposed, I could be affected by being close to you and breathing." She smiled triumphantly. "How were you exposed?"

"Remember on our first date, we were talking about our lack of sexual experience?"

Megan answered, "Yes, I admitted to you that I was a virgin."

"If you remember the conversation, I admitted I was also a virgin up until a few nights before our date. '

"And then that older woman seduced you at the gym."

"Yes, at the Dojo. But before the sex, she rubbed my back. I was so nervous I didn't think anything of. But last Tuesday, she gave me a back rub again. And she's always asking questions about sex... like how many times I masturbate and stuff."

"Did you tell her about me... about us?"

"I thought she was my friend. She seemed to be trying to help me learn about sex. But when I told her how upset I was that I helped you break your vow, she said it was 'just hormones.' She explained all the weirdness away as being because of the 'sexualized society' we live in. I think she may be using me in that experiment. But I don't know for sure."

"How are you going to find out?"

"Maybe I'll ask her or maybe I'll just pay more attention when she's touching me," he answered.

"Speaking of touching... what are you doing tonight after work?"

"Nothing planned... why?"

"I've got the house to myself this evening and would love to watch you touch yourself. Are you interested?" She asked with a wicked little grin.

"Absolutely! But only if I get to watch you too."

"We'll see. If you put on a good show, I might get in the mood."

"See you... all of you, tonight then," he smiled back.

...

After a routine night at the Dojo, Chris headed over to Megan's. She met him at the door, wearing dress slacks, a long-sleeved blouse, and closed-toe shoes.

"You look nice. Are we going somewhere?"

"Nope! I thought if I was dressed up and you were nude, it would make you feel more naked."

"That's devious. But I'm hoping to see you naked as well."

"That may happen. Let's say it's 'likely' to happen. But then you'll be dressed."

"I get it. You don't want us to both be naked at the same time. After our last experience with that, your plan makes sense. How do you want me to undress?"

Megan smiled. "I'm going to sit in that chair and watch. Undress slowly and tease me. Then when you're naked, do some Judo moves while I watch."

"Seems like you've put some thought into this... I like it!"

Chris had showered after work and put on a clean pair of shorts and a t-shirt. He slipped his deck shoes off and turned his back to Megan. His first pose was fully clothed... a back double bicep. This showed the size of his biceps openly and hinted at his back muscles and glutes. After pulling his t-shirt off he posed again, now showing the highly developed muscles in his back. He turned to face her, still in double bicep pose. His pecs and abs were on full display. He unbuttoned his shorts and let them fall to the floor. His remaining piece of clothing was a bright red pair of bikini briefs. Megan clapped her hands.

An erection was growing. He found slowly disrobing for Megan's pleasure, quite erotic. He ran his knuckles up and down the bulge in his briefs. She clapped again. Chris turned away and eased the briefs below his butt cheeks. He flexed his right glute and then his left. He went back and forth with alternating cheeks bouncing up and down. He pushed the briefs further down and allowed them to drop to the floor. He was now fully hard. He placed his left hand and forearm over the erection, cupping his balls and hiding his stiffy. When he turned back to face Megan, he very slowly released his balls and moved his hand and arm upwards. The effect was like a curtain sluggishly rising, exposing incremental parts of cock. When he exposed his cockhead, he received another burst of applause from Megan.

Megan was thoroughly enjoying the show. Chris was incredibly handsome to her and his willingness to play a little sex game with her was intoxicating. Even though it was an erotic turn-on, and it made her horny, she didn't feel the pull of overpowering lust that had enveloped her the last time they were alone together. She was able to appreciate the moment without the desperation she felt before.

Chris began a series of warm-up exercises that included shuffle steps, twists, and squats. Megan was fascinated with the way his hard cock waved around as he moved. His balls were also free styling. She particularly liked the squats when he was faced away. His cheeks parted and she could see his balls flop downward. It was all very entertaining in a kinky sexual way. She watched him for five minutes or so.

"That's beautiful and you are really, really sexy. Now come here and jerk-off on the towel," she demanded with a smile.

Chris had enjoyed showing his body off to Megan. It was exciting to be the focal point of her attention. He also realized that he wasn't having intrusive thoughts at this point. It was certainly sensual and sexual, but he was thinking about how happy she looked instead. He realized that the lust he felt the last time wasn't present. He locked his eyes on hers and began stroking himself. She shifted her eyes back and forth between the 'action' and his eyes for only a minute or so. After that she only watched his cock, balls, and hand.

The singularity of her attention sent a jolt of excitement through him. He was slick with pre-cum and was pumping very quickly. His balls rocketed back and forth. He felt the climax building and bent his knees. Her eyes never wandered. She wanted to see it happen... all the way. At the moment the orgasm began, he released his cock. The first shot went over the ottoman and landed in the carpet. Megan cheered!