Part 2
"Hey man, glad you could make it," said Zack as Gary arrived and sat down at the table with him and Andy. He had to raise his voice slightly to be heard, for the din of the college cafeteria was especially loud today, as the place was crowded with people. Getting a table had been an effort, but Zack and Andy had already been seated for fully twenty minutes. They had almost finished eating before their friend finally found them, and had nearly given up on him ever arriving.
"Sorry I'm late," said Gary, putting down his tray and beginning to eat the small portion of food he had bought. "I've... I've had a busy morning," he explained half-heartedly, his voice oddly distant.
"You okay?" asked Andy, concerned at once. "You seem tired."
"I'm fine," said Gary, sounding anything but.
Zack shook his head. "I keep telling you, man. If you're going to wank all morning you need to hydrate more!" he said, grinning as he teased.
"Yeah," said Gary absently, confusing his friends by skipping his normal denials and protestations.
Andy and Zack exchanged confused looks, but decided to move on. "Anyway," said Zack, "we were just deciding what to do for the rest of the day. I've got football practice with the team this afternoon, and then we're going out drinking. You guys want to come along?"
"No thanks," said Andy at once. "You're the sociable popular one, remember? I don't do well with large crowds, whether at a bar or elsewhere."
"That's why you should come," said Zack, "BOTH of you. You're at college guys, and it's time to get out of your shells and hang out more. The football guys are great once you get to know them."
"Yeah no," said Andy firmly. "You go ahead. I'm heading home to work on a project. I've got to do that presentation for Professor Litchfield's class. How about you, Gary?" he said, turning to their quiet friend.
"I... I need to return home too," he said slowly. "I have things to do."
"Then I'll wait for you to finish and we can go together," said Andy, who was feeling a little concerned for his friend. "But before you do any more college work, perhaps you should lie down for a bit, okay?"
"Yeah," said Gary, his unfocused eyes showing how little attention he was paying.
Andy and Zack glanced at each other again, still weirded out by their friend's demeanour, but let it go for now. Instead they turned to finishing their lunch and then got on with their afternoons.
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As soon as the two friends got back to the house, Gary made for the stairs to head to his room. Seeing him go, Andy said, "make sure to get some rest, okay?"
"Sure," answered the other man absently, and continued on his way.
Back in his own room, Gary closed the door firmly and sighed in relief. The last hour or so had been awful. Wearing clothes, not touching his cock, and worst of all, not hearing the voice of Goddess Lethe. He would have skipped the whole thing and just gooned himself stupid all day, but in the end it was hunger that had reluctantly driven him from his room. He had not been prepared for just how empty he would feel without his Goddess speaking into his mind, however. He... he NEEDED her...
Just thinking of Lethe made Gary recall her divine voice, and that in turn got him hard. Desperate to stroke again, he began shedding clothes as he made his way to his laptop. As soon as his small cock was free he began fapping it, moaning as he did so. Oh it felt so GOOD! He had been craving the feel of his dick in his hand, and now Gary was again free to indulge his addiction and jerk himself silly.
Now naked, he navigated to Lethe's website and eagerly clicked on the next audio. There were so many, and he craved to experience them all. The more Gary listened to Goddess, the better his gooning felt...
The next audio was entitled "I want to be broken" though Gary's fap-addled mind barely registered the title as he selected it. Moments later, his Goddess' smooth voice flowed from his headphones and into his receptive mind, past the shattered remains of his mental defences and deep into his thoughts.
"Hello, my slave," she purred, and just this simple greeting made Gary stroke faster. "Are you gooning for me again, my pet?" she asked. "Are you being a good boy and jerking for your Goddess?"
"Yes, Goddess Lethe," moaned Gary, pumping himself rhythmically.
"Excellent, my pet," she said, as if she could hear him. "That's it, keep stroking for me. Touching yourself is a form of worship, so worship your Goddess! Let my voice seduce and tease you deeper into my control. Let your brain melt, and let your thoughts go blank. Thinking is bad. Thinking is the enemy. Thinking stops you feeling GOOD, and so Goddess Lethe is going to cure you of your thoughts. I'm going to wipe away your mind, your will, your very sense of self. Whoever you were is gone, fapped away and lost under a tide of masturbatory bliss! You are just a fist-fucking drone waiting for Goddess Lethe's command. Broken down and remade as I wish! Edge for me, slave. Edge to the idea of being my utterly broken puppet!"
Gary could not resist the order even if he wanted to, and he was too lost to actively want anything. He moaned long and loud as the painful delight of an edge tore through him, riding the brink of cumming and denying himself as his Goddess had commanded. He gasped, eyes wide, as he struggled with the mixture of agony and ecstasy that an edge entailed. All too soon the delightful sensation passed, and he mindlessly resumed fapping.
"Aww, did my gooner slave enjoy that?" teased Lethe after a few moments, giving him a chance to recover. "I know you did. Another nice edge to kill more of those braincells and make you even more desperate and pathetically eager to jerk for me. And I know you didn't cum. You see, you can't. My orders are too deep in your broken, malleable psyche now, gooner. You couldn't cum even if you wanted to. Even if you somehow stopped fapping long enough to have sex like a real man, it wouldn't do anything for you. Pussy isn't for braindead stroke-addicts like you, my slave. As far as you're concerned, edging is better than cumming, and gooning is better than sex. Say it, my slave. Say it and accept it."
"Edging is better than cumming..." moaned Gary as he continued to pump his cock raw. "Gooning... is better than sex..." As he spoke his Goddess' words they were ingrained in his mind, and he believed them at once. He would believe whatever Lethe told him to.