The best trances left a void in Clara's brain, and a sense that she'd been made into a different person without knowing why. When her thoughts kept being redirected any time she thought she'd figured out what had happened, sending her looping and lost until she could only give up. But this trance was beyond that. There was just a hole, no context, not even a slightly fuzzy patch of light in the void that gave a little, teasing hint of what just went on inside her head. Thinking further back just conjured memories clearly before trance, like Darren had simply cut a segment out of the film and stitched together the bits left in. Clear memories telling her she had to go deep for what he had planned. That there was going to be lots of surprises. That he was going to take her all the way down.
Her mind was buoyant now, rising up into awareness with conflicting feelings. One part of her wanted to embrace the control she'd lost and stay mindless and pliant, where she was totally open. The other wanted to immediately rush back up and let whatever had been done to her unfold. Involuntarily, she clenched her thighs together and shuffled around while she simmered in the implications such a deep trance could bring.
Her boyfriend, Darren, watched over her. She knew that without having to open her eyes. He always watched her intently as she came up, taking in every detail, making sure she was okay. He never touched her while she was out, just admired, like she was a sculpture in a museum. A lithe, finely carved model that his eyes loved to explore. Although now her statuette stillness was stirring, just gently. That was the first sign of success.
Clara was anything but green when it came to hypnosis. She was the one to introduce it to Darren all those years ago, and she was quite experienced at it before they met. Going deep and fuzzy and losing memories was so second nature she could do all the work to introduce it to him, surrendering her mind on the spot. But after a few months of learning habits and understanding her signals and reactions, she had lost control of her own submission. And now, all on his own, he'd gone and fucked her brain so hard she could only imagine of what was to come. Or cum, ehe~
Clara squirmed, and looked up at last at Sir-at her boyfriend. He had that smile on his face he always did. A patient, reassuring smile. It almost seemed to be mocking her, but then that was the point. She was the dumb little girl being told who to be, what to do, where to go. She smiled back up at him, silently.
Right. She was meant to talk. Could she? What if he took away her ability to speak? But what if this entire thing was just to psych her out? Make her thoughts run away with the possibilities of what he did, only for it to turn out he did nothing. And her own submission, her own obedience, would still instate some sort of post-hypnotic effect and drag her back down for further fractionation.
Yet her eyes didn't go heavy. And his smile straightened, just fractionally. Did he overdo it this time?
She distinctly remembered the hour hand on the clock being some obtuse angle counterclockwise. Fuck. She was out for hours. She was his mindless plaything for hours. Her hand rushed between her legs, then she stopped herself, composed herself with a big, deep breath in, looked at him, and gave a smile that indicated some level of awareness. "Yes! Sorry! A lot to take in. Four hours?"
"And thirty-seven minutes," Darren casually said. Fuck. His voice went straight to her core. "Are you finally up properly?"
"Uhm..." On one hand, she wanted to hear him count. On the other, she didn't actually need it. She was awake. "I think I'm good." She scrunched her face up. "Properly?"
"It took a few tries. I had to count you all the way up to one hundred just to pull you out of it." He spoke slowly, and softly, in a tone that could easily be mistaken as condescending, like he was talking to a pet, not a human. It implied everything he said was merely matter-of-fact, not something to really even question or think about. He knew everything there was to know.
She squirmed again, this time with a moan. She let the wave of pleasure leave, and sat up straight. "So, what's the surprise?"
He smirked, and leaned back into his chair. She waited for a trigger or suggestion to take place, automatically forcing her to crawl to him, unbuckle his jeans, and get to work. Instead he said, "I'm a little too tired tonight." But before her disappointment could even be seen, he added, "but trust me, you'll fall over what I've got planned one way or another.."
A mess of incomplete thoughts stumbled over each other, fantasy after fantasy strobed into her mind, and she felt herself getting wetter at every possibility. And then Darren just fucking went to bed, hardly giving her naked body more than a passing glance as he walked to the bathroom.
If it weren't for her discipline training, she would've cum a few times before she went to sleep with him. But she was a good girl with a very open mind, so it didn't take long before she only wanted to cum if Darren could watch her. Right now he was doing his best to ignore her, not even casting a look as he came from the bathroom to drop straight into bed. He didn't even react as she slipped into her place as the little spoon, naked and together, too tired to notice.