Charlotte's Addiction
[This story is the sequel/conclusion to Charlotte's Obsession.]
[My thanks to Mo for his edits, suggestions and encouragement to complete the tale.]
May 1:
This may not be the smartest thing, but then again what I did a week ago was pretty 'effen' risky. So I started this journal -- double pass-worded of course -- to keep track of how far I run with my fantasy in case I need it for psycho-therapy or to reminisce when I'm in the nursing home.
To be fair, I'm not going to pretend what I have done and plan on doing is ethical or moral or right. It's selfish. I could have made do with the material available on the porn sites, or I can rationalize that Sean's ability to convince me he could seduce Charles or to convince Charles to fellate him (such a proper word by the way) means the willingness was always there just below the surface. The old saw about how someone can't be hypnotized to do something they would never do, if true, means Charles always had a submissive trait deep inside him.
One way to look at it is Sean merely got me to admit to a closely held secret, and he got Charles to lower his resistance to what would otherwise be unthinkable. I consider what I did a nice, healthy threesome. Everyone orgasmed -- enthusiastically. So where's the harm in that.
But let's be clear. I never cheated on Charles after I met him, and I have no reason to think he did either. OK, when we were living together, I did let his squadron commander at Travis give me a pearl necklace once but the jerk was holding back Charles' request to be an instructor at Altus because he wanted to keep him on the line. The guy thought I was just another hot chick working at the O'Club to snare a pilot, until I paid him a visit in his office. It was better leverage than having Colonel-Daddy call him from Langley. Altus was pretty barren compared to NoCal but just the right place to start a marriage and a family.
Anyway, I spoke with Sean this afternoon about what I need to do to keep the thrall nurtured. Sean clearly wants to fuck his ass without my encouraging it. I suppose I could make it Charles' fault because of all the swimming and cycling he does.
But Sean explained it to me in a way that just made sense, and I had to agree. Sean wants him to get used to swallowing cum and being receptive to direction. He wants him feminized a bit as well so that he remains submissive and controlled. Since he's gone back east for the next two weeks, I need to reinforce his control. We had talked about the end of the month for the next event, but Sean thought two weeks might be enough.
He suggested some new underwear- - silk panties for men, stockings and some sort of soft top. And since doing anal could startle him a bit, a couple of butt plugs of different sizes and some lube. He also gave me suggestions for types of videos.
Apparently, there's a porn video for any fetish you might have. Hypnosis to make you gay or a sissy or more feminine----dozens upon dozens. Eat your own cum (EYOC in porn parlance) training is in there too.
I found a collection of EYOC that featured a Domme, a spiral, subliminals, a voice-over, cocks ejaculating and a slightly bored, PVC clothed chick smoking a VS120. The Domme gave the instructions, the voice-over teased and the subliminals were commands and images. The oral/anal sex I picked also had a woman watching while smoking. I guess Freud could explain why the oral fixation is a lure. Or maybe it's just that only bad girls smoke.
I also found a site where you could make your own spirals.
So, I sent the links to Sean, and he approved. The videos could be downloaded, and the make your own site was very easy.
Next, I ordered two pairs of panties: black lace and a burgundy lace that split in the back. Charles is gone this week so no worry about UPS. The "devices" required a trip to Sarah's Boutique. On impulse (hah!) I added an insertable egg vibrator with a remote; gives one the hands-free option.
May 4:
The panties arrive. I have several pairs of black thigh-highs and a black fishnet chemise that will fit. I stored them in the guest room dresser along with the devices. I don't know why; it's not like the neighbors go through my drawers.
May 5:
After our weekly Friday night Esparza's gathering, we got settled on the patio for quiet time. My hands were shaking a bit as I dialed Sean, telling Charles he had called for him earlier.
Charles took the phone and a moment later was listening with his eyes closed. His only responses were various forms of yes or agreeing. While they were talking, I went and got the laptop.
Giving the phone back to me, he then sat quietly. Sean told me to lower his pants, then run the Domme video and have a lotion and a wash cloth ready. I was not to interrupt, but when the video was over, I was to give him the cloth, pour some lotion in his hand and tell him to obey me. I could then encourage him to obey the video as it replayed. I agreed.
I told Charles I was going to get us some tequila. I needed some to calm my nerves and sedating him a bit more couldn't hurt. When I came back, I linked up the laptop and told him Sean wanted him to watch this. Then the big step---prompting him that Sean wanted him to be relaxed. He did it without question. Air pods next and press play.
He watched intently, trying to absorb the multiple inputs. About halfway through, he started to fondle himself. By the end, he was almost erect.
When the video stopped, he kept staring at the screen. I downed the rest of my glass and then stood between him and the TV. I asked him if he understood what the lady wanted. He did.
I put some lotion in his hand and the cloth in the other. I told him to cum in the cloth and then lick it up--just as she commanded, just as Sean wanted, just as I wanted. On impulse I decided to stand slightly off to the side and light up, blowing the smoke towards him.
I started the video.
Four minutes in he released. Hard. He brought the cloth up and hesitated. I stepped closer and let out a long nose exhale. I told him to do it; he had no choice; he had to please Sean.
Five or six licks later I took the cloth from him and praised him for being obedient.
I sent him in to shower and on to bed as he had his group ride in the morning. After cleaning up, I went straight to the guest room and got the lube and vibrator. Another shot of tequila, followed by a slow ratcheting up of the frequency, and before too long, my toes were cramping as my body spasmed.
May 7:
About 30 minutes before our usual bed time, I set up the patio. I also put the vibrator in.
He was in the study finishing up his plans for the week, when I asked him to join me for a shot and quick chat. He followed me out, but hesitated as he got close to the table.
I reminded him of his call with Sean and how we wanted him to relax for a moment. He blinked a few times and then slowly walked to the chair. I undid his pants as he sat down. Air pods in and press play.
He started fondling himself sooner. He also responded when the Domme told him to say 'Yes Goddess" a few times. The vibrator was on low, just enough to make me tingle. Halfway through, he started to stroke. I came around with the cloth and lotion interrupting him briefly. I upped the frequency and tried to time mine with his. He came first. I reminded him to lick and then my orgasm hit.
Delicious.
May 9:
I asked him to come to the guest bedroom where I had laid out his new under garments. I had Sean on the phone and in five minutes or so he handed it back. Sean told me Charles should be good to go. A deep breath and then I told him how Sean wanted him to display his soft side. The panties and all would make him softer and more pleasing. I started unbuttoning this shirt and was about halfway down when he took over. I rolled up the hose for him and they slid right on. Black panties next and then the chemise.
I ran the Domme/EYOC video again and left the lotion and cloth in front of him. After a couple of minutes, he was slowly rubbing the outside, feeling the sensation of the silk against his cock. When she started her trance countdown he was straining against the fabric. Getting up from my chair I walked behind and whispered 'free yourself and cum'. He thumbed them part way down, squeezed the lotion and grabbed the cloth all in one motion. He came even faster and licked it all up.
Standing behind him, my orgasm took off when he came. I joined him in licking up my juices.
May 10:
He wore the split panties tonight while we had a drink and watched the Oral/Anal video. When it was over, I had him stand up, lubed his ass and inserted the smaller of the plugs. He gasped and moaned for a second. We watched the video again and afterwards, I removed the small plug and inserted the larger one. Again a small moan. On impulse, I lit a cigarette and gave it to him to hold and ran the video a third time. After a while I lifted his hand to his lips. He took a small puff. I did it four more times.
Afterwards, I dressed him for bed but left the plug in, removing it in the morning.
May 11:
I created a spiral using a blue theme since it's his favorite color. I then put in directions: Obey Sean, Submit to Sean, Give Up Your Mouth, Give UP Your Ass. Then somehow, I found the video of the Latex Smoker and so I added Be Sexy Like Her, Be Seductive Like Her, Be Sensual Like her.
I guess I wanted to increase the slut factor. When we were first together, I would challenge him to go down on me while I smoked, threatening to put it out on his back if he didn't. The 120s always gave him enough time.
He changed into the panties and so forth as instructed. The spiral ran on its own loop, and I set up the video to loop also. On the second loop, I stood behind him and put the cigarette to his lips all the while telling him suck like a straw, breath through his nose and then exhale. He coughed a little the first three times, but then got the hang of it. The third loop ran, and I lit another one for him, this time telling him to inhale as she did.
As the nicotine buzz took hold, I told him how much Sean was looking forward to tomorrow night; how much he had to be receptive to what Sean said and wanted. His purpose was to please Sean. I had him acknowledge each statement as true.
A shot of tequila while I reassured him how sexy he was. Then I put him to bed, again with the large plug in. Again, he moaned as I positioned it. OK, so I maneuvered it around a few times.
Back on the patio, I knew had no business trying to add a new element to the oral/anal conditioning he was getting, but it did not shock him into awareness or out of the thrall. And when he went down on Sean, I had stimulated him with the trampy bad girl look.
Sean texted. He'll come over tomorrow at 9. Plenty of time to get situated after Esparza's.
