Jules and I had a busy weekend.
It felt like we were having constant sex, like some strange energy had possessed us and we were suddenly all over each other. Technically, of course, it wasn't constant. But we did make love, fuck and everything in between a total of 9 times. Even the tainted sliver of my mind that still lusted after Natalie had shut up by Sunday evening, when an intense makeout session that turned into an intense mattress-pounding finally came to a powerful climax.
We lay in bed, panting in the dark.
I didn't ask her what had changed, though I wondered. Sex had been so difficult for her for so long that it felt like the ghost of Derrick had become a third member of our relationship.
I tried not to overthink it. Overthinking, Julia told me, was one of my weaknesses.
Instead, my mind turned to the other major problem in my life: the one that was yet unsolved.
Julia and I had been together so much that I hadn't even had time to think about the Academy. So, when I woke up early on Monday for my workout before school, I set my mind to business. I knew I needed a plan, a way to approach the situation. I had to put the variables in front of me and rearrange them until they came to some sort of balance.
I have been hypnotized.
I started with that.
I don't know how or why, but I have been post-hypnotically suggested
not
to share particular details about the Academy. Like... like an invisible NDA. And I don't know what else...
It was an alien, uncomfortable and frightening sensation to realize that somewhere in my mind there were algorithms running outside of my control. All I knew was that they were there, monitoring, my own mind watching me and making sure I didn't do anything to reveal the Academy's secrets.
And at the same time, I couldn't bring myself to feel rage or fear or anything other than a cold, analytic calm about the whole thing.
It was probably whatever hypnotic suggestions I'd been given. But there was also a tiny part of me that wondered if it wasn't also... me. My natural curiosity and desire to solve difficult problems, being put to the ultimate test: could I outthink my own mind?
But I forced myself to consider the other variables at play before I let myself go down that rabbit hole.
On the other side of the equation, then, there were the strange,
beyond
strange, Natalie incidents.
Natalie has been hypnotized. And my glasses —
I had tucked them deep down at the bottom of my satchel where I wouldn't take them out and put them on without thinking —
are triggering her... For some reason.
I tried to consider it logically. I tried to wonder if I should feel guilty, if I'd been taking advantage of her. But, instead...
I felt my face begin to flush as I imagined her eyes, wide and blue, and her hands stroking down my chest. I could see her big, perky tits in my imagination, wrapped around my throbbing pole while she begged me to cum all over her face and in her slutty mouth.
Fuck.
I shook my head and got back to my next exercise.
Don't think about Natalie,
I told myself.
Think about the problem.
When was I hypnotized?
I wondered.
And how?
My mind went to that one day outside the astronomy classroom, where I'd spent half an hour crouched outside of a darkened auditorium listening in on another professor's lecture. Was that it? Or had it been something more subtle and sinister?
I recalled Principal Clayton's broad, handsome grin and wondered why I didn't feel safe telling him about this.
It
must
have been that other professor,
I reasoned.
The one with the same glasses as me. The one from the videos...
But nonetheless, I knew I wasn't going to confide in my employer.
There was something strange going on at the Brighton Barnsworth Academy, and Joseph Clayton was too smart of a man to be entirely oblivious.
But he couldn't possibly—
I clenched my jaw and shut down the thoughts that had exploded, rallying to defend the principal.
I wondered why it was so hard to suspect him, but so easy to suspect a man I'd never met.
I showered off, quickly, and drove to work.
In the time I had before class began, I sat behind my desk and looked around the room. I didn't know what I was looking for. Something out of the ordinary, perhaps? But everything looked as it always did. The place looked clean and well-kept, the desks in their usual spread across the spotless, vacuumed carpet. I wondered when the cleaning staff came, because in all my time at Barnsworth, I'd never seen anyone else in the build—
...
I blinked.
The clock on the wall told me it was almost time for my students to arrive. By now I was used to their practically-military timing.
But...
I shook my head and tapped my chin with my pen. I'd been thinking something. Something about the staff. About... But I knew I'd seen
someone,
at least once...
Of course I had.
I grunted irritably and chewed at the inside of my cheek. I
knew
I'd been close to thinking something important. My mind doesn't just
wander
like that. It has been trained to strict precision.
Which means it must have been the suggestions.
I sighed.
Preventing me from thinking about certain topics.
I needed to get a grasp on what was happening. But this was going to be more difficult than I'd expected.
When my students came in, I barely even acknowledged Natalie.
She smiled at me, as prim and proper and beautiful as always. She wore her usual schoolgirl plaid, only today it was in a muted shade of pink. With her bright smile and blue eyes she looked like someone's custom-built schoolgirl fantasy.
There was no hint in her gaze that acknowledged what had happened on Friday in the quad. There was no secret knowledge behind her eyes, or a hidden meaning behind her bright, innocent smile.
Her hair was all blonde now, I noticed.
But wait... Hadn't it always been?
Before I could think about it, the final student trooped in, closing the door behind her.
It was time for class to begin.
And there's that buzzing sound...
* * *
"You'll be coming, of course?"
My tongue came out to wet my lips.
I was sure I'd been listening to Principal Clayton.
I knew I'd been nodding along and agreeing with everything he'd said so far. But... For the life of me I couldn't remember what he was talking about.
Shit...
I resisted the urge to check the clock. Something had happened.
The other man was looking at me with an expectant half-smile.
We were in an office.
My office?
I tried to take in the environment around us without a panicked expression clawing its way across my features.
No, his.
It was relatively easy to keep a placid expression on my face, given how calm and relaxed I felt.
"Of course," I answered smoothly. "Can you email me the details? Just so I don't... ahem, forget."
If the man noticed my slight hesitation he didn't mention it. "Of course, Professor Sands," he said. He leaned back and turned toward his computer screen. "I'll just do that right now. Just wait a moment..."
I nodded, blinking. I started to say
Thank you,
but then I realized that my body was feeling lovely and warm and relaxed.
I tried to turn my attention toward it, some part of me recognizing the unnatural nature of the languid calm.
But then...
I was in my own office.
I jolted and swore, clutching at my desk like I'd been awakened very suddenly from a terrifying nightmare. The papers rustled beneath my fingers. My heart pounded, the world snapping from a hazy, comfortable calm into a sharp, clean focus.
There was no one else around.
The clock by the door told me it was a little after four o'clock in the afternoon.
"Holy fuck." I blew out a breath. And then another. For the first time in days I felt like my body was responding normally to the stress of the situation. Maybe it was the sudden burst of adrenaline coursing through my body, but I felt like my mind was suddenly clear and sharp. It was like I'd been looking at the world through colored lenses for ages and the sudden abrupt change of location had taken them away from my eyes.
Only...
I frowned. Had I imagined the whole thing?
Were you really there talking to him?
I asked myself.