Jules and I had a busy weekend.
It felt like we were having constant sex, like some strange energy had possessed us and we were suddenly all over each other. Technically, of course, it wasn't constant. But we did make love, fuck and everything in between a total of 9 times. Even the tainted sliver of my mind that still lusted after Natalie had shut up by Sunday evening, when an intense makeout session that turned into an intense mattress-pounding finally came to a powerful climax.
We lay in bed, panting in the dark.
I didn't ask her what had changed, though I wondered. Sex had been so difficult for her for so long that it felt like the ghost of Derrick had become a third member of our relationship.
I tried not to overthink it. Overthinking, Julia told me, was one of my weaknesses.
Instead, my mind turned to the other major problem in my life: the one that was yet unsolved.
Julia and I had been together so much that I hadn't even had time to think about the Academy. So, when I woke up early on Monday for my workout before school, I set my mind to business. I knew I needed a plan, a way to approach the situation. I had to put the variables in front of me and rearrange them until they came to some sort of balance.
I have been hypnotized.
I started with that.
I don't know how or why, but I have been post-hypnotically suggested
not
to share particular details about the Academy. Like... like an invisible NDA. And I don't know what else...
It was an alien, uncomfortable and frightening sensation to realize that somewhere in my mind there were algorithms running outside of my control. All I knew was that they were there, monitoring, my own mind watching me and making sure I didn't do anything to reveal the Academy's secrets.
And at the same time, I couldn't bring myself to feel rage or fear or anything other than a cold, analytic calm about the whole thing.
It was probably whatever hypnotic suggestions I'd been given. But there was also a tiny part of me that wondered if it wasn't also... me. My natural curiosity and desire to solve difficult problems, being put to the ultimate test: could I outthink my own mind?
But I forced myself to consider the other variables at play before I let myself go down that rabbit hole.
On the other side of the equation, then, there were the strange,
beyond
strange, Natalie incidents.
Natalie has been hypnotized. And my glasses —
I had tucked them deep down at the bottom of my satchel where I wouldn't take them out and put them on without thinking —
are triggering her... For some reason.
I tried to consider it logically. I tried to wonder if I should feel guilty, if I'd been taking advantage of her. But, instead...
I felt my face begin to flush as I imagined her eyes, wide and blue, and her hands stroking down my chest. I could see her big, perky tits in my imagination, wrapped around my throbbing pole while she begged me to cum all over her face and in her slutty mouth.
Fuck.
I shook my head and got back to my next exercise.
Don't think about Natalie,
I told myself.
Think about the problem.
When was I hypnotized?
I wondered.
And how?
My mind went to that one day outside the astronomy classroom, where I'd spent half an hour crouched outside of a darkened auditorium listening in on another professor's lecture. Was that it? Or had it been something more subtle and sinister?
I recalled Principal Clayton's broad, handsome grin and wondered why I didn't feel safe telling him about this.
It
must
have been that other professor,
I reasoned.
The one with the same glasses as me. The one from the videos...
But nonetheless, I knew I wasn't going to confide in my employer.
There was something strange going on at the Brighton Barnsworth Academy, and Joseph Clayton was too smart of a man to be entirely oblivious.
But he couldn't possibly—
I clenched my jaw and shut down the thoughts that had exploded, rallying to defend the principal.
I wondered why it was so hard to suspect him, but so easy to suspect a man I'd never met.
I showered off, quickly, and drove to work.
In the time I had before class began, I sat behind my desk and looked around the room. I didn't know what I was looking for. Something out of the ordinary, perhaps? But everything looked as it always did. The place looked clean and well-kept, the desks in their usual spread across the spotless, vacuumed carpet. I wondered when the cleaning staff came, because in all my time at Barnsworth, I'd never seen anyone else in the build—
...
I blinked.
The clock on the wall told me it was almost time for my students to arrive. By now I was used to their practically-military timing.
But...
I shook my head and tapped my chin with my pen. I'd been thinking something. Something about the staff. About... But I knew I'd seen
someone,
at least once...
Of course I had.
I grunted irritably and chewed at the inside of my cheek. I
knew
I'd been close to thinking something important. My mind doesn't just
wander
like that. It has been trained to strict precision.
Which means it must have been the suggestions.
I sighed.
Preventing me from thinking about certain topics.
I needed to get a grasp on what was happening. But this was going to be more difficult than I'd expected.
When my students came in, I barely even acknowledged Natalie.
She smiled at me, as prim and proper and beautiful as always. She wore her usual schoolgirl plaid, only today it was in a muted shade of pink. With her bright smile and blue eyes she looked like someone's custom-built schoolgirl fantasy.
There was no hint in her gaze that acknowledged what had happened on Friday in the quad. There was no secret knowledge behind her eyes, or a hidden meaning behind her bright, innocent smile.
Her hair was all blonde now, I noticed.