This is a continuation chapter that doesn't stand as well on it's own. I think you'd enjoy it more reading prior chapters that will lead you to this point.
Thanks for all the encouragment and feedback!
As always, all mistakes in this are mine. Thanks for reading past them.
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Those Eyes Ch. 05
Based on our conversation earlier in the evening on the park bench, I knew what Mary Beth was alluding to in starting our relationship off "on the wrong foot". It seems she is as serious about giving oral as she was receptive to receiving it.
Her looking at me with those eyes and saying it to me caused a definite flinch downstairs. I was basking in her glow, replaying the incredible orgasm she had just ground herself to on my mouth, and had yet to even consider what may be next for us.
It seemed she was definitely down to extend the evening.
There's an old joke amongst guys that goes something like, "Hey fellas, gather around and let me tell you about this horrible blowjob I once had."
When the joke teller had everyone's attention, he just sits there and acts like nothing was going on. Those who had heard the joke before would begin to chuckle and those who hadn't, but picked-up on the joke quickly enough would soon join in.
I wasn't until those who didn't "get it" were eventually let off the hook by one of the other listeners informing them, "There's no such thing as a bad blowjob!", that everyone would finally bust out laughing. One of those offbeat jokes where the description or explanation of the joke actually becomes the punchline.
No matter that the joke is bullshit. There absolutely IS such a thing as a bad blowjob. I've had a couple. No different than the less than stellar job I did the first few times I tried to give oral to a girl or the first time or two of intercourse when I treated them to the worst 17 seconds of their life.
Practice and experience make a huge difference in sexual prowess...which leads to another dude observational joke that ends with a punchline something to the effect of, "How do you think she got so good at giving BJ's anyway?"
Anyway, Mary Beth's "blowjob" was so sexy and erotic that the orgasm it coaxed out of me COMPLETELY outweighed what it lacked in actual skill or technique. Really not even fair to call it a blowjob in the end, as it ended more as a handjob, but I was in fact in her mouth for a part of it so I'm counting it as oral because that's how she's thinking of it. This is her baby.
After Mary Beth floored me with the question about "starting off on the wrong foot", she reached down and grabbed my not quite semi I had started to build off her question and what it implied. As she brought her face to mine to give me a kiss, the look in her eyes and the hand on my cock had me pretty much hard before our lips actually met.
It was clear right away that her efforts were going to be uncoordinated and erratic and yet the passion she brought to me with that kiss made everything feel good from her touch.
She broke our kiss but stayed in close with her smoldering eye contact while just slow stroking me for about 15 seconds. She finally offered a real shy smile then said, "Well...here it goes.", which came out more as a pep talk to herself than it did an announcement of her intent to me.
In most situations, the girl would then scoot her body down the bed and position themselves below the guys waistline as she performed. Looking back up toward you. Mary Beth, probably through lack of experience, didn't do this. She turned her body around so that she ended-up laying on her side with her knees up by my head and her upper body curled around and up over my waist to where she could reach me with her mouth.
In this position, I was getting more profile shots of her work with lots of side eye when she did look up at me. Not the most comfortable looking for her and it certainly created interesting angles and feelings for me once she took me in her mouth. But she was taking the lead and wanting to express her wants, desires and feelings on me, so I chose this moment to let her do her thing.
The benefit of her inexperience is that I wasn't being built-up to pop anytime soon so I could just relax and allow her curiosity, playfulness and passion of acquainting herself with the male member to keep me hard.
I couldn't help but let my eyes wander over her body and marvel at how sexy she looked. Her choice of posture would natuarally lead to a 69 if that were on the menu but at least for the time being, I didn't want to interrupt the act she seemed most committed to performing.
So the first time she leaned fully in and licked across the head of my cock, I gave her a moan of encouragement and I know I flinched in her hand. That brought a smile of wonderment to her face and she came right back down taking my entire head in her mouth. She definitely had to feel the pulses and flinches she was causing now.
Once she had broken the oral barrier, it seemed like she immediately began trying to mimic what she had witnessed and described to me between Alice Johnston and her ex-husband. Based on the obvious trauma that caused to her over the last few years, I wasn't sure if trying to copy that act was the best way for her to approach trying this for the first time.
The problem is that when your dick is in her mouth, most other rational thoughts or concerns are hard to divert any attention towards so I wasn't really sure what I could or should be doing to help with the situation.
This is where her inexperience came into play and helped. As she stumbled a bit trying to get her "stroke and bob" game in synch, it gave me the opening to start stoking her legs up by my head to get her attention.
I said, "This is you and me, right Mary Beth?"
She took me out of her mouth and looked at me, still holding firm to the base of my cock, and asked, "What do you mean?"
"I'm just saying that I don't want to be in the role of your cheating asshole ex-husband and I don't want you to continue this out of revenge or spite," I explained, "We just shared something that I'll never forget and now you're offering yourself to me in this incredible way...and I want it to be because you want to do it. That you want to do it for me...and with me."
I could tell as I said it that it was hurting her. Her grip on me loosened and she placed her forehead down on my thigh. I just kept lightly stroking her leg closest to me and added, "Who you are as a person is worth more to me than doing anything for the wrong reasons or because you feel like you have to do it."
After a few seconds, she took a deep breath and turned her head to look at me so that her cheek was now on my thigh. As if she was using it as a pillow. I could see that tears had welled-up in her eyes but she was in control emotionally. She didn't look like she was going to cry.
She just laid there looking up at me, past her hand on my cock, and I could tell she was processing her thoughts. I tried to give her the time and space needed to do just that but the "still life" she'd created, with those eyes as the focal point, was so fucking sexy that my cock couldn't help but lurch in her hand.
This brought a small smile to her face and she responded with two quick squeezes without breaking eye contact. However, it didn't fully distract her thoughts and after another deep breath, she finally seemed ready to talk.
"I don't know the last time someone showed me the type of care and respect you just gave to me. My ex never did. Not like this...", she trailed off the thought. I felt her hand holding me retighten it's grip and she pulled my cock down to her face and gave it a kiss on the side of the head.
"This isn't about him anymore," she continued, "I'm doing this for ME."
She ended it emphatically enough that she blushed a bit at her outburst. Aww, shit. There was that color in her cheeks again that looked so fucking sexy. Definite lurch in her hand and back fully rock hard.
This brought a smile to her face along with a couple of slow strokes. "Oh," she added, "and maybe for you too." Bigger smile yet and her strokes picked up speed.
She brought her head back up at that point at turned her attention back to what was in her hand. Looking at my cock with a toying type gaze, she said in a cute but sexy baby talk, "What am I going to do with you next?"
Her tongue reached out and swirled the head which brought a moan from my lips and the verbal validation seemed to please her. She started working on me with her tongue and mouth with more gusto.
In appreciation of her efforts, I said, "Well if it's for both me AND you..." I took my hand that had been absentmindedly stroking her leg and rerouted it between her thighs up to cup her sex. Mary Beth moaned around my cock head at this and her legs splayed apart in clear invitation.
Not long after, there ended my "blowjob". As I slid a finger into Mary Beth and started exploring her wetness, she had to keep removing me from her mouth to breathe and moan, moan and breathe. Once I added the second finger and got the pad of my thumb on her clit, she laid her head back down on my thighs with her face pointing up to me and just succumbed to the pleasure she was receiving.
I couldn't see her nose or mouth very well as they were blocked by her hand and what it was wrapped around, but those eyes were able to see past my cock and were blue flames again, trying to meet my gaze but losing focus and rolling back in her head.