My Awakening
A few months ago I read in an agony column about a guy who enjoyed seeing other guys fondle his wife, who quite enjoyed it. I didn't think at the time that I could feel the same.
I will turn 49 this year but as I am blonde with a reasonable figure people tell me I look much younger. Hubby and I always had a reasonable sex life until a few years ago just before he retired when it started to wane - he was always tired and would rather have had a few drinks and sleep. When he retired it was down the pub all the time and 'brewers droop'.
Bill, retired when he was 50 and for his birthday earlier in the year ( his 51st ) I thought I would see if I could spice things up and although I was a little embarrassed about shopping for the gear - I purchased it online - I purchased a very short flared stretch miniskirt - just 14" long and see through top. When he was out having a few celebratory drinks with his friends I got a nice meal ready and his present - me!
I am fairly curvaceous and I felt slightly ridiculous in my very short skirt, stockings, g string, suspenders and heels and see through top with tiny cupless bra. I also wore a lot more make up than normal.
The result was impressive - dinner was forgotten about and he almost overwhelmed me with his desire and we spent the rest of the night making love like we hadn't for several years.
That weekend he suggested "staying in" rather than going out and once again fuelled by a couple of bottles of champagne sex was wonderful. Unfortunately I had a little too much to drink and when he said he would love to take me out in the gear I was flattered and agreed.
I was shocked when he announced mid week he was going to take me at my word and had booked for dinner in a restaurant slightly out of town and was looking forward to taking me out there in the gear. Rather reluctantly I agreed and spent a most uncomfortable night trying not to show acres of thigh above my stocking tops in the bar, seeing the waiter leer at my largely uncovered breasts in the restaurant and running the gauntlet of the rather ribald comments of a crowd of young guys in the bar when I went to the loo. Conversely hubby was thrilled with the whole experience and especially what he said were the number of young guys he had heard lusting after me.
He was even more rampant for sex that night β including mounting me at the car in the car park - and for the past few weeks we have gone out with me dressed in a similar fashion. I had rather got used to it and I have to admit even enjoyed seeing younger guys obvious interest both in terms of hearing their odd ribald comment to their mates about what they would like to do to me and seeing them looking at me with rather obvious desire. To be frank it also turned me on a bit and I was more responsive in my lovemaking so much so that when Bill muttered one night that he thought I was starting to really want as much cock as I could get, I murmured assent.
He must have taken this very literally because two weeks ago he told me he was going to invite some of his pub friends ( all male) over for a few drinks and asked me to dress up for them coming. Although he denied it, I thought he had obviously planned to take things a bit further forward than them simply looking at me.
I didn't want to dampen his current enthusiasm for me but I didn't want to be mauled or worse by his friends. So I sat him down sober to discuss it.
He said that since taking early retirement he had felt a bit past it and this had translated to his sex drive. He would always have loved to ask me to dress up for him but said he would never had the courage to do so. It was like a dream/fantasy come true for him when I did.
He also said he felt really proud to take me out and see other guys wanting me and he found that a real turn on.
He hadn't thought of letting his mates fondle me or anything like that - simply to show them what a lucky guy he was - and to explain why he was spending more time at home and less down the pub!
It left me in a bit of a quandary - should I refuse and risk putting him off again or do it and risk an embarrassing situation?
Initially I had thought he was wanting to take things to a different level but he was very convincing that he was just proud of my new look and argued that if I was happy going out in quite revealing dress why I couldn't wear something just a little risque in front of his friends
During last week he pressurised me again and I worked out a compromise with him and re-emphasised ( strongly) that I was not up for anything with his mates other than them looking at me but if the circumstances were right I would dress up for him.
On Saturday night he invited me to go down the pub for a darts final. I dressed fairly modestly in tight trousers with a slightly low cut top. The team won and the pub owner opened quite a few bottles to celebrate. I had enough to drink to say I didn't mind when hubby, Bill, invited three of the team back for sandwiches and a few beers.
They were in the basement playing pool and drinking beer when I brought the sandwiches down and when one of them, Peter, a young guy in his 20s paid me a compliment. Rob, the eldest of them, smiled. He said. "Bill has been raving about your new gear for weeks and we've all been dying to see you in it. Will you not put us out of our misery and let us see you in it?"