Is this all I have? Work, home, unhappiness? Is this all there is? Work 9 more years until retirement and then what? I am stuck at home with the wife every day. My wife used to indulge in wearing pantyhose sometimes. She rarely wore thongs just during love-making. For 8 years, there has been nothing. No touching, no intimacy at all. No oral and no penetration.I need to feel something.
I need to feel wanted. I need to feel desired. I need to feel loved. I need to feel like a man. I need intimacy. I enjoy the softness, the smell, and taste of a woman. This is wonderful. It's not always about penetration.
I stopped at a local establishment for a beer. I hardly ever drink outside my own home. I just wanted to feel sorry for myself and get away from the wife longer. That's when a woman walked in. I heard the heels before seeing the woman. Heels are like a dog whistle to me. I watched her as she walked to the bar. She wore four inch black heels. Shiny pantyhose or stockings. Heavy thighs and a curvy butt. Not fat. Curvy. She carried herself well. Sure of herself. Graceful, like she walked in heels most of her life. Strong calf muscles. Surprisingly, I was the only one staring at her. She sat at the bar eight stools away from me.
Blonde shoulder-length hair. No wedding band. Dressed in a knee length black skirt. White blouse. Tasteful, not boastful. She looked sad. I am not a player. An obvious wedding band on my finger. I am long past the dating game. I would glance now and then, without being creepy. I figured I wouldn't even get acknowledged.
About two drinks later she gathered her belongings. I thought to myself I missed an opportunity. I am older, a bit overweight, and not comfortable approaching women. Instead of leaving, she walked towards me. She laid her coat down on a stool and asked if the seat beside me was taken. I said no ma'am. I am always polite to women.
I could not tell her true age in the low light of the bar from eight stools away. Up close, she looked younger than me. The only place on her body that defied her youthful looks was around her neck. There was no doubt in my mind this woman was a solid ten when she was younger. Still an 8 in my opinion. We exchanged pleasantries. I noticed she had breast enhancements done. I am not a breast man, but I enjoy looking. Unlike most women her age her breasts were standing high on her chest. She told me she was here to drown her sorrows as I was. This was the twelve year anniversary of her husband passing. She was lonely and feeling sorry for herself. I told her "me too" but for different reasons. We chatted for a bit before she told me she was 67 years old. Ten years my senior. I could not believe it. I told her she looked 47. She blushed and appreciated the compliment.
She noticed me glancing at her down the bar. I apologized and told her I didn't mean to make her feel uncomfortable. She asked "why didn't you come over?" Talking to random women is not my norm. Telling her I love the way she was dressed made her smile. Nobody had told her that in a long time.