The light caught my attention and forced me from my slumber.
"Fucking Sunlight!" I thought.
"Why can't you leave me alone to sleep?"
Getting up I felt groggy, unsettled. I needed something to give me a pick me up.
Down in the kitchen I made a Life-Altering Green smoothie. I got out a boiled egg and some fully cooked bacon.
"This should do very well." I said out loud.
Checking my phone I noticed I had several text messages from Ellen and Chris.
Apparently our evening together was a success. They wanted to plan a vacation for the three of us to take. Something small, quaint, relaxing.
"I have not had a vacation in 5 years." I thought.
Finishing breakfast I felt the shake start to take hold. I felt more energized and somewhat ready for the day. I looked at my calendar, nothing planned.
I texted Ellen, "Morning love, YES a vacation would do wonders for me too."
Following a nice relaxing shower, fuck I was dirty from sex, I took my time primping my skin. Lotions, moisturizers, the works.
While dressing in yoga gear and sneakers I heard the phone DING yet again.
"OH SHIT!" I said out loud.
"I have a doctors physical in 45 minutes." my thoughts raced. "Relax dipshit your ready, just need to get there." My thoughts continued.
At the medical mall I checked in to see Dr. Brotterly, my primary physician.
Looking at a travel magazine gave me some ideas for some places to take our vacation. Suddenly I heard my name and stood, "Here!" I exclaimed.
The nurse was a nice, energetic. My mind went into sexual overdrive as she escorted me to the examination room. "Here, Nikki, remove all your clothing and put this on. Do not tie it in the back. Dr B will be in shortly," she instructed.
"So fashionable." I said sarcastically to the nurse.
Sitting in that room on that exam table with just a apron around me was nerve racking.
"It's so cold in here. My nipples are fully erect." I thought to myself.
The old me would have become embarrassed in this situation but the new me was just thinking, "Cant wait to see if Dr. B recognizes the new me."
The door opened and Dr. B entered all business like. Looking down at her chart she was murmuring to herself.
"OMG!" she said as she turned to look at me for the first time.
"Nikki, you'r transformation is stunning? Look at those arms, so tone and the posture, so straight." She said in amazement.
I forgot my workouts and the weight loss.
"Thank you, you did tell me to exercise and loose some weight." I said.
"Yes, but seldom does anyone actually listen to that particular advice." Doc said.
"I am blown away, what have you been doing?" she asked.
"I work out three times a week and eat a new meal plan. A friend owns a training facility and has taken me under her wing to help me become a healthier me." I said.
"Well, fuck me, it is working!" doc blurted out, immediately covering her mouth looking around to see if anyone else was in the room.
"I am so sorry." She said with shame in her voice.
"Please, it was a compliment, one I enjoyed hearing. Just wish I could show off the rest of my bod, ha ha ha." I replied.
"Well this is a new you!" doc stated.
"I like it, I like it a lot. Gonna have to tell me about your friends training center, maybe I can transform?"
Starting her examination I could not help to feel amazing. She was extremely complimentary of the new me.
"Nikki, you have made my day." Doc stepped back and said as she examined me with her eyes.
"Even your legs are tone and tight." "WOW" she said.
"Look at those thigh muscles. Defined while relaxed, that is muscle sculpting." She continued. "Maybe I do need to examine you more thoroughly?"
Her words encouraged the new me to stand and remove the apron.
Her eyes got as big as dish saucers.
"FUCK ME!" again escaped her lips.
"Look at that definition!, amazing truly amazing." she said.
Reaching out she put her hand on my stomach and felt the tone muscles of my abdomen.
"YES, Please let me know if I can join this training center." She asked.
"Honestly, I just got divorced and I need to transform myself." She confided.
While dressing I told her that if she gave me her phone contact information I could give it to Ellen and she could arrange to see the facility and meet her.
She dialed my number and added me as a friend. I heard a ding and her profile information was now on my phone.
"Well, I have to say, you look amazing and are very healthy. We will take a blood sample to do some tests but I know the results will be outstanding." She said.
Turning to leave the room she hesitated when she reached for the door handle.
"I do apologize Nikki, I should not have acted this way today. It is totally unprofessional and uncalled for. Please accept my apology?" She asked.
I said, "Doc B, you confirmed that my new lifestyle is working. You let me know you are a real person with feelings and really care for me. I can't say that for other medical professionals I visit. You are a breath of fresh air."
She turned and hugged me whispering into my ear, "Thank You, I was truly inspired by your transformation. Have a wonderful day Nikki." She replied than left the room.
Leaving the medical mall I noticed I had several messages from several people.
I pulled in to Joan's Restaurant and got a table for one. I wanted to sit and drink some water and read all my messages.
After ordering a salad I sat back and blew out a hiss of air. "Relax." I thought to myself.
I looked at my phone. Ellen left 2 messages, Chris 1.
Ellen, "Just checking in. Hope all is well?"
"OH, love you!"
Chris, "Have a wonderful day Nikki."
I sat looking over the messages and decided that I did not want to write lengthy replies. I opened Ellen's message and replied with a funny smiley face emoji.
I opened Chris's text and did the same.
My salad arrived and I sat enjoying my lunch when my phone vibrated and dinged at the same time. This fucking thing is like a sex toy for goodness sake, I thought.
I picked up the phone, not looking at the screen tossed it into my purse.
"There, peace and quiet." I thought.
When I arrived home I looked at the back yard and though "No, not today." I just wanted to relax and enjoy the quiet for the first time in years.
Sitting on the recliner I laid back and closed my eyes. At first all I wanted to do was listen to mother nature. The birds singing, trees rustling around in the back yard.
After some time my thoughts began to replay Dr. B's reaction this morning.