My Mother's Best Friend, Elizabeth
After my mother, Mary, died, her best friend, Elizabeth moved in with me and became my surrogate mother, albeit, with benefits.
My name is Vincent. My friends call me Vinnie. No one calls me Vin, and only my boss calls me Vincent. My mother used to call me Vincent when she was angry with me. Sadly, with it all happening very fast, only two years after she was diagnosed, my mother, Mary, passed away last month when she was 52 year old from breast cancer.
Too young to die but with her smoking for more than 30-years, she was a smoker since she was a teenager. Her childhood best friend, Elizabeth, who didn't smoke, never smoked, tried to get her to quit. Even though my mother tried to quit several times, she always returned to her one and only vice. Because of her filling the house with smoke and with our clothes smelling of smoke, and with me getting plenty of second-hand smoke, I never smoked.
I dated a woman who smoked, and I hated kissing her. I imagined it's like a woman kissing a man with beer breath. Not much of a drinker either, whenever I have a drink, I sip on one top shelf, single malt scotch, neat, without ice, for the night.
I seldom have more than two scotches and I never have three. I never drive even when I only had one drink. And I don't take drugs. Not much of a party guy, unlike my friends, I've never been to a bar or to a strip club.
I have a two-year-old, Cyber orange, Mustang GT with Recaro seats, black wheels, and black hood and side scoops with a black wing that I keep covered when not driving it. I love and value that car too much to crash it. A six-speed standard, there's something about driving a car with a standard transmission that makes me feel as if I'm actually driving the car instead of floating on the highway with cruise control. I only wished I had a garage.
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Too busy working, presently, while busy making money, frustrating of me to admit but women don't interest me. All they want to do is party, take drugs, spend my money, and tease me with sex. Besides, the women that interest me are not women my age.
The women that make my dick hard are older women. I'm attracted to women my mother's age and even older. I love mature women with big breasts. I love older women who don't drink to an excess, don't take drugs, don't party, and who don't act like a whore around other men. A masturbation machine, I masturbate a lot while imagining seeing big breasted, older women that I know naked and having sex with them.
With them more mature and knowing what they want and don't want out of life, older women are wiser and, unafraid to tell you what they're thinking, they're outspoken. Moreover, believe it or not, something that many men do not know, older women are hornier than younger women. You're more likely to have sex when dating an older woman than you are when dating a younger woman. Indeed, especially before they go through the change of life, older women are whores. I like that about them.
Besides with me having watched television with my mother, young women wouldn't get the informative and comical references that I make about television shows from the 50's and the 60's. They have no idea what I Love Lucy, The Honeymooners, Bonanza, Rawhide, Gun Smoke, Leave it to Beaver, Dick Van Dyke show, and Bewitched are. With them not having a clue as to what I was talking about and referring to, our conversations would be stunted because of their age.
In the way that I talked to and laughed with my mother, they wouldn't share my interest in all that happened in the past. My mother told me about everything that her mother told her in great detail. From the roaring twenties, to the depression, to poodle skirts, and drive-in movies, I'd miss all of those references when talking to women my age.
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A loner and able to entertain myself with video games, when not working, I prefer exercising and keeping in shape. Going for walks, swimming laps, and riding my bike helps me to think. I love being outside, especially in the good weather. Spring and fall are my favorite seasons. I feel as if I can finally breathe.
I lift weights and do lots of pushups. My personal record is 250 without stopping. I have an Everlast heavy bag, bag gloves, a jump rope, and a speed bag on my back porch. I leave them there because when the speed bag is in rhythm, it's as loud as a machine gun.
I have a lot of muscles, and a flat stomach with a six pack, instead of a pot belly. Fortunately for me, I don't drink beer. I don't like the taste of it. When I do have a beer, one beer, it's an imported beer instead of an American beer. Without doubt, the Germans make the best beer.
Yet, left to live alone and on my own, after only 2-years out of college, I'm 24-years-old. Sometimes lonely, I wish I wasn't an only child. I wish I had a brother or a sister. I'd buy a dog but then, I'd have to walk him. I don't like going out in the rain, the cold, and the snow. I prefer staying inside and watching everyone else brave the elements.
I miss my mother. A very pretty and intelligent woman, she was fun. We had a great mother and son relationship. We got along well. She had a good sense of humor. I miss talking and laughing with her while playing cards and board games, watching TV, and watching movies together while cuddling on the couch.
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Fortunately, taking my mind off of my sorrow, my job keeps me busy. I have a good job working from home and writing code for a software company. Yet terribly sad and missing my mother, my mom's best friend, Elizabeth, no longer visited. With her having my mother's sense of humor and knowledge of all that happened decades ago, I enjoyed talking to her. She always told me things about my mother that I never knew.
She lived alone on one income since her divorce several years ago. I don't know how she does it with the rents and the prices of food, everything else is so high. Fortunately, for her, she doesn't have any children to support. A woman that I've known all of my life, I'm tempted to ask her to move in with me, but she'd never go for that. Why would she want to move in with me instead of falling in love and moving in with a man her age?
A church going woman, my morally modest mother was a prude. With her always cold, she always wore long robes over her long, flannel nightgowns that buttoned to her neck. With her, an attractive woman with brown hair and brown eyes, and with me always horny, she was my favorite woman to stroke myself over while imagining her naked and having sex with me. Even though she's dead, I still continue to masturbate over my mother. I stroked my cock while imagining seeing something of her that I shouldn't have seen.
Frustratingly, I never saw much more of her than her bra strap. I never saw her panties in upskirt peeks, her bra in a down-blouse view, her naked pussy in an up-nightgown glimpses, or her naked breasts in a down nightgown sights. Yet, while continuing to imagine her without her clothes, I continued masturbating over my mother as if I had seen her in her bra and panties, topless, and naked.
Especially now that she's dead, unembarrassed, and unashamed to admit, indeed, I was sexually attracted to my mother. I would have had sex with her if she showed any signs that she wanted to have sex with me. To that end, while hoping that she'd take the bait, I deliberately allowed her to catch me masturbating several times.
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