I am what in Sweden is called an "old lass" the daughter who had to stay home and take care of the old parents. Like so many others I ended up unmarried and had to find my outcome on my own. My eldest brother inherited the farm. I got a small cottage in the village, though.
That summer of –53 I was in my late thirties, not old for being an old lass. I am not overly good-looking but not that ugly either. I can't have babies. I am pleased with my body with its heavy breasts, which bounce nicely when I let them free. I also like my thick dark pussy hair, a real bush. The men like to entangle their fingers in it and comb through it and I like the tickling from it. And the promise of what will come.
But what I like best is my wide hips. My men can rest on them very comfortable and I like to have their heaviness on top of me. The best thing is a slender man with narrow hips. He can rest in great comfort between my hipbones and if his cock is long and in my pussy I feel like in heaven.
I really like my body. It has matured nicely over the years. Maybe my belly has become more rounded and my ass a little meaty. But I have found that men like a big ass as long as it is firm and muscled. And mine is.
Men, yes. An old lass doesn't have to be without men but in a rural village you have to be careful. I have laid most of the men in my village and quite a few others. I usually lay them after they have got married. They have to be more careful then and can't brag around. I make them promise not to tell anyone and I promise not to tell their wife. It has worked so far. And I don't get too involved. A couple of times up to a dozen are enough. They need more than once to relax and prove their ability and give me a good fuck but after a dozen times it becomes a routine. Most men don't have fantasy enough to be good after that. They only want the easy fuck. It is no problem finding the time and place. We are outdoor people working in the fields and in the woods and I have my own cottage even if I seldom let the men in there.
And I have a mountain pasture. It is an old tradition to bring the cattle up in the hills in summertime. It takes only a few people to take care of the cattle and often an old lass is in charge with a few youngsters to help her.
My pasture is the only one left in my village. It is a nice place in a valley with a pond with crystal clear water. By midsummer the water gets warm and I like to swim and sunbathe.
This year I had rather few cattle at the pasture so I had only a boy to help me. He spent most of his time shepherding but he was always back in late afternoon. Even if the place is nice and there was a lot of work to do it got lonely. I spent a lot of time in the pond but the boy didn't want to swim with me. Of course, I swam in the nude. The boy was young and nobody else came there. The pasture was too far away and anyway I would have seen if someone were coming. And I really didn't bother if someone watched me, in fact quite the contrary.
First I thought that he was afraid and couldn't swim. But then I saw him swim on his own. So I asked him to join me but he refused and wouldn't tell me why.
One afternoon when I was sunbathing I caught a glimpse of movements behind some bushes. I didn't move but watched discreetly. Nothing happened and eventually I had to go back to work. I put on my thin shift and started to go back. In the corner of my eye I saw the boy sneak away.
Had he been watching me? Was he grown enough to take an interest in an old lass? No, it couldn't be, could it? I had to find out.
When he went to take a swim it was me who hid between the bushes. Well, he had a good amount of pubic hair but his cock was small. But who could judge from a flaccid cock what it would be when erect?
I made up my mind. I had to find out why he didn't want to swim with me. If he was more grown up than I had thought it would show if we swam together. He certainly would get an erection and would be embarrassed by it.
I watched him carefully the following days. I dressed in my thinnest shift and wore no underwear. I never do at the pasture. The top buttons were undone and I carelessly in bending down in front of him. If he was interested he had good opportunities to see most of me down my open shift.
But he was careful. I caught him looking a few times and I thought I saw something in his pants. But the evidence wasn't enough. I had to do something else.
The next afternoon I deliberately stayed late in the pond. He was used to that I was busy with my work when he came down from the hills and that he could swim in private. I quietly sat in the water covered to my neck when he came to the pond. He didn't see me until he was going into the water naked. When he saw me he hurried out to deep water to cover himself. That was a sign, wasn't it?
He swam away but wanted to come back to his clothes. I didn't want to embarrass him too much so I swam to one side and sat in shallow water so that my nipples were just under water. But the water was very clear so they were visible. The boy swam as close to the shore as he could and then rose and moved sideways so he could have his back at me.
But I got a glimpse and yes, he was more grown up than I had thought. Much more in fact. I rose and let him see my full, naked body but after one short look he turned and hurriedly put his pants on and ran away.
None of us mentioned what had happened during supper.
The next day I went out to pick berries. Deliberately I went in the direction I had seen him take with his sheep in the morning. I had never before visited him in the hills.
I saw the sheep in good time. I carefully sneaked closer until I saw him sitting on a rock. His pants were off and he had his cock in his hand stroking it.
I got shocked. I saw a grown man's cock, a cock that any man would envy him. It looked even bigger on this small, thin boy.
A fire lit up in my pussy. Up to now it had only been curiosity. I had wanted to know why he avoided me, why he didn't want to look at my charms. Now I fully understood. He was young and totally inexperienced. He probably thought I would be angry or something if he got a visible erection in my presence. How little these young boys knew. To think that a woman would be angry if a man reacted so nicely to her charms.
Now I had only one thought in my head. I wanted to turn this innocent boy into a man. I wanted to take his male chastity. I wanted his big cock in my pussy. I wanted him to be experienced enough to fuck me forcefully.
I hid behind a bush for quite a while. He went on stroking his cock but only lightly. Another thought struck me. Was he so innocent that he had not yet learnt how to jack off? Was he sitting there with a newly found body reaction, his erect cock, and didn't know how to get a relief? Then it was my duty to teach him at least that, wasn't it? It could never be good for him to be so aroused, could it? I was gathering reasons why I should become the teacher of this boy.
Eventually he sighed and put his pants back on. He whistled his sheep together and started for home. I had to stay where I was until he was out of sight; otherwise he would have seen me.
As soon as I thought it was safe I pulled my skirts up and lay back in the soft grass. I caressed myself imaging that it was the boy. My fingers plunged into my pussy and in my mind I imagined that it was his big cock. My pussy was wet and my labia swollen. How I longed for that boy and his big cock.
Me relief came quickly. But I wasn't satisfied in my mind. All the way home I saw that cock and nearly felt it against my pussy lips.
When I came back the boy was waiting for supper. I made our simple meal. We sat in the long light evening as we normally did. We talked very little. But my pussy was in fire. I had to do something but also to go slow.
I asked him if he wanted to follow me to the pond and swim with me. I had done that often enough so it was no surprise for him. As usual he declined. I asked him why and if he was embarrassed that I swam in the nude. I said that I wanted company and suggested that I should wear a shirt if he got embarrassed. He still declined but I could see that I had been right about his reason not to go swim with me.