Readers -- I'd be very grateful for your ratings and comments and feedback. Let me know what you feel about my writing? You may note similarities between some images in this piece and in "Escape" published in "Erotic Couplings." Sorry about that. I wrote both at about the same time, but the stories involve different women.
I've written this as if I'm talking to her. As readers, would you prefer the more impersonal "her" in place of "you"?
Preamble:
I met Maya on an arrangement website. We exchanged messages and then emails over a few weeks. We talked on the phone twice. Over the course of our discussions, I told Maya I would like to give her a gift of $800 every time I saw her. Finally we met for coffee. Meeting her in person gave me serious doubts. I am 60 and she is 22, but if anything she seemed younger than that in her soul. She was very nervous and incredibly shy and it took all of her courage to look me in the eye. The 'tone of experience' she used on the phone was replaced by a quaver in person. I've been in 2 other arrangements that were both wonderful -- but she just seemed too delicate and inexperienced.
That evening she emailed to say the wanted to try "taking things further."
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You know I'm arriving - I just texted from the parking lot - but still you jump out of your skin when I knock softly on your door. You rush to the door, then pause before opening it. I come in and we share a smile and brief hug and kiss and say hello and engage in small talk about the weather or the hotel or anything really and we relax with each other a bit...yet our meeting is infused with a strange blend of excitement and nervousness.
It's as if the very air in the room is charged with an energy, a sexual tension. Are we really going to do this? How do we find out if there is potential for us to have this kind of relationship? A beautiful young woman and an older man. What will it be like if we do?
You wonder what I am like as a lover. Will you enjoy me? Will I please you? Will I like your body when we get naked? What will I think of you as a lover? Will this work? How do we start? You know that I have been in this awkward situation before and wonder whether I will lead you through this difficult part.
Your discomfort is evident in your posture and expression and eyes. I get up from my chair and walk to where you're sitting on the edge of the bed. I take your hands in mine and gently coax you to stand. The warmth in my smile is soothing and affectionate as I look in your eyes.
Holding your hands I say "Maya, I want to see and touch and smell all of you. I want to hold you and feel your excitement and hear your passion. I want to please you and taste your pleasure." Even though what I say is the very reason we are in this room together, it is mildly stunning for me to have said it out loud. You feel a stirring inside. "I want to be naked with you."
I hold your eyes with mine as I release your hands. I'm waiting for your reaction or response. Still looking at me you are shocked to feel your hands going to the bottom hem of your sweater and grabbing the material. Almost as if someone else is doing it they pull the hem up, slowly at first but then with one fluid motion you pull the sweater off and let your beautiful hair fall onto your shoulders.
There is nothing under the sweater. Isn't this why you removed your bra before I arrived? You can't believe you actually pulled your sweater off and you're nervous about what I'll think about your body - but just as quickly you're exhilarated by my reaction. My sharp intake of breath is clear in the quiet room. My eyes fill with you and the pleasure in my voice is unmistakable when I whisper 'Oh, Maya".
My full gaze is on your exposed body. I take in the soft smooth skin above your perfectly shaped breasts - that area of your upper chest where a warm blush comes after a woman has orgasmed. The blush I soon hope to see on you. I gaze at your breasts, captivated as your nipples grow taut from exposure and the focused attention of my eyes.
My gaze wanders lower to your flat abdomen and the valley created by your prominent pelvic bones. The enticing valley that leads to where your pussy is hidden inside your jeans. You are exhilarated by my obvious desire for you, by how captivated I am by your naked body, how awed I am by your natural beauty.
You move into my arms as I open them and feel the crisp fabric of my shirt against your breasts and stiff nipples. My arms fold around you and explore your back - feeling your shoulders and your shoulder blades moving beneath your skin. My hands glide down to the small of your back and then come together to trace your spine, rising vertebrae by vertebrae until they are on your neck.
Then they drift lower again, along your sides, caressing and luxuriating in the sudden curve of your hips until they are gripping your butt through your jeans and pulling you against me as I begin to kiss and tenderly caress the side of your neck with my lips. My kisses wander to the back of your ear, causing you a small shiver. You feel my stiff cock pressed against your pussy, our bodies yearning inside our clothes.
You slowly turn in my arms as my kisses work around your neck until you're facing away and my hands are on the front of your hips pulling you back into me. When you begin to softly rub your ass against me, my hands slide up your smooth stomach to cup and squeeze your breasts and pinch your nipples. While one hand continues to caress you there, the other slides down to rub your pussy from outside your clothes.
Even through the denim your heat is stunning and I start working at opening your waistband. When my hand is inside your jeans I slide it down over the smooth fabric of your panties and feel the shape of your pussy lips and the cleft between them and that intense heat. I'm thrilled to be touching your sex through the thin material. My finger plays at your opening and I feel your lubricating juices already coming through the fabric.
Before I can work my hand inside your panties you turn in my arms so we are facing again and look up at me. We kiss tenderly with our lips parted enough for our tongues to briefly dance with each other. I love your taste. I know I am going to love tasting all of you.
Leaning back a bit you open the top button of my shirt, then look in my eyes again with a smile. It is like that with each - you open a button and then smile at me - as you slowly work lower. I am amazed how erotically charged it is for you to unbutton my shirt, how my need grows as your graceful fingers work the way down closer to my cock. I need to feel you hold my cock. I need to see your face when you first look at it.
You pull my shirttails from my waistband, unbutton the lowest button and slide the shirt off my shoulders. Your hands return to my waist to pull my T-shirt free before you snake your hands up my stomach and chest inside my shirt and push it off over my raised arms. Because of my height the effort brings you up onto your toes and stretching. It brings your bare tits and taut nipples firmly against my exposed chest and sends a jolt of arousal through both of us.
I am overwhelmed by a need. Not the need to 'get off' that you have known in younger men but a need to experience you. A need to see all of you, every detail, and to touch you and smell your excitement and hear you and feel you and please you and taste your sweet cum on my tongue and in my mouth and swallow you.
Unable to resist any longer I bend to kiss and lick your breasts and flick your nipples with my tongue and tease them and suck on them. As my hands wander lower to begin sliding your pants down your hips I am going from breast to breast, taking the entire areola of each into my mouth and suckling in a way you feel deep within your pussy. Like a long-closed door has been opened, you feel something powerful beginning to flow in you and through you. Something you know will carry you along. It is the undeniable current of your own sexuality.