Readers -- I'd be very grateful for your ratings and comments and feedback. Let me know what you feel about my writing? You may note similarities between some images in this piece and in "Escape" published in "Erotic Couplings." Sorry about that. I wrote both at about the same time, but the stories involve different women.
I've written this as if I'm talking to her. As readers, would you prefer the more impersonal "her" in place of "you"?
Preamble:
I met Maya on an arrangement website. We exchanged messages and then emails over a few weeks. We talked on the phone twice. Over the course of our discussions, I told Maya I would like to give her a gift of $800 every time I saw her. Finally we met for coffee. Meeting her in person gave me serious doubts. I am 60 and she is 22, but if anything she seemed younger than that in her soul. She was very nervous and incredibly shy and it took all of her courage to look me in the eye. The 'tone of experience' she used on the phone was replaced by a quaver in person. I've been in 2 other arrangements that were both wonderful -- but she just seemed too delicate and inexperienced.
That evening she emailed to say the wanted to try "taking things further."
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You know I'm arriving - I just texted from the parking lot - but still you jump out of your skin when I knock softly on your door. You rush to the door, then pause before opening it. I come in and we share a smile and brief hug and kiss and say hello and engage in small talk about the weather or the hotel or anything really and we relax with each other a bit...yet our meeting is infused with a strange blend of excitement and nervousness.
It's as if the very air in the room is charged with an energy, a sexual tension. Are we really going to do this? How do we find out if there is potential for us to have this kind of relationship? A beautiful young woman and an older man. What will it be like if we do?
You wonder what I am like as a lover. Will you enjoy me? Will I please you? Will I like your body when we get naked? What will I think of you as a lover? Will this work? How do we start? You know that I have been in this awkward situation before and wonder whether I will lead you through this difficult part.
Your discomfort is evident in your posture and expression and eyes. I get up from my chair and walk to where you're sitting on the edge of the bed. I take your hands in mine and gently coax you to stand. The warmth in my smile is soothing and affectionate as I look in your eyes.
Holding your hands I say "Maya, I want to see and touch and smell all of you. I want to hold you and feel your excitement and hear your passion. I want to please you and taste your pleasure." Even though what I say is the very reason we are in this room together, it is mildly stunning for me to have said it out loud. You feel a stirring inside. "I want to be naked with you."
I hold your eyes with mine as I release your hands. I'm waiting for your reaction or response. Still looking at me you are shocked to feel your hands going to the bottom hem of your sweater and grabbing the material. Almost as if someone else is doing it they pull the hem up, slowly at first but then with one fluid motion you pull the sweater off and let your beautiful hair fall onto your shoulders.
There is nothing under the sweater. Isn't this why you removed your bra before I arrived? You can't believe you actually pulled your sweater off and you're nervous about what I'll think about your body - but just as quickly you're exhilarated by my reaction. My sharp intake of breath is clear in the quiet room. My eyes fill with you and the pleasure in my voice is unmistakable when I whisper 'Oh, Maya".
My full gaze is on your exposed body. I take in the soft smooth skin above your perfectly shaped breasts - that area of your upper chest where a warm blush comes after a woman has orgasmed. The blush I soon hope to see on you. I gaze at your breasts, captivated as your nipples grow taut from exposure and the focused attention of my eyes.
My gaze wanders lower to your flat abdomen and the valley created by your prominent pelvic bones. The enticing valley that leads to where your pussy is hidden inside your jeans. You are exhilarated by my obvious desire for you, by how captivated I am by your naked body, how awed I am by your natural beauty.
You move into my arms as I open them and feel the crisp fabric of my shirt against your breasts and stiff nipples. My arms fold around you and explore your back - feeling your shoulders and your shoulder blades moving beneath your skin. My hands glide down to the small of your back and then come together to trace your spine, rising vertebrae by vertebrae until they are on your neck.