Chapter 2: Judith
Revised with input from Trey Gallant
I showed up for my appointment with Dr. Roth on time, but I still had to wait. Fortunately, there was entertainment. The receptionist was sitting in a way that allowed me to see up her short smock every time she crossed and re-crossed her pretty legs. Eventually, I was waiting alone with a raging hardon. When a very well-dressed man with a rather spacey look on his face finally came out, the receptionist told me that the doctor was ready to see me.
The doctor may have been ready to see me, but I wasn't ready to see the doctor, not this one! To my amazement, "J. Roth" was a woman. And what a woman! Even without her 5" spike heels, she would have equaled my 5' 11'' stature. And she was big in other ways, too. You might say she had a coke bottle figure --the 64 oz. size!
She smiled seeing my astonishment as I stood speechless trying to take in the sight. The doctor wore a proper power suit, but the tailored skirt stopped about a furlong above her knee, and the expensive silk blouse showcased more than concealed a set magnificent mammaries.
"Welcome, Mr. Black. May I call you David? Have a seat and tell me a little about yourself." She sat down behind her desk and opened a file folder. She began with the standard medical-type questions: name, address, age, previous medical history, that sort of thing. Abruptly, she closed the folder, looked me right in the eye, and said, "Alright, David, now tell me why you really came to see me."
Stunned, I complied. "I'm in a real fix, Doctor Roth. I think I'm the victim of the woman who lives next door to me. A few weeks ago she, ... I, I seem to be under some kind of spell. I can't get her out of my thoughts and I don't know why I am so obsessed with her. I have been giving her money, but I don't remember when or how. I know I am spending all my time with her, but I don't remember everything that we do together...."
The tone of my speech became more anxious, tense, and just a little short of hysterical, as I proceeded. I had not realized myself how distraught I had become about this situation. "David, David. Calm down." Dr. Roth interrupted. "You seem a little tense. Do you feel nervous about putting yourself in the hands of a woman psychologist?"
"Oh, no," I said, too hastily
"Then lie down on the couch," she smiled reassuringly, "and I'll help you to relax."
"All right," I agreed hesitantly. She brought her chair out from behind her desk and set it next to the couch. She moved to the wall switch and dimmed the lights, then returned to her chair beside the couch. A projector threw swirling colors onto the ceiling. She took my right hand in both of hers, and said, "Now we are going to work on controlling your breathing. I want you to inhale when I tell you and time your breathing in to my count. Then you will hold your breath while I count and then exhale slowly while I count. When you have exhaled each time, I will say, 'Relax,' and you will repeat it to yourself. You don't have to say it out loud. Do you understand?"
I nodded. I did not trust myself to speak. At only arms length, her obvious charms were overwhelming, and her perfume was a fragrant fog all around me. "That's right," she said, her voice dropping to an intimate purr. "In-hale ... three ... four ... five .... Hold-it ... three ... four ... five....Ex-hale ... three ... four ... five ....Relax. "
"Relax," I said to myself, adding, "three...four...five."
"Very good, David. Very good. Now again, more slowly, more relaxed. In-hale...three...four...five...six.... Hold-it ... three...four...five...six....Ex-hale ... three ... four five .. six....Relax." She repeated this over and over, each time slowing down and extending the count. I lost track of how many times she took me through this until I heard her say, "Wonderful, David. That's good, very good. You are an excellent subject. How do you feel now?"
"Umm. Better," I confessed. It was amazing. A few moments before, I had found myself on the verge of hysteria. Now I felt so comfortable I was almost drowsy.
"Are you still nervous about working with a female psychologist on this problem," she asked in a velvet voice.
"No. No, not at all," I replied. Actually, although I was more calm now, she still made me uneasy, sitting so close, bending towards me. It was an effort to not look up her dress or down her blouse's Vee-neckline. And she was still holding my hand.
"David, you're not being completely truthful," she smiled warmly. "Like most men, you are a little bit afraid of me. I'm a big, sexy woman, and I'm wearing clothes that make you look at me. I think this short skirt and my low neckline intimidate you. Perhaps you are worried that now that I have you down on the couch, you would become aroused, and I would notice it. After all, the lights are dim. We are alone, and no-one will interrupt us. Are you afraid I might take sexual advantage of your relaxed, vulnerable state?"
"Yes, Dr. Roth," I admitted.
"Well, given what you say you have been through, you are right to be concerned. It appears that it WOULD be very easy to manipulate your mind to take advantage of you. But don't worry, my young friend. I never have sex with a man against his will. Believe me, I don't go to bed with a man until I've got him very, very willing. If I make love to you, I'll make sure you really want it first. So just put those fears out of your mind."
At some point during this conversation, I don't know exactly when, Judith had pulled her chair even closer, and had begun stroking my leg just above the knee. Gradually, her hand worked its way to my crotch. "Now are you ready to tell me everything about this woman and your obsession with her?"
"I'll try."
"I'll help you." she smirked and began a slow massage of my crotch.
"Oh ... Doctor! Please, don't do that!"
"Why? Don't you like it?"
"God, yes!" I gasped.
"You're supposed to," she said. "Just relax and enjoy the sensations."