"You," he said, grinning up at me, "are a bit of a mess my beautiful bride-to-be."
I giggled softly.
"Now get your morning things done and come to breakfast with your betrotheds," he said, the plural "s" creating a whole new concept in my mind.
So I rolled off of him and he rolled out of bed, turned back, kissed me quickly, said, "you're beautiful," and walked out.
I enjoyed watching him walk naked.
I stretched and laid back and thought, "Jean Marie, what have you done?"
PROVED YOU'RE A SLUT!
Aunt Marie answered which made me giggle.
"So be it," I said aloud and then rolled out of bed myself, feeling more energized than I had in years.
When I stood I felt warm, sticky semen leak down my thighs.
I liked the feeling.
I walked to my full-length mirror on the back of my bedroom door, eyes on the floor, not looking yet.
I took a deep breath and looked.
It was as bad as I had feared but also, on some level, it was good too.
My hair, normally a carefully coiffed strawberry blonde was a rat's nest.
My makeup was smeared, smeared eyeliner gave me a raccoon look, and lipstick was smeared where it wasn't missing.
The wrinkles around my eyes, normally carefully concealed, were highlighted by the lines of the mascara and eyeliner.
My upper lip was crusty with dried snot and my mouth was shiny with drool.
The wattles under my chin jiggled as I touched them.
My breasts, always heavy, sagged, and my pale nipples hardened as I looked, tingling with remembered attention.
My skin wasn't bad, reasonably smooth and pink.
My belly sagged and I had a tiny apron.
My waist was a distant memory.
The triangle of my pubic hair lightly covered the roundness of my
mons veneris
.
Betty, what I had always called my vagina, peeked out, just a hint of a slit on my outer lips, still swollen.
My thighs were thick although I thought my legs were still pretty good with trim ankles.
So there I was, 72 years old, looking good for 72, and recently well fucked.
I smiled.
I wondered if it could really be love or if that had all been bullshit.
I didn't really care.
I padded into the bathroom, sat and peed, and then stepped into the shower.
I suppose I shouldn't have been surprised when the shower door opened but I still let out a little yell.
There was Bobby, big and handsome and looking like he had just stepped off of a Nebraska farm which was funny because he was probably the most urban person I have ever known, growing up in some neighborhood in New York and never being more than a mile from home before he came here to go to college.
He smiled and said, as the others had, "I'll stop if you tell me to."
And he kissed me.
I didn't hesitate, I threw my arms around his neck and kissed him back.
OH JESUS
, Aunt Marie said and I could hear her eyeroll.
God, he was big EVERYWHERE.
As I kissed him I felt him harden between us, MUCH bigger than either David or Roger or Chester, my husband had been.
I had never been in a shower with anyone and it was amazingly erotic, kissing him as the hot water sluiced over us.
His hands were strong and the water lubricated, making them slide as he rubbed my back while I held the kiss.
I broke the kiss and looked up at him and my knees got weak again when he smiled, looking almost childish with the water running over his face, and said, "I love you, will you marry me?"
I smiled back, said "yes," and started kissing my way down his body.