The next morning, I was downstairs cooking breakfast for Riley and I. I figured after a night like last night he'd need some food to regain his strength. He came down the stairs barefoot in his jeans following the scent of eggs, bacon, toast and hot coffee.
"Buenos dias tiger!" I said to him cheerfully,"I thought maybe we could talk about last night over breakfast. Sound good?"
"It sure does smell good. I don't think any man would turn down that breakfast." He stated without eye contact.
I brought the eggs and bacon over to the table and hurried back for the coffee, anxious to get this convo going! As I sat down I went to tell him how much I enjoyed it and the wait was completely worth it. I wanted to tell him how long I'd been wanting him and that, without knowing it, he gave me my first orgasm. However, Riley had other plans.
"Sweetie, let me talk first please?" I nodded my agreement as I sat there letting the son shine on my face through the window knowing this wasn't going where I wanted. "What we did last night was wrong baby. We shouldn't have done it. I'm your dad's best friend. You've always been like a daughter to me. I don't want to risk hurting you. You have your entire life ahead of you. You can have any guy you want half my age. This is all wrong. " he said, uncertain of his own words. He looked at me with nervous eyes as I'm sure he could see my heart sink.
"Listen to me. " I said, unsure of what I even had to say because my mind and my emotions where running a million miles a minute. "I love you. I honestly do. After everything we shared last night I was under the impression you felt the same. Unless you lied last night, you definitely do have some feelings for me. I'll be damned if something such as my age or our relationship will get in the way of our feelings for each other. Love hurts, Riley, it burns, it scars, its unfair, and its unpredictable, but you can't deny it and you can't control it. Last night was the most beautiful night of my life, please don't take experiencing more of that away from me."
In making my last statement I moved over to stand between his legs thinking maybe it would help him understand my feelings. I hugged him closely with his head against my chest. I'm sure he could feel my firm nipples through my silk nighty. He let out a slight groan. I knelt down between his legs looking up at him with pleading eyes.