Jasmine couldn't remember the last time she had felt so desirable.
It had been at least 6 or 7 years since her husband had shown any sort of affection, and both of the short-lived affairs she had engaged in, had done nothing to quell the longing within her.
She was a 44 year old woman who had started to believe that by accepting the twin positions of wife and mother, she no longer had the right to be looked upon as a sexual being. Marriage and motherhood had thrown a veil over her which made her invisible to prospective admirers, but it had not stopped that inner voice which at first had whispered,
"I need to be held and loved".
As time passed and her frustration increased, that voice seemed to grow louder until the initial whisper had turned into a scream of,
"somebody please fuck me!" She had to laugh now when she thought of how loud that cry for attention must have been, because not only had someone responded to it but it had carried across an entire ocean and had brought her to where she now found herself, naked in a Florida hotel room with a married man's cock in her mouth and his wife's tongue in her pussy!
Even in the midst of this surreal scene she couldn't help but think back to how all this had come about.
A few years earlier, Jasmine had made a number of decisions which were to have a major influence on the direction her life would take from that point on. One of those decisions involved her faith in God and the other her faith in humanity.
Like so many others before her, she had experienced all the usual trials and tribulations of a young woman growing up, and having lost her virginity at an early age, she suffered periods of self doubt which caused a brief flirtation with the idea of suicide. Thankfully, she somehow got through that period of her life but not totally unscathed. A number of emotional scars remained which she carried into adulthood.
When she eventually married and became a mother, it was difficult to predict anything other than a happy loving future for her and her family. However as time progressed, the initial passion she shared with her husband began to fade and was replaced with a brother/sister relationship, where her husband satisfied his needs using alcohol and she struggled to cope with her own needs and desires which were being neglected.
She eventually reached her breaking point and looked elsewhere for affection and excitement. She started communicating with a guy through a dating website and eventually agreed to meet with him.
This relationship however had not been created by a Hollywood scriptwriter, so their clandestine meetings were restricted to backseat blowjobs while parked in a local cemetery. Fear of being caught added to the adrenaline rush and although both felt a certain amount of guilt, they agreed that they were simply using one another to satisfy unfulfilled needs.
A steamy night in an hotel room was filled with passion and lust and years of longing were forgotten as her lover drove his hard cock into her dripping pussy. Jasmine had yearned for love and attention but most of all she wanted pure unadulterated raw sex. She loved to give what she called "mind-blowing BJ's", and her new lover was only too happy to be on the receiving end of a number of these specialities.
Unfortunately, as is true of so many things which burn brightly, they have a limited lifespan and Jasmine was devastated when her lover could no longer ignore guilty feelings regarding his own marriage. He had to put an end to their short relationship and devote his time and energy to repairing his union with his wife.
Although short, their relationship had left a lasting legacy because as well as the great sense of loss and anger that Jasmine now felt, she also began to consider another aspect of her life which her lover had rekindled - her Christian faith.
Jasmine's relationship with God had developed over the years almost as a mirror image of her marriage, except in this case she knew that God was the one waiting for her to pay attention to him. He had never neglected her in the way her husband had and recent discussions with her lover about his own Christian beliefs had reminded her of this.
She was once again feeling abandoned and alone and the spectre of suicide raised its ugly head once more. She had suffered numerous health problems over the years and endless tests, visits to hospital and various procedures all added to the great weight now pressing down on her.
Reaching out in desperation, she found sanctuary in her faith and gradually began to see light at the end of a very long tunnel. She could not however, ignore the fact that her basic animal desires, once again had no outlet. No matter how hard she tried, it was impossible to block out that inner voice demanding that someone, somewhere would take her in their arms, caress her breasts and taste the joys of her welcoming pussy. That conflict between her revitalised faith and the longing to be fucked would add to her woes for many months.
Her previous success in meeting someone through a website encouraged her to make another attempt and she began to exchange messages with a couple of guys. However, as one of these men lived on the other side of the Atlantic Ocean in Ireland, she resigned herself to chatting with him as a friend but was surprised by how openly and honestly she was able to discuss all her dreams and desires with her new friend. The distance between them allowed them to develop their friendship and say whatever they wanted without the pressure of meeting.
This particular guy was also having difficulties in his marriage but in a different way. Like Jasmine, his wife had a number of health issues and as a result their sex life was non-existent.
Don and Jasmine found that they had quite a bit in common and over the next few months exchanged instant messages, e-mails and then pictures. Don was enjoying the new experience of having an online friend who was prepared to listen to his problems as well as sharing so much intimate detail about her own life. He had never been tempted to cheat on his wife and was determined that he would never put himself in that position but he had to admit a growing connection between himself and Jasmine.