Many people have asked me where it all began, how I came to be where I am today. I have thought and thought and finally come to the conclusion that it is necessary to tell my story for others to learn by and to profit from my experience.
It all began with Meg. She was my first and probably the only one I really cared about, so what I did to her was probably unforgivable, but you be the judge of that, dear reader. We both worked in a company which made and sold medical instruments in Australia and the Asia Pacific region. I was her immediate boss and in charge of her training when she joined the company. She was young and bubbly at the time, married happily (or so it seemed) to John with two young twins, Adrian and Amanda.
I was married (actually still am, and to the same woman) and happily so, with my own two kids. The marriage still had its spark and the sex was satisfying if not good. Over the next year, I taught Meg all about the job and got very close to her. She would come over to our place and was good friends with my wife and nothing ever happened between us. This was the lowest point in her life. Her husband started cheating on her and she just couldn't get the courage to stop him. He started living with another woman while still married to her, because, as he put it, the sex sucked. He wanted more and eventually he walked out. He was forced to pay maintenance for the kids and with her part time job, she scraped by, what with her mortgage and the needs of her growing children.
I started getting closer and closer to her. Initially I did it with the best of intentions, to help her emotionally. One day, I decided, bugger it, I want more out of this and decided to cheat on my wife. From that day, I started making the conversations with Meg more personal and throwing in sexual innuendo. I started asking her about her sex life and her past experiences. Initially she refused but then she started telling me about her first love, a woman, who had seduced her and then dumped her. The second was a man, who was violent and hurt her. She left him pretty soon and then along came John. He had been the nicest sweetest men ever and he was not bad in bed but when she became pregnant for the second time, the sex and love stopped and he went on to another conquest. I told her all sorts of rubbish about how my wife couldn't satisfy me sexually and how I needed more than I was getting. I think she started getting the message but did not want to give me sex.
This went on for a few months while her marriage collapsed I moved in and played the sympathetic co-worker. During this time, I got her a weekend job at a bar as a waitress. John did not want the kids but would keep them whenever he got a chance which was every weekend now. She had them during the week. Finally I decided I had laid the ground well enough and now needed to move in for the kill.
One Sunday, she got home from her job around 6 PM and I was waiting for her at the door. She was surprised but took it in her stride. I had brought along a bottle of red wine into which I had injected by way of syringe some Spanish fly (illegal and very difficult to get). I watched her as she drank as I never did drink and we got to talking small talk. Finally, I realised that, the alcohol and the fly were taking effect as her speech got slurred and she kept crossing and uncrossing her legs.
I told her, "I want to fuck you. No love making, no commitments, no having sex, just fucking, of the animal kind. I will not leave my wife but I want more sex than she can give."
Her eyes appeared glazed over and she slurred her words while she said, "I am not that kind of woman!"
"And I am not that kind of man! But I must simply have you. Your body has enticed me and made me lust for you for a long time. Let me fuck you just the once and you can then decide where to go from there."
With that, I stood up, took her hand and led her to the bedroom. I kissed her deeply while I fondled her tits. Those were her really good features, they were huge, I am guessing maybe a DD or even E size. In a few seconds of kissing, I had managed to slip my hand under her blouse and onto her right breast which I quickly pulled out and began running and squeezing. I then proceeded to lick and suck her nipple while at the same time undoing the buttons of her blouse and the zip of her skirt. There was no resistance as I left her breast to undress her. The clothes, bra and panties were off pretty quick and she did move in the right ways to help.
The tits were huge with dark nipples and areolae and her pussy was shaven. She was a very desirable woman and I quickly had her on the bed on her back, with her legs apart and began attacking her cunt and clit with my tongue. Her moans and groans told me I was on the right path. I gave her orgasm after orgasm before standing up in front of her.
A word of confession here: while my cock is big by most standards I do not last very long during sex. I make up for this by the adept use of fingers, lips and tongue.
I undressed rather quickly, not giving her a chance to think and got my cock out an put it in her hand. Up to that point, she had her eyes closed and was moaning. When she held my cock, she suddenly opened her eyes and said, "Oh my gosh. That thing is huge. Can it fit in me?"
"If you lubricate it with your spit it might, but we will go slowly."
With that, I put it to her mouth and she started sucking on it. Man was she good at sucking cock. She was very adept at the use of her lips and tongue and soon I was groaning and moaning. This went on for a while and I decided enough was enough.
I pulled out of her mouth and stood in front of her. I pulled out a condom from my pants and put it on. Then I started rubbing her pussy with my cock till she was back moaning and groaning. When she started to say, "fuck me now" I put my cock at her entrance and with one quick push showed it all the way in to the balls. I had to put my hand on her mouth to prevent her from screaming and getting the neighbours alarmed.
"You're hurting me! You're too big!" she moaned but I did not listen and began fucking her. For the first time I did not come quickly but managed a long slow and luxurious fuck. From pain, she slowly adjusted to my cock and began enjoying it. She had an orgasm during this period and then I could take it any more. I released all my pent up sperm and got off her.
I spent a little time whispering sweet nothings into her ear and then she got up, got dressed and went to get her dinner ready. I left an envelope containing $500 on her pillow, quickly dressed and left after expressing my thanks, etc. I managed to convince her that she shouldn't tell my wife.
The next day at work, she wouldn't look at me or talk to me except on work matters. I let it go. Just before the day was over, she rang me on the internal phone system saying, "I need to talk to you."