The doorbell rang and I went to answer it, it was Tas. Tas has come to see why my broadband was not working.
A little bit about me first. Let's start with my name. I'm Louisa, but you can call me Lou; everyone does, even Tas. I'm fifty three and have been a widow for three years. Yes my husband died the day after my fiftieth birthday. He had a stroke. We did make love the night before. I think he only did his duty to me because he had not been interested in sex for over...well a long time; many years in fact. I wasn't sure, but truthfully, I think he was turning gay.
The stupid bastard after twenty five years of marriage and he turned out like that. Not that I have anything against gay or lesbian people, but I'm not into that and I never thought he was either.
Back to me; I'm six foot three inches tall and I wouldn't say I was slim, although I wish I was, but I'm not fat. I have what some people may say is a sturdy figure. Even if I say so myself; I look fantastic. I keep myself fit, well as fit as I need to be; and I am firm in all the right places. The best feature about me is my legs. They are thick and firm. My thighs are like tree trunks hard to the touch and I have well defined calf muscles. I have fairly broad shoulders mainly from all the swimming I did. I love to swim; I'm usually out three to four nights a week. My tits are firm, nothing sags on me. I have long blond hair and blue eyes. You may think I'm boasting; but hey, I'm just building a picture to let you know what I look like.
I may have been fifty three in age, but to me I was still in the prime of my life. I have a very pale skin tone, mainly because I don't tan very easily or at all.
Although I didn't need to, I did work in a pharmacy. My husband's life insurance paid out well but even without that he had a highly paid position in a lawyers firm, which left me with quite a tidy sum.
I was making Tas a mug coffee when he called from the upstairs room, "Lou, it's working."
I took up his coffee and he told me that I was back on-line.
Let me tell you a little bit about Tas. He lived with his parents next door; I was invited to his eighteenth birthday party last month. He was into his computers and even in a boy so young he could fix a lot of things; he was a regular handyman. He fixed all sorts of things around the house for me.
Tas was not a well-built boy; more the shame for me I thought before all this happened. Tas was small, tiny by comparison to me. He was just five foot tall and quite slender. But he and I got on well together and enjoyed each other's company. I got on well with his parents too; his mum was the same age as me. The only bit I've left out so far is that Tas was what you may call a 'Jack the lad' he always boasted about everything he'd done. I personally took his brashness with a pinch of salt, he knew that and that's partly why we got on fairly well.
He thought he was quite the ladies' man and tried to act the macho git around them and he knew I never fell for it.
We both finished our drinks while Tas made some final checks.
It was Wednesday night and getting late and Tas said, "Thanks' for the coffee Lou, I'll see you Friday. I'll fix that light fitting for you." He kissed me on the cheek and his usual light slap on my arse, saucy git, then went home.
I hate to admit it but I did secretly have a thing for Tas. I went to bed that night with lurid thought of Tas in my head. I possessed a dildo and used it in great earnest that night. I made myself cum twice.
It was Thursday morning and I went to work as usual, the day went the usual boring way. I could not wait to get home. Well could not wait to get out of work really. It was almost closing time.
I was further around from the entrance, serving another customer and noticed that Tas had walked into the pharmacy. He looked very sheepish as he walked around the pharmacy. He picked up a couple of things and then I think purposely, he went to another checkout. He had picked up a packet from the front of the counter then paid.
He raised his hand to say, "Hi," to me; but again sheepishly went off. Now...I knew the only thing he could have picked up form in front of the counter was a pack of rubbers. He's eighteen and I did know he had a girlfriend, he's told me about her; in his usual bragging way. I was happy for him.
Thursday night I used my dildo again three times, first was as soon as I got home from work and on all occasions I thought of Tas. And what he was going to do with his girlfriend.
I suppose he was going to use the rubbers over the weekend because he had told me he was seeing his girlfriend then.
It was Friday and again a typical day at work. I usually finished early on Friday's. I went swimming for a couple of hours then home.
I got home around seven; I had gone straight up for a shower. I've never like the showers at the swim facilities and I knew Tas would be around soon.
It's not unusual for me to be in my dressing gown. I never wear a bra when I'm at home, a pair of knickers would suffice. My hair was wet and I had left it loose behind me.
'Ding dong...' I opened the door and it was Tas, I said, "Hi Tas come in and shut the door."
He walked in and gave me a kiss as usual and I expected the slap on my arse, but it never came. He seemed deflated; his posture was low, he seemed to be sorry for himself. I asked, "Tas you okay? Why so glum?"
He just huffed threw up his shoulders and said, "I'm fine, I got the correct fitting this time, let me get on with it."
His voice was also subdued; I wondered what was wrong but thought I should not pry. I put my arm around him and we walked over to the sofa. We had to move the sofa so that Tas could get to the fitting overhead.
It was a very quiet Tas, not his usual self, I could not bear it and I had to ask; but just as I was about to...something just stopped me and I could not get the right words out.
I got a small step for Tas so he could reach the fitting. It was a bit unstable as he worked on the fitting. I held the stool as steady as I could for him. He hardly said a word while he worked. I again bit my tongue from wanting to ask him.
My mind wondered; all of a sudden the stool slipped and Tas fell. Luckily he landed onto the sofa which we had moved to the side.
"O shit sorry Tas, you okay?" I was so embarrassed.
Tas picked himself up and I put my arm around him and sat him down.
"Sorry Tas, the step slipped; are you okay? I'm so sorry."
I was pretty sure he was okay; he had fallen onto the sofa and it cushioned his fall. But I still wanted to know why he was so down. As I have mentioned, Tas was usually always loud and proud a boy's boy. He always bragged about this that and the other.
I could not bear it I had to ask, I put a hand on his leg and asked, "Tas, I know something is not right, what's the matter? Is it something I've done?"
He looked up and said, "No, it's not you Lou, you're great... I... I just... it doesn't matter."
I looked back at him and said, "Something's wrong and I want, no, I demand you tell me and tell me now."
I placed a hand to the side of his face; he looked so glum and his eyes looked to the floor.
I patted the side of his face very lightly and said, "Look at me, look at me Tas! Tell me what' wrong. If you don't tell me I can't help you. I want to help you; you help me all the time."
He slowly looked up and said, "It's my girlfriend, she... "
He stopped and looked down again. With my other hand I grabbed hold of his hand, held it and asked, "What about your girlfriend? I know what you bought the other day at the pharmacy, so I know you haven't gotten her pregnant... have you?"