This is part two of the first story I have written and felt compelled to put online. It is a work of fiction based heavily on events that I've experienced, a couple female friends, and other things that have shaped me as a person. While many people seem to prefer writing stories that get down to business, so to speak, I wanted this one to feel somewhat more realistic in terms of dealing with personal issues that come into play with a sexual relationship. Thanks for reading! I appreciate any comments, feedback, or advice.
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"Okay?" She responded a little surprised and unsure what I meant.
"I want to do it." I smiled timidly.
"You've decided? Are you sure? I guess I am asking you to make a big decision." She said. "Maybe you need more time to think about it."
"Ann, I've always fantasized about losing my virginity to an older woman. I just never thought it would actually come true. So, yes, I'm sure."
She put her chin back on her knees and peered at me thoughtfully making me feel rather uncomfortable.
"I want you to be absolutely sure about this, Scott. I think you need more time. I'd feel terrible if you woke up on Monday morning filled with regret." She spoke slowly, as if she'd thought through every word and didn't want to misspeak. "Why don't you go home and pick up some clothes and anything else you think you might need if we spend time together. Take your time and think about it. If you don't feel right about coming back, it's okay." She smiled as if to assure me she'd understand that decision. "If you come back, I'd be thrilled. Seriously Scott, I once felt the way you do about sex, and I understand where you're at right now. But I think what you'll gain from this would be more than just a weekend of sex. I hope we can become more than just co-workers." She paused again, and shook her head slightly. "I don't mean romantically. Just good friends...with benefits." The smile returned to her face.
Of course I had already been considering what she was offering. My mind raced as she spoke. She was right, I decided. I would head home and figure out what to do. Being able to do so alone, free of the psychological pressure of her nearly naked body, would be a good thing.
We said our goodbyes and I walked to my car. As I started it up I saw her watching me from the front door. I don't remember much about the ten minute drive other than thinking the whole time. I was back at my previous point of making a decision. I knew that the right thing to do was decline her offer. However her comment about what I'd gain had stuck with me. As I considered her meaning, I realized that I could come away not only with her as friend, one unlike I'd had before, but she might approach the situation as something of a teacher. I could ask her to go slow, and show me how to please a woman properly, things I could use when I finally marry. I knew there were plenty of questions that I could ask her on top of that.
I threw some clothes and toiletries into a bag, took a quick shower, and put on some clean clothes. I was ready, and still didn't feel like I was set on what to do. So I flopped on my bed and stared at the ceiling. It was obvious that I couldn't decide one way or the other just by thinking about it. And that's when my longing for the physical sensations of a woman's company took over. I stood up, grabbed my bag, and headed back to Ann's house.
My way back to her house went fast. I made a point to put my decision out of mind. Dwelling on it was just going to distract me from the experience. I cranked up the volume of the CD I was listening to and thought about the next few days. "Oh crap!" I thought as I remembered that I was supposed to help a friend of mine move the next day. I didn't need to do that until after lunch, so it would still give Ann and me some time to be together. I hoped it wouldn't be reason enough for her to change her mind.
I pulled up to her house and saw the garage door opening so I pulled inside. She was standing next to my car as I got out. I wondered if she had been watching for me the whole time.
"I'm so glad you came back." She whispered in my ear as she hugged me. She hadn't put on any clothing while I was gone, opting to stay in only her bra and panties, but did have a blanket draped over her shoulders. As she hugged me tightly, I felt her breasts press against my chest. She smelled so good. Any remaining indecision I had at that point faded away. "Come on, let's go inside."
She grabbed one of my hands and led me into the house, not forgetting to close the garage door on the way inside. As she walked in front of me I notice a spring in her step like that of an excited little girl who was just granted a request that she'd long been denied. I dropped my bag near the kitchen table as she led me through to the living room.
We sat on the couch, facing each other. The television was on low volume and provided some nice background noise at a time when I really didn't want to experience any awkward silences. There was only one light turned on, and it shone softly such that it would have been hard to read a book, but one could still see everything in the room just fine. Ann shed the blanket, and sat at the end of the couch opposite me with her legs pulled up in front of her again and her chin on her knees. I couldn't help but look down at her dark blue panties that were again pulled tight against her pussy lips. That sight alone stirred my hormones.
"I'm so happy Scott." She spoke as we sat down. "I didn't think you'd come back. I want you to know that I'm honored that you're willing to let me be your first partner. It's been a while since I last was intimate with a guy, so if I go too fast, tell me, okay?" I nodded and let her continue speaking. "I want to show you everything. God, that idea excites me so much. I still can't get over the idea that you've never experienced so many things! I'm eager to show you the ropes. I promise I won't disappoint you." A huge smile formed on her beautiful face.
"When I was at home, that was the only thing I decided I wanted us to agree on. I wasn't sure how you'd feel about going slow and letting me understand everything." I must have had a look of relief on my face because she reached out and put a hand on one of mine. "But there's only one problem. I have to help a friend of mine move tomorrow. It's not until after lunch though."
"That's okay." She said, and then thought for a moment before continuing. "Would you want to come back after you're done?"
"Oh. I hadn't thought about that, but yeah, I'd love to." I replied, thrilled by the idea.
"Good," She replied, grinning. "I want you as much as I can have you this weekend. I hope you're a night owl, because I think it's going to be a late one for us."