I meandered onto my outdoor lanai lost in my thoughts. I've been divorced for nearly three years and have become increasingly frustrated with my lack of companionship. Work has been a godsend as it's kept me busy. Even though I live in beautiful Naples, Florida I have an emptiness that I can't seem to fill.
I'm a very strong willed woman that at times can be cold and callous. My ex husband would probably add some additional adjectives and probably would not be wrong in doing so. I've done a lot of self reflection and realized that many times I was an icy bitch towards my husband.
It was not hard to realize why my ex began to cheat on me. While I don't condone having an affair for any reason it was easy to see why he chose that path. I consider myself a nice person who has over the years built an imaginary wall so as to not get hurt. I'm sure that is one of the many reasons I find myself lacking a companion.
I've gone on some dates but I haven't met anyone that I wanted to get to know better. My girlfriends have tried to help by keeping me company on some nights but I need to be with a man that excites me and makes me feel sexy, beautiful, and wanted.
My name is Jodi Monroe. I'm 45 years old, 5"4" 110bs with short blond hair and blue eyes. I have a daughter who is married. She has a beautiful baby boy which makes me feel even older knowing that I'm now a grandmother. I exercise regularly and have what I think is a good figure. My breasts seem larger than they really are due to my petite size.
Sipping on my margarita I was jarred from my self induced misery by my phone. "Hello."
It was my other unattached cohort, Mia. She is only 36, like me divorced, but unlike me enjoying her independence. She laughingly said, "Jodi let's go out tomorrow night and find us some young studs that will fuck us all night long."
I giggled as the thought thrilled me yet scared me. I replied "Mia, I'm not looking for sex. I want a companion not a fuck toy."
She replied, "You can have a fuck toy who is also a companion! Don't be an old hen. You are beautiful and lonely. It's a perfect combination to make you a hot cougar on the prowl. I'll pick you up at 7:00. Dress sexy not like you do for work. See you tomorrow."
Before I could reply she disconnected the call. I was too tired to try and resist since I knew she wouldn't take no for an answer so I resigned myself to an evening of trying to stay out of trouble.
The next day when I got home from work I poured myself a glass of wine and went to get myself ready for the evening. I don't even know where we are going. The only admonition was to dress sexy. I smiled, thinking to myself, what is a 45 year old doing hanging out with a young little bombshell like Mia.
I hurried through my clothes and found a cute little black spaghetti strap dress that stopped mid thigh on my legs. It had a scoop front and back allowing for ample viewing. Hmm I think this qualifies as hot and sexy, I hope Mia agrees because everything else I have seems to fall into the boring category. I made a mental note that maybe I should update some of my clothes.
The hot water felt wonderful as I stepped into my tub. I soaked up the heat and closed my eyes thinking about tonight. Nervous but now certainly more excited to be going out. I eventually made my way out and dried myself off. I spent a long time rubbing lotion on my legs and arms. I let my hands wander up to softly caress my breasts, rubbing the lotion onto them, my nipples hardening as I felt a warmth develop between my legs. It had been so long since I felt the tingling fester within me. I closed my eyes and savored the heat enveloping my inner folds.
I put on a pair of black bikini underwear. They were very sheer and made me feel sexy. I threw on my dress and stepped into a pair of black open toed 4 inch heels. I looked at myself in the mirror and felt a shiver run down my spine. I thought that I looked really hot.
It had been such a long time since I had worn this dress that revealed so much. It made me uneasy knowing that people would see so much of me but yet as I stood in front of the mirror I couldn't help but noticed that I looked really really sexy. I hadn't felt this way since, well since forever!
Mia was on time and looked amazing. I think she is so beautiful. Mia is a couple inches taller than me with long tanned legs. She has flowing auburn hair with the greenest eyes I've ever seen. I poured us a glass of wine and we sat and chatted. She had on a short white skirt with a very tight red top. She accented her look with a pair of wedge heels that made her legs look longer than they were.
As we walked to her car I felt a wave of insecurity surge through me knowing that I was going to be compared to Mia all night long. My heart sank and I almost turned to go back but common sense prevailed. Although I had to admit that she definitely looked sexy with her tight little skirt and red top.
We stopped at a cute little bistro and grabbed a quick bite along with another glass of wine. I was enjoying our time together and felt better about the evening. Of course I was also on my third glass of wine. When we arrived at the club we found it to be nearly empty. I laughed and said to Mia, "Did we miss the party or is this as good as it gets?"
Mia smiled and said, "This place starts hopping later in the evening. I just thought we would get here early so that we can grab a good table near the dance floor and get some cocktails to loosen us up." I thought to myself that if I get any looser I might not be able to control myself but maybe that's not a bad thing.
We ordered two margaritas from our server and scoped out the place from our perch. Our server returned with our drinks and Mia raised her glass to toast, "To two hot sexy cougars! May we find what we are searching for tonight! Cheers!" I laughed as I took a large gulp out of my glass.
"Wow this tastes really good."
We talked and watched as the place began to fill and soon I spotted two young guys. Briefly our eyes met before I turned to Jodi and said, "Those two guys to my right look they are still in high school."
Mia laughed and said, "They look like they are hoping to meet two sexy cougars tonight. Don't look now but they are heading our way."
I turned just as they arrived at our table. The boyish looking one said, " Hello ladies my name is Parker and this is Max would you mind if we joined you?" Before I could say anything Mia blurted, "Have a seat boys we would love some company."
I smiled as Parker took a seat next to me and asked, "What is your name?"
"I'm Jodi and I'm old enough to be your mother." I cringed as I said that but without missing a beat Parker leaned in and whispered, "I've never seen a mom that looks as hot and sexy as you do. I thought for sure you were in your late 20's at most."
I took a big gulp of my drink and smiled at Parker before saying, "Wow you should get your eyes checked."
He laughed as he slid his arm behind my chair and said, "I'm just telling you how I see it. You are a very sexy woman."
I took another big gulp from my drink hoping to calm myself down. I hadn't been called sexy since I was much younger. My heart raced and my breathing became a little erratic as this young man was sweet talking himself into my heart. His hand made contact with my exposed shoulder, the touch felt electric
He asked, "Jodi would you dance with me?"
As much as I didn't want to dance I felt a strong desire to be held close. I nodded yes and grabbed his hand as he led me onto the dance floor. He pulled me into his arms and pressed into me. My god it felt so nice to be held tight even if it was someone young enough to be my son. Feeling a little horny and a little tipsy I thought I would let him have some fun with me. I wrapped my arms around his neck as we danced. Soon I felt his wet lips on my neck.
His mouth began to caress my neck. I could feel my panties getting wetter as he lifted my head onto his mouth. At first we kissed softly before I allowed his tongue to swirl inside my mouth. I moaned as I savored his soft wet tongue, it had been so long since I've been kissed like this. His hand cupped my ass and pushed me into his crotch where I felt the stiffness of his manhood. The song ended and I gave him one long wet kiss. We headed back to the table which was now empty. I panicked briefly before spotting Mia and Max on the dance floor.
I felt Parker placed his hand on my thigh as he whispered in my ear, "Jodi you are a really good kisser. You are so sexy baby." I whimpered as his tongue swirled inside my ear. I was in heaven. I felt his hand caressing the side of my face as he pulled my lips onto his. Slowly we nibbled at each other's lips before the kiss escalated.
I moaned into his mouth as his hand squeezed my thigh. My body was on fire as our kiss continued. I was so turned on that I didn't realize that he had taken my hand and placed it on his crotch. The next thing I knew I felt his hand attempting to snake its way under the hem of my dress. My eyes shot wide open and I pulled back and said, "What the hell are you doing? I just met you fifteen minutes ago." I got up to walk away as he said, "What's with the attitude? I thought this was what you wanted?" I huffed, "You thought wrong buddy." I turned and walked away angry at myself and very much confused as I headed to the bar.
I found a barstool and sat up on it. I was a little self conscious as my dress rode up high showing a lot more leg than I wanted. I was tense and needing a drink to calm myself. I ordered a glass of wine. I felt incredibly angry at myself for allowing someone to paw me yet confused as to the feelings I was having prior to his attempt to cop a feel.
I sipped on my wine looking down onto the dance floor. I noticed just about everyone was either making out, grinding into each other, groping, or just about having sex. I spotted Mia in a hot make-out session with Max. I also saw Parker with another older woman, probably trying the same approach on her that he had with me. All of a sudden I was no longer angry at myself instead I felt old and out of place.
I heard a voice from behind me, "Mrs Monroe? Is that you?" I slowly turned around to see a handsome young man. He looked familiar but I couldn't quite remember where I had met him. I said with a smile, "I'm sorry do I know you?"
The young man was very handsome. He had a striking combination of black hair with blue eyes. He looked to be about 6' tall and very athletic. He smiled and stuck his hand out to shake mine, "Mrs Walker, I'm TJ. I'm your pool boy." His handshake was firm but gentle. My body responded to his touch in a way I had not expected.
He continued, "You look amazing. I can't believe you are here." My heart raced as he continued to hold my hand while looking straight into my eyes. I felt his strength and confidence ooze through his gentle touch. I smiled, took a deep breath and said, "Yes, now I know where I've seen you. You obviously look much different tonight."