"Okay, okay, but you can't say anything. His name is Cisco, he's young, but legal, he just got out of CYA and he's so beautiful and his body is so sexy, and when he stares into my eyes I feel like he sees my soul, and reading my mind, and the warmth of his body against mine ha d my heart racing over time and my, you know was so hot I almost lost myself right there, and he smells sooooo good."
"Hold up, hold up a minute I'm lost, have you hooked up with him?" Sandy asked in confusion.
"Well, no, not like that, I was walking out of the house this morning and I walked into him and I almost fell down but he caught me so I wouldn't, but that short touch of his body my heart started to race and the way he looks deep into my eyes, I wanted to kiss him so bad for him to take me right there. He makes me so hot, but my son came out the back I just walked off ending our short conversation."
"What were they doing at your house, and what were you talking about?" Sandy eagerly asked, wanting to know every last detail.
So Covina told her everything about the party and what she heard Socorro saying and what Cisco had said to her in their short encounter, but she keeps what she walked in on last night to herself more out of embarrassment than what Sandy might think of her.
"Girl, I think he likes you, and I don't think he was just being nice, you got yourself a new man girl and don't try to deny it Covina, I can see that sparkle in your eyes, you don't just have the hots for him, you're falling in love with him."
"Shut up! Sandy you're crazy, I'm sure he could have any girl he wants and what would he want with an old lady like me? Shoot he had a young beautiful woman in my mother's kitchen who he was with last night, he was just being nice, plus he's my son's friend, so he probably just sees me as his friend's mother, nothing more."
"Look girl, you're not old, you're far from it, and you're beautiful at that, you're MILF, plus you know he's into you because if you thought he wasn't you wouldn't be all giddy over a guy who wasn't into you, you're not a little girl, you're a grown-ass woman and I haven't seen you this happy in a very long time, in fat I never seen you this happy outside of the birth of your children, and all I know is just the thought of being with Cisco is making you this happy, imagine how much better life would be if you got together with him if you just allowed yourself true happiness for once in your life. Covina, you're my best friend so I'll be honest with you, you've done the good wife thing for fourteen years now and that hasn't got you anything but heartache, sadness, misery, loneliness and tears, for what? So he can continue to betray your trust? I told you many times, he doesn't love you, he loves the way you take care of him, the way you bend over backwards for him, and how he can take advantage of you without a second thought or care, because there has never been any consequences to his betrayal."
"But the girls!"
"But the girls, nothing! Covina, is this what you want to teach your girls? You want them to grow up thinking life is supposed to be this way? That it's okay to be someone's punching bag? That that's what love is, if there is no tears, there is no love? Do you want your girls to be in a relationship where the man don't love them and instead he abuses them? No! I don't think so, so why are you going to continue to be someone's doormat? Covina I love you, but you're too kind-hearted and make too many sacrifices for a piece of shit like your husband, he's trash and ain't worth the spit on the bottom of your shoe, and this ain't about Cisco, I felt this way for a long time and you know this, I'm just tired of seeing you so down all the time and never happy, and always putting others needs before you own. You have to be a strong woman for your girls so they can look at you as an example, but I know you don't want them to have someone walking all over their little hearts do you? And yeah! The girls love their dad, but you're not taking them away from him if he wants to be there for them. All you're doing is moving on so you can finally find happiness, we're no spring chickens girl, and life is too precious to waste it living miserable for a piece of shit like him. You did the good wife thing and standing next to your man through thick and thin is honorable, and that's what a woman is supposed to do, but it's a two-way street, and only when it's right, you're not even in love with him, if you were happy and in love I would tell you hell yeah you ride with your man and stand by him, but you're not and he only causes you and the girls more pain, and I say if there really is something between you and Cisco, and if he is already making you this happy when you don't even know him, then there is reason to find out what is really there, and don't be afraid to go out and get what you want in life, we have to take chances in life, and only through action will we find the outcome to those chances, we have to sink or swim baby, who knows, maybe it's in the stars."
"Sandy, I wish it was that easy, but I know he'll never give me a divorce, and I don't want to hurt my girls, he's their dad."
"He hasn't been there for them anymore than he has been there for you, so he ain't been much of a father to them, and little S is already seeing him for what he is, don't you know it's their little hearts that he continues to break and not just yours? That's torture if you ask me, and I'm not telling you to jump into bed with Cisco or anyone, I'm just saying it's time for you to really think about what you really want and what's best for you! And don't worry about the kids, they'll always be okay as long as they have you."
"Well I have to agree, you make a lot of good points and I do got a lot to think about, but why do I feel so bad?"
"Because you're such a kind and sweet woman, but you got to listen to your heart, and trust me, it knows what it wants and needs, and what you have ain't it, but it's nothing to feel bad about, you gave him fourteen dedicated years to give you what you heart wants needs, but it's time to move eon now, so if this Cisco character does approach you, or anyone, don't be afraid, and if not, don't be afraid to approach him, it's the new millennium and us women are in control now."
"You're crazy Sandy! I don't know what I would do without you." Covina said as they continued to laugh before going back to work."
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A week had gone by without seeing Cisco, she heard he was out of state on business and wouldn't be back til this weekend. Covina hadn't been able to get him of her mind, it was like a piece of herself was missing without Cisco around, she found herself hanging around her mother's more often waiting to get a glimpse of Cisco across the street at his house, or run into him when he's at her mother's hanging out with her son. As the warm shower water ran down her body she closed her eyes, remembering the day she sat by the front window of her mother's house, watching form a safe distance and under the cover of the tinted window as Cisco took of his shirt exposing his fit, sexy body and placing it in the back pocket of his pants, his muscles flexed then relaxed in his arms and chest as he pulled the draw string of the lawnmower under the hot sun of an August afternoon. She then started thinking of the night of the party, he body started to heat up as her hands caress up and down her body, eyes still closed, her breaths quickened as her mind took over, he nipples started to get hard as her hand began rubbing them, first one, then the other, as she pinched them ever so slightly, they grew harder and red. Her face started to flush as the throbbing between her legs started to grow, she could feel her clitoris starting to swell, with her right hand she made her way between her legs, she was all wet, starting to leak as her wetness seeped out of her pussy with a rush of need and desire, she shoved first one, then two fingers straight into her wet aching pussy as far as they would go, with a sigh of relief, feeling her finger curve along the edge her walls as they explored the hot soft silk flesh that gripped them tightly, she began to breathe deeply and soft moans escaped her lips as she started to slowly slide them in and out, rubbing her hardened g-spot and steady circles around and over her swollen clitoris with her thumb. Her left hand continued to pinch, pull and rub on her small swollen nipples between her fingers, then cupping her breast, firs tone, then the other, pushing them to her lips as she took each nipple into her mouth, sucking and running her tongue over them. The heat began to build up, she could feel herself getting closer, all she could think of was Cisco, and how she wanted him so badly, how good it would feel to have his cock deep inside her pussy right now, how she so badly wished it was her who he was taking from behind, how she needed him, how she wanted him to be the first to take her from behind, how she needed to know how his cock felt in her rear, and without a second thought she pulled her fingers out of her pussy and with one full thrust shoved her two fingers into her rear, it was painful, but the most electrifying delicious pain she ever felt, her eyes flew open wide as she let out a load moan as it pushed her over the edge and she started to cum, he knees became weak under her, but before she could catch her breath a second explosion hit her, into a warm perfect flood of euphoric bliss that filled her from toe-to-toe, finger-to-finger, breast-to-breast. She leaned against the shower wall to hold herself up, her juices flowed freely out of her pussy and down her legs, the warm shower water was bliss to her muscles throughout her body as it helped them to relax Covina slowly pulled her fingers out of her rear, all she would think about was how good it felt to have her fingers in her ass, it was the first time anything has gone inside her ass, the tightness and silks folds of its walls tingled in delight now that her orgasms started to subside. Covina couldn't help but feel naughty to the act that she just committed, it was all so new and opened a whole new world for her, she never thought such an act would please her as it had, she had always thought it would be painful and nasty, but now that she knew what it was like, she was open to more.
