âDamnit!â Catherine exclaimed as the wrench slipped and her knuckles scraped violently across the faucet handles. She dropped the heavy silver tool into the sink with a loud clang as she recoiled. Her hand drew up, curled and hiding the hurt. With the other she gently eased open her fingers. She stared down at the torn flesh across her knuckles and brought them to her lips.
The angry flesh stung as her tongue tasted the coppery tinge of her blood. She sucked until the hurt subsided into a dull ache.
âShit. What the hell am I doing? I donât know the first thing about fixing this damned leaking bastard of a faucet!â
Catherineâs frustration slammed around inside her head.
âBert was a sonuvabitch, but at least he kept up with the house.â
As she sucked and kneaded her aching knuckles she had to chuckle in that ironic tone.
âBert! Why the hell did I marry a man named Bert anyway?
She giggled aloud in the empty room, âWell, she can have his sorry butt!â
Catherine lightly dabbed at her raw knuckles until the pain and blood subsided. She found herself starring out the small window above the sink. Gazing out into the backyard. The old swing set her children used to play on sat motionless. The lush green grass just beginning to become untamed. Her beautiful flowers, the flowers she had spent years tending, beginning to fade with the on coming of fall.
âIs that what this is? Iâm in the autumn of my life. Am I going to be like those flowers and just shrivel into winter? Am IâŚâ
Her thoughts interrupted by the throaty growl of a diesel engine outside. It rumbled loudly and close to her home and then stopped abruptly. Silenced. She took one last look and then broke her longing gaze from the memory filled yard and turned toward the front of the house.
âMust be the lawn service. Wonder if itâll be that cute boy again? Oh hush, Catherine!â
She strode through her home to the front room. She reached the expansive window and peered around the lacy drapes to the street. There sat the bulky white Ford truck. A trailer riddled with mowers, trimmers, and tools following obediently behind. She watched as the door of the truck opened. The boot clad leg reaching for the curb. The white sock pulled into a bunch at the top of the leather boot. The bronzy-colored leg hairs exposed as the leg stretched out of the confines of the cab.
Soon he was out. His above-the-knee olive drab shorts hung loosely but snuggly at the same time. His over-sized white T-shirt clinging to his back from sweat. It was a warm day. Those days when summer and autumn battle for control. The morning had been crisp but summer had asserted to warm the air by mid-day.
Catherine realized she had moved behind the curtain and was barely peeking one eye around the lacy fabric as she watched him move to his trailer and ready his tools for the job.
âYouâre acting like a damned school girl!â
She laughed inside her head as her cheeks flushed.
Evan, as sheâd come to learn his name over the summer, wasnât going to be painted on the cover of a romance novel any time soon. Yet, he was attractive. He was handsome. His body lithe with youth but not overly muscular.
Catherine could remember giggling as his sandy hair would fall into eyes and annoy him as he tended her lawn. Those thick long locks at the front continuously falling flipping about as the sweat dripped from his forehead. Always stopping to shove them aside only to have them again distracting him.
âDamn Catherine. Have you been watching this boy? You naughty old woman!
â Again she giggled as she gently peeked around the concealing curtain.
It was getting late in the afternoon. Catherine glanced up at the clock, just past five. Her eyes again back out to the yard watching Evan work.
âSo youâve been watching him. No big deal. You ARE human Catherine! And he is attractive. And how long has it been since you had sex? Even the last couple of years with Bert were pretty sad. Admit it Catherine. Your horny!â
She couldnât believe she was thinking this way but wasnât about to stop it.
Evan had finished the mowing and was nearly done with the trimming. All the while Catherine watched from the window. Slipping the curtain over her barely exposed eyes each time she thought Evan might catch her looking at him.
He had only one last stretch up the walk to trim and he would be done. She had been watching him nearly 40 minutes. Moving again to the kitchen window as Evan mowed and trimmed the backyard. Then back to the front as he finished up there. He was facing the street, away from Catherine, and squatted low and deep. The fabric of his shorts stretched tight across his youthful butt as he paused for a brief rest before finishing the last strip.
Catherine felt a dull tug deep in her stomach as she watched him swipe his sweat soaked hair back. He grabbed his squeeze bottle, his head tilted back, he sprayed the water over his face and head, cooling himself. Catherine could see his back expand and relax as Evan drew deep breaths.
âDamn Catherine. You shouldnât be thinking what youâre thinking! Your own son is older than he is.â
But she couldnât deny it. She couldnât deny the fact that sheâd been voyeuristically watching Evan for months now. Had she thought about him during those lusty needing moments of masturbation when she sought the relief her body so craved? The relief never fully achieved. The physical satisfied for the time but the emotional left feeling thirsty.
âRubber and latex is no substitute Catherine!â
She giggled sinfully at her own wanton thoughts. She watched as Evan finished his trimming and loaded his machines back into the truck.
Maybe I shouldâŚyou knowâŚinvite him in? Just for a cool drink. He has been working hard all day. Thatâs not bad right? A cool drink for him and a warm drink for me!
â She almost shocked herself at the thought.
âDamn Catherine, you are horny. Youâre actually considering this arenât you? Youâre almost fifty! Your own son is older thanâŚolder thanâŚEvan.â
She watched as he latched his equipment into the trailer.
Over the months they had barely spoken. Catherineâs suppressed attraction keeping their encounters brief. But she had always believed that Evan admired her. She had never been a slim or petite woman. She was full and voluptuous. Strong hips, broad shoulders, heavy breasts, thick thighs. She was a bigger girl all her life, weightier than so many of the other girls. But as she grew older she found that many men actually found that an attraction. Bert had told her many times that he would rather have a full real woman than any of those women in magazines. He said they were nice to look at but in reality, when the rubber meets the road, men want a full luscious woman.
Catherine was that. And Catherine was a sexual person. Not really open and brazen but very much in touch with her sexuality. Damn it had been so long.