My wife of twelve years, Andrea, had just left me. Sure, I was broken, but I had seen it coming. She and her best friend Liz had been in love since high school. Unfortunately, the news of my wife's love and sexuality had not been revealed to me until last year. Therapy finally helped her accept her longings.
Yeah, I should have been happy for my ex, but I was broken and bitter. Then, a month ago, the strangest thing happened. I started having visions of a mystery lover. Someone I could actually see in my mind.
This mystery girl was too young for me. She looked to be about 20. I didn't care. I found comfort in my imaginary friend's green eyes. I saw promise and security in her huge boobs, wide waist, and curvy ass. Her smile showed kindness and mischief.
It was all pretty tame until last night. After a long run and relaxing shower, I collapsed into bed. My skin was extra sensitive for some reason, and I soon found myself playing with my engorged cock. As my arousal grew, the mystery girl appeared, as clear as anything real I've seen.
My mysterious "friend" laughed silently, and the thin, gauzy fabric of her nightgown stretched, and struggled to contain two giant, but perfectly smooth, breasts that were currently shaking as she laughed with joy.
The gap in her cleavage looked to be at least eight inches long. Thick nipples pushed hard at the cloth, leaving me indelible images. The curves were everywhere, seeming to beckon me home into her arms like a wayward child.
I wanted to kiss her mouth, suckle her tits, tell her my secrets, and beg her to walk with me through life while I slid myself into her warmness. Imaginary sights pulled me out of my reverie.
I saw the outer curves of her boobs expand over her biceps as she hugged herself and smiled at me. Well aware that this was all cruel fantasy, I asked, "Who are you?" Dark pupils set in seas of green peered into me, and then she smiled, winked, and disappeared.
Crying out in desire, frustration, I redoubled my stroking efforts. My left hand found the lubricant and managed to flip it open. Continuing to stroke my shaft, I also began to toy with my clean, puckered asshole. Probing and rubbing, hoping, wishing ...
Conflicted by emotions too confusing to understand, I released my cum, gasping and writhing. Pent up cum splashed onto my neck and the pillow I was resting my head on. Happy, sad, and confused, I fell asleep only to be awakened 20 minutes later by incessant knocking on the front door.
I threw on a blue, terry robe, and tied the belt. Feeling embarrassed, and knowing I reeked of lubricant and solo sex, I made my way downstairs. The doorbell began to ring, and I recognized the voice of my neighbor Jennie.
"Sean, I know you're in there! Come on, open up!"
Pissed, I flipped on the porch light, and unlatched the door. Opening it a bit too briskly, I found myself only inches away from a plate of cookies that served to accent two breasts threatening to explode over the push up bra that contained them.
Last night I would have been embarrassed. Tonight I was bitter. Here was Jennie showing off her tits, black wonder bra peeking out over a teeny, tiny black dress intended for some party I would not be a part of. The plunge of the dress was deep, her boobs were tanned melons of medium size. The dress clung to her tiny waist and hips, before stopping altogether a few mere inches below a pussy I would never have the privilege of knowing.
Jennie's tight, muscled, legs were enhanced by five inch stiletto heels. A new dragon tattoo wound its way up her entire left leg, stopping with its head in a location it would be rude to ask about. Shaking myself, I looked up into pretty, but steely, grey eyes.
A silver hoop ring pierced Jennie's tanned Roman nose. Matching silver hoops dangled from Jennie's ears, and while it was all arousing, playing with myself earlier in the evening helped me keep it all in perspective. I wanted her to go, and I didn't care what I looked like.
I no longer wanted to fuck my shallow, troublesome neighbor. Jennie didn't know about the new me, though, and she tried to have some of her old fun.
"I saw your car in the garage Sean. The door was open, you must have been in some hurry. Are you alone?"
"Yes. I am alone. Alone, but very happy with the fun I have found." I said this with bawdy confidence, and it caught my neighbor off guard.
Jennie turned bright red, something I had never seen her do. Talking openly about my masturbating shocked her. Emboldened, I went on.
"I have more to do, Jennie, I really need to go. May I help you?"
With that, I purposely shifted my hips so that the belt around my waist loosened. Jennie's mouth dropped open, and her eyes focused on the bulge near the robe's opening.
I actually giggled, as I plunged my hands into the pockets of my robe and shifted a bit more, so that my dick popped out, pointing straight at my dear neighbor.
"Oh shit, Jen! I'm sorry," I offered, as I pulled the robe closed. "Well, I better go. Have a great night with Michael."
Michael is Jennie's husband, and hearing his name brought her back to reality.
"Uh, oh, yeah. Well, ummm, maybe I'll drop by later with more cookies," she asked with hope.
"Jen, I really appreciate that, but I have plans all night."
Crestfallen, and confused Jennie left to meet Michael. She couldn't believe her heartbroken neighbor could withstand her teasing. As I admired her retreating ass, I smiled knowing life was going to get better again. I still found Jennie very attractive, but now I believed I deserved more. Practically sprinting up the stairs, I planned out the night ahead.
Two hours later I was alone in a noisy, singles bar two blocks from my house. A few women flirted shamelessly with me, but I wanted more than cheap bar sex. I gulped my beer and got up to walk home.