"What do you like? What would you like to do? Would you like to try it with me?" Sending the message, I wondered if she will even bother answering. After all, she is a lesbian and much younger, twenty-six to my forty-four.
Surprise, an answer ping from the mailbox announcer, and quickly, too. I open the mailbox, open the one new message. An answer, from Emily. Well, she says that her name is Emily, maybe it even is. "What would I like? No idea. I did not have male sex in a very long time. What do you want to do?"
"I am not sure. How about a Yoni massage?" I answer. Would she even know what a Yoni massage is? Not surprisingly, she does not...
"I don't shave my body hair, especially not pubic," she mails me. "Would you like me to?" Good heavens, body modification, even slight, all for me? But, no. "Don't. I love a full bush."
More emails, back and forth. We agree. We set a time and a place. We exchange real phone numbers, real names, real emails. We exchange photographs, real ones, face and body, but chaste. It is going to happen. "But, please," she writes, "I really want to try fucking. Penetration. Remember."
We meet. She is shorter than I imagined. Short hair, small eyes, small hands, dark jeans and a jacket. Round face. We meet at my car and she sees me watching her come up. "Well," she looks me up and down as she speaks, "Do you like what you see?" I nod. Does it matter? Probably does, but I am too excited by the possibilities.
We get in the car, drive. A by-the-hour hotel room, not a nice one but large. And has a big shower. Which is good, I am after a day's work. We undress, and I try not to look at her before we get in the shower. But I peek, as she walks to the shower, her buttocks are round, not very big.
We are in the shower, fiddle with the water, delaying the moment when we will turn to each other and look... She turns to me, I turn to her. What will she look at? I am already semi-erect and, unerringly, she looks down and smiles. "Presentable, very presentable," she laughs. Her breasts are medium size, very round, small dark nipples. One is pierced. Her pubic triangle is large, already wet and tangled from the shower water. I turn her round and soap her back and buttocks, she does the same. I can feel her nipples touch my back.
We exit the shower. I dry her and me. How come I lead, I wonder. I lead her to the bed, lay her down, on her stomach. Her skin is fairly light, her buttocks are so inviting, legs are parted just slightly, letting me see a glimpse of her sex, shrouded in shadow.
I pour a dollop of Play Mousse in my hand and start massaging her back. The mousse is not very good, this is the first time I ever used it and... never again. Sesame oil, from now on. She shifts under the massage, presenting her shoulder blades, lifting a hand or a leg in time with the massage. I rub inward, centring the energy. Concentrating on the massage strokes lets me concentrate on her body and take my thought away from mine. I massage her legs, from the ankle up to her hip and thigh. She spreads her legs a bit more, raises her hips, inviting? I can see her sex clearer, lips thick and dark, cleft.
Her skin is smooth. She is muscular, but not very. Youth... My hands glide down her back, kneading her muscles, her buttocks. She is very silent, her eyes are closed. Away, somewhere, inside her head.
My hands travel up her legs, caressing the insides of her thighs, almost reaching her lips, but not quite. She sighs quietly. "Why don't you turn over," I suggest. My voice sounds hoarse and harsh. She does, turning over, lies on her back. The nipple piercing reflects the lamp above, why do I notice this?
I kneel astride her legs, continue massaging them, using more of the mousse, my hands glide over her skin. Every time I lean forward to massage her, my face comes close to her pubic hair. It is very black, luxurious, matted. I can smell her scent, mixed with the mousse. I can glimpse her lips, fleshy, tasty, beautiful under the black triangle. Her breasts rise and fall, slowly, as she breathes or as I run my hands over her sides, almost to her breasts, just touching, almost as if in passing.
Moving forward, slowly, I sit on her hips and start massaging her breasts. My hands glide over, around, over and against around her breasts and nipples, and all the time I am conscious of her pubic hair caressing me, tickling.
With deliberation, I begin to concentrate on her nipples. One finger swirling around the tip. Then two. Then three. Then four. Then all five. Round and round, back and forth. My other hand is resting lightly on her solar plexus, mindful of her breath, her rhythm. Her other nipple, the pierced nipple, feels very different—firmer, stiffer. She gently arches her back, meeting my fingers. Her mouth opens slightly, breaths growing shorter.
"Breathe deeply," I remind her, "breathe."
I move back, between her legs, spreading them to give me space. She opens her eyes, looking at me. I look at her face, half smile, at her chest and breasts, her stomach—flat yet curving gently, beautiful—and at her sex, open before me, glistening, framed by her pubic hair. Her outer lips are dark, the inner ones are pink, dark pink, small drops of moisture already beading on them.
Pouring some mousse on her pubic mound, I start to massage her outer lips, using my open palm. Small circles, letting the mousse lubricate her hair, feeling and smelling her wetness spread on my hand and on her lips. She shudders and almost stops breathing. "Breathe, don't forget to breathe," all the while pressing my palm against her lips, circling.