This is a longer story (at 28k words). It's in four chapters. There is lots of sex, but it takes a while to get there - just like in real life. Please bear with me, or feel free to move on if you prefer a faster pace.
Note: although this is story falls into the 'Mature' category, it also contains scenes of voyeurism, lesbian sex and a threesome! And one scene of extreme violence. For American readers who may not be familiar with the term, GBH means Grievous Bodily Harm - an offence punishable by a long prison term.
Chapter 1 - Tom's story
Signing up for an art course has unexpected consequences for Tom
I was late. Traffic had been horrendous, with an unexpected road closure in the middle of town, and I wished I had walked instead of taking the car. Still, I got there just in time before the start of the session.
The art tutor, Sarah, flashed me a smile and said "You must be Tom! Here, take this label and stick it on your front so we all know who we are."
"Thanks, sorry I'm late."
"No problem, and no, you aren't late. There are a couple of empty places down the end of the table there, just sit down and here is your beginner's pack. Have you ever done art before?"
"Only at school, and that was many decades ago," I grinned. "Treat me as a complete beginner."
"Like everybody else," she said. "You'll be fine. Here is your pack." She turned to the woman coming in behind me. "And you are?"
"Oh, um, yes, I'm Tracey. I phoned yesterday. Thank you for fitting me in." She had a quiet voice, but already I was working my way past all the other wannabe artists down to the end. I sat down next to a guy. I looked at his name. "Hi, Pete, I'm Tom," I said, and shook his hand.
Then the next person came down the line, Tracey, and sat on the other side of me. She was young and seemed flustered. "Hi, Tracey" I said, "I'm Tom."
"Hi," she said and looked down at her beginner's pack. She was obviously very shy and not interested in talking to an oldie like me. I noted her wedding ring and looked around the room. I was one of four men and ten women. Two of the men were in their seventies, I was late fifties, OK sixty next birthday, and Pete next to me seemed to be early fifties I thought. Tracey seemed to be the odd one out, the youngest person by far, maybe in her mid thirties while the rest of the women ranged from fifties to seventies. We're all here to learn, I thought, what a mixed bunch. What am I doing here, really?
I looked at my pack. Pencils, eraser, different kinds of paper, a sketch book, ruler, a sharpener and then I got lost. There were charcoal blocks, smudgers (what the hell were they?) and an emery board. It all looked a bit complicated, I thought, for drawing. Oh well, if Sarah was any good as a teacher she would soon make it all clear to us.
Sarah came down the line and gave us each a photocopy of The Cockerel by Picasso, a dramatic black and white charcoal image. "OK," she announced, "for your first exercise, I want you to try and copy this in your sketchbook. Don't worry if you get it wrong, I just want you to do the best you can and get warmed up. This is all about observation."
It was fiendishly difficult. I got the proportions all wrong and generally created a mess. I looked across at Pete's effort, and he seemed to be doing well. Tracey's effort was as bad as mine, I thought, so at least I wasn't alone in my incompetence.
Sarah came round again, speaking to each of us in turn, showing us how to improve our technique, giving us tips on measurements and relative positions of the outline, angles, and so on. I felt a lot better after understanding what I was trying to do, but my efforts didn't seem to get any better. There was a low murmur of conversation as people got to know their neighbours and got on with the various exercises that Sarah set us. It was interesting and absorbing.
Suddenly, I realised Sarah was talking to Tracey, saying "Why don't you take a look at Pete's image, and see how he did it?"
Tracey responded with, "Oh, yes, I've already seen Pete's cock... I mean... I mean his cockerel..." Everybody burst out laughing, and I think that broke the ice for the whole group. Poor Tracey: she went beetroot red and looked as though she wanted the earth to open and swallow her up.
I leaned across and whispered, "Don't worry, that could have been any of us."
"It's so embarrassing, she said," clearly distraught by the incident, "I hate being the centre of attention." She had a lovely Devon accent.
I looked at her properly while she was working. She was petite, about five feet two, good looking in an understated way, honey blonde with hair down to her shoulders, piercing blue eyes, her face was rather thin and drawn, looking tired, dark shadows under her eyes, no make up, but on the odd occasion that she smiled, it was devastating.
She seemed nervous in company, as if not sure how to behave. She was dressed in old jeans with a sweatshirt that hid her figure. At the end of the three hour session, she was the first one out of the room and disappeared before I could say anything to her.
Why was I here? Well, after my wife Rachel died I went to pieces for a while and became a recluse. I had already sold my share of the business to my partners so that I could be her carer for nearly two years, and of course the life assurance paid out when she died, so I was financially secure. Not wealthy, but I had paid off my mortgage and all my debts and didn't need to work again.
My first wife had remarried so she was no longer a burden on finances, and my two sons were grown up and independent. Rachel's death hit me hard. With the help of my friends, I gradually came out of the depression I had slipped into and started going to the Rotary Club as we opened up after lockdown, I went to the gym again, then I started swimming and got back into walking and birdwatching.
But it wasn't enough. There was something missing, a lot missing. Of course I missed Rachel, oh my god how I missed her, to the point of depression. I badly needed a hobby of some kind to get my teeth into and fill the yawning gap in my life. I didn't want to work - what was the point? But I needed a challenge. I had no interest in dating again, no-one could ever replace Rachel, so, when I saw the advertisement for the beginners' art class, I thought, why not? I could always ditch it if it wasn't for me. I nearly didn't go to the first session.
A few weeks passed on the course, and I really got into it, which surprised me. Because Tracey and I were sitting next to each other, we often exchanged the odd word of encouragement and compared notes on how we were getting on. She never talked about her home life, but nor did I. We worked out one point perspectives together, vanishing points, horizon lines, then two and even three point perspectives. We compared notes on figurative drawing and together discovered how to shade our drawings better and create shadows, how to use negative spaces and a hundred and one other techniques. I even found put what the smudger was for!
I noticed that she drove a white Audi TT. Very flash, I thought. Definitely not my thing.
One day Sarah announced we would be doing some life work. She explained that the school couldn't afford a model, but she wanted us all to experience drawing a portrait from life. "Would someone like to volunteer to sit for everybody else?" She asked.
After a silence, I said, "OK, I'll do it, but I want to make it clear you will be drawing my face. I am not taking my kit off for anyone!"
All the ladies said "Aww..." in chorus, while all the gentlemen shouted "Thank god for that!" in unison. Everybody laughed. It was that kind of a group.
I tell you what, sitting for a portrait is hard. I have every respect for people who do this for a living. Holding a pose and making it look natural is so difficult. It was also the most boring thing I have ever done and itches sprang up all over my body and I couldn't even scratch my nose! There were breaks, of course, but by the end of the session my neck was stiff and I was not a little fed up.
"Tom, that was brilliant, you were amazing!" Sarah gushed afterwards. "I'm sorry you missed the opportunity to work on your own portrait, but when you see how the others have tackled the subject, you'll be very surprised. Try and get someone else, maybe a family member, to sit for you this week."
