Ali T, the girl I truly love,
I 'd been promoted to a new area. I got to know the staff a little and each of them at some stage, mentioned Alison. She was on leave when I first started.
Eventually the day came when she returned. Instantly, I could see what they meant, she was blonde, with beautiful eyes that were highlighted by her beautiful hair. She was obviously a girl who knew how to look after herself, her make up and clothing were superb. She had the most beautiful smile and her teeth were like those of a movie star.
As fate would have it, Alison became my 2.I.C. We hit it off from the start. She's a wonderful girl, a lot younger than me, but so open and honest about everything and anything. She has her little insecurities, and her body image hassles, none of which I can see a problem with, but then, we're all, our own worst critic.
Time passed, we got to know each other very well. To me she was the loveliest girl I'd ever met, I didn't realise it then, but I simply loved her and as time went by, I was to realise, she was the most important person in my life.
Eventually, as my job involved distribution, we had to go on the road together to set up a project I'd been given to administer. By this stage, Ali had told me almost every detail of her life, including her more erotic adventures from her teen years to her marriage.
In my mind and my heart, I felt so close to her, I'd never known a person so completely without actually having had a relationship with them, and even then, none had ever divulged so much and in such detail. I truly felt I couldn't possibly know her more intimately.
During the trip, my mind worked overtime fantasising about the fact we were alone together, that we may be staying away overnight, and that I'd have loved nothing more, than to make wonderful love to her.
I can't describe what it felt like to be in the confines of that vehicle with such a beauty, every chance I got, I feasted on her loveliness, her proximity to me, I knew her so well, and loved her so much, and yet, she was out of bounds.
In fairness, she'd never shown any interest in me, it was I who'd fallen madly in love with all that was her. The field task was over long before I'd have liked. We returned to the office, still, just friends.
We we're both married, and she only recently, there was also a 12 year age gap, so it was reasonable that she didn't suspect how I felt, or even think of anyone else, but that didn't stop the way I felt about her.
I loved going to work; I loved seeing her every day, enjoying her company and her gorgeous ways. She really is the loveliest little heart melter, with no idea of her charms and their power.
For the next few years we either worked together or in similar areas, as each of us moved about and up in the organization. In all those years, we've never had a harsh word with each other and to this day, remain the best of friends.
I still loved her madly, and every encounter, only increased the way I felt about her, but it was obvious to me, that the feelings weren't mutual, as far as it going any further, which was fine with me, as I so enjoyed her company, I'd have endured anything just to be her friend, to see her daily, to hear her voice, see her smile and hear her laughter.