3: SHERYL and the Caravan Part 2
My mind was on horses and riding as I travelled south to keep my appointment. But it was a very different kind of riding I had in mind. Ever since meeting Sheryl at an Exhibition nearly a year ago we had shared two of the most enjoyable sexual unions I have ever experienced in 70 years on this planet. But I wondered if there would still be the same magic as before, or would it turn out to be quite ordinary, or if it was going to happen at all.
Something was very different when I arrived at Sheryl's son's place. The Caravan now had a large awning and when I went inside I was amazed. In the awning was a full sized couch that folded out to a double bed. At the rear was a covered balcony. There was a stereo and a TV and it was fully carpeted.
There were soft lights all around and in one corner a shower and toilet. Steve (Sheryl's son) was a plumber and had done all the installation himself. It was not only unique; it was like a mini house all in one. And I was told this is where I would be sleeping.
It seemed we had approval from the family to sleep together, or at least, to preserve public dignity, close together. How times have changed.
But at least we would not have to sneak around and have fun quietly.
I was warmly welcomed by the family and extended family too (Steve's two sisters plus husbands and kids) who all wanted to experience the Bioptron lamp. It was a riotous night with lots of drink, food and good humoured banter about me and Sheryl. The family decided they would like to buy a lamp as well to share when needed so already I was quids ahead.
When we eventually decided it was time to retire to the caravan, the send off by the family felt like a medieval wedding ceremony and sending off of the bride and groom. I'm not sure I was mentally in tune with that because above all else I value my freedom and don't like being treated like someone else's possession.
The sex that night was not good. From my point of view there was this mental barrier in my head and my performance was very perfunctory. Sheryl did her best but she must have realized something wasn't quite right.
We were in the caravan proper, in her double bed. During the night I got too hot and went out to the balcony for a smoke. By the way we both smoked.
I stood around for a long time trying to work myself out. What was wrong with me? I had a lovely, very compliant and wanting naked female companion in a bed within 10 feet of me. Yet something had held me back when we made love. Was I getting past it? Or was it so easy it had lost the thrill of the chase? Eventually I became angry with myself until I recalled exactly what had taken place twice before with this lovely lady.
As I recalled each event in turn I started to become erect again. Both times had been entirely different but then I realized they had both been initiated by Sheryl. It dawned on me that her needs were greater than mine. Even though I often daydreamed about sexual opportunities and speculated about what it would be like with various people I knew, it invariably never happened.
Nor had it happened for so many years I was beginning to believe that 'Super Cock's' days were over. I got that nickname many years ago when I was the PRO for a major company in my 30/40's and bedded so many lovely ladies that my fellow male workers bestowed the title upon me. I have lost track of who they all were but there a few that stick in the mind for one reason or another.
I soon understood I was losing myself in history. That was past, this is the present and I needed to do something to retrieve what might become a lost opportunity.