I was excited for the night. It was a dream come true. I had been married for many years now and our sex life had become mundane, if any at all. We both worked hard at our respective jobs, but while I craved for a normal life during the weekends, my husband's ambitions kept him glued to his laptop. Eventually it pushed me out of our emotional bonding and I frequented bars in search for company.
At one such bar, I had met Suzanne. Another successful professional like me. We hit it off almost instantly, given our matching social status and single-like condition. She was married but her husband was caught cheating, and despite the never-ending promises she had caught him again. It broke her initially, but eventually she moved on. And here she was, hanging out with me.
"What's your fantasy?" Suzanne wasn't even drunk when she blurted out.
"Fantasy. Like that fantasy?" I knew pretty well what kind of fantasy is asked when two lonely, late twenties, sex starved women are drinking at a single's bar.
Suzanne nodded. Her eyes were locked onto me.
"Hmm.... let's see. Maybe kiss a stranger?" I giggled.
"Pfff..." Suzanne rolled her eyes.
"Ohkkk... let a stranger feel my tits" I stepped up.
At least she had a smile now.
"Better but not enough."
"Well, what's yours?" I teased her.
"I want to get fucked by a bar full of men. Like this one. Right here" Suzanne looked around with a serious face. I bet the guys sitting beside her including the bartender heard that.
My mouth gaped wide in shock. I had expected her to go a step or two beyond mine, but this. This was unthinkable. She just announced an open fuck invitation for any man who had cared to hear her. Thankfully no one seemed to.
"Suzzaannne..." I let out a hard whisper as I bent toward her. "You are insane".
She giggled with the tip of her tongue lightly between her teeth. One of those unique expressions of her when she felt mischievous.
"They could run a train on me. I wonder how long it would take" She giggled at her own joke.
When I drove back that night, I thought about it. What was my fantasy? I had read so many romantic novels over the years, and every single one of those were a fantasy. But something in my head kept pulling me towards what Suzanne had said. "A bar full of men". Even I wondered how long that would take. I wasn't drunk but I definitely felt light headed. My typical middle-class inhibitions had vanished, and I wondered if I should turn back, take off my clothes, enter that bar and find out. Well, even if I wanted to find out, the bar would be closed by the time I would be there anyway.
But that seed had been sown. And my mind soon wandered around all the dirty thoughts that had ever crossed my mind. There were so many scenarios that could be pulled out. All those erotic stories I had read - the truckers at the highway stop just outside the city, the homeless in downtown, the unsocial men that lurked in the shadows of the now defunct industrial area, the perverts that hogged the adult theatres, the horny animals that frequented the 1-day video rental places with the glory holes - for a woman who was willing to jump over and ignore quality, the city had more men than she could satiate. All those men were all rough, probably without the feel of a warm pussy in years or decades even. They wouldn't respect a woman, and they wouldn't give. They would only take. I imagined a bitch mounted by a dog. Did I really want to be mounted like that?
My brain was a bigger aphrodisiac than I imagined. Combined with the fact that Chris, my husband, barely made love to me anymore. He would get in bed out of random, and fondle me till I was squirming. And with the long gaps, he barely held out for a minute or two, before convulsing inside me. He would kiss and roll over, and then I would lay there, staring at the roof, all riled up but nowhere to release.
I was badly craving for a cock, and the more I kept driving towards the ramp of the highway out of city, the more I wanted to be alive. To be wanted by a man. Even if just for my body. And right now, the truck stop looked like the safest bet out of all those fantasy tales.
I was in downtown, heading towards the interstate, when I caught glimpse of the girls. Glittery cheeks, with a generous smear of cheap red lipstick, blonde wigs, in those deep neck dresses from which half of their ass cheek was spilling out. As I drove through them, I felt bad for them. Selling one's body for sex just to survive was unthinkable for me. For sex! For sex! But even though I didn't need to sell my body to survive, could I not sell for some male attention?
I slowed my car down and came to a stop further up on the street. I could see the girls in my rear-view mirror. Almost every one of them stood slightly away from the street light, close enough to be seen and far enough to be in shadows. In the next 15 minutes, cars drove by and picked one of them, and drove off. Then some of them showed back up, walking back to their spot, and some didn't. Only to be picked by another one.
I pondered over it. There are only a few things that were as exciting as getting paid for sex. From random conversations and movies, I had heard that it was fifty for a blowjob, and if some of these girls were getting picked up three times in an hour, they sure made multiple times more money than I did working 9 to 5. I was intrigued, and horny. And it wasn't a combination that leads to the best of decisions.
Once I felt I was ready, I drove over to the far end of the street, parked my car, and switched off the engine. I was wearing a gorgeous red mini-dress with matching four-inch heels. And all top-of-the-line stuff. I gave my hair a quick brush and touched up my makeup. I may not be as experienced as those girls, but I sure was more endowed with a curvy hip and full C cup chest. I was nervous and trembling as I got out of the car and shut the door behind me, but I was also excited for this new adventure. As much as I wanted this, I was still not ready to take a whore's walk with my head held high and I kept as much off the curb and in the shadows as I could manage with my heels.
As I neared the first girl, she eyed me questioningly. Someone like me sure didn't belong there and right now I was a competition to her. I kept walking and got stared at by every single girl on the street. I walked all the way to the end, a couple of light posts away from the last girl on the street. And waited.