White Dreams for Indian Wife

Disclaimer:

This work of fiction will most likely be long, so if that's not what you want and just want to quickly get to the sex in the story then please find another story. This story will contain themes of interracial sex, voyeurism, infidelity, raceplay, cuckolding, and maybe some romance, so if that's not what you want, please find something else. All individuals who participate in any sexual acts in this story are all over the age of 18.

Ambika's POV:

It's been a few weeks now since I initially fucked Zach, in fact I went to meet Zach every week for sex now, the sex I thought would wane after a few times but it's only been getting stronger every time Zach fucks me. That white boy had me under his spell, I couldn't stop thinking about him still, he would constantly dominate my thoughts. My pussy was yearning for his cock daily even though the pounding he would give it would have it sore for a couple of days. Paul surprisingly didn't seem to be bothered about the frequency of sex I had with Zach, he also wasn't asking for pictures or videos of Zach and I having sex either, since initially he was excited at the possibility of a video of me sucking Zach's big white cock.

Paul has been such a supportive husband through all of this, he has let me take complete control of our new arrangement, at first, I was hesitant to ask Paul if I could fuck Zach every weekend. I quickly worked up the courage to ask, since I already fucked another man now, fucking him again a couple times more wouldn't be too risky. To my delight Paul was not at all bothered by my suggestion and simply responded with "Sure Ambika, do what makes you happy." The freedom he has given me in this as well as in the entirety of our marriage made me feel so proud of Paul, I couldn't have married a better man.

It was Thursday evening and Saturday would soon be approaching, Zach was waiting for me as was I. The sex with Paul still felt wonderful but I feel like with Paul the sex is more of a husband-and-wife intimacy, with Zach it was like I was a bitch in heat ready to be his personal whore who worships him. This dynamic made me feel more completed as a woman, on one side I was a loving devoted Indian wife and mother, on the other side I was a cum hungry slut addicted to white cock. God just thinking about it sent tingles down my spine, the mouth I use to kiss my wonderful husband is the same mouth that is stretched and spread around Zach's big white cock. Just as I was relishing the thought, my imagination was quickly killed when I heard my son's voice behind me.

"Mom what are you making for dinner?"

"Mutton fry with Parotta (a flaky layered flatbread), it's been a while since you had this it, I prepared it with extra seasoning hope you will like it."

"Nice mom you've outdone yourself this time, for the past few weeks you've been getting lazy with your cooking."

"Sorry Ravi, it's just I needed a little break from the usual, anyways tonight's dinner will make up for it Chellam (Tamil word for endearment)."

"Where's Dad Ravi, is he still in the yard trimming the overgrown hedge?"

"Yea mom he is."

"Then why are you here Ravi, my goodness you're 19 Ravi just a year from 20 and still not taking up responsibilities around the house, go help dad."

"Really mom it's just trimming the hedge, nothing back breaking that dad needs help with, besides if he wanted help he would call me."

"Ravi, you really need to take these responsibilities seriously, no one needs to ask you for help, you should be telling dad that you would take care of it. You got nothing other than college during the weekdays, so why not help around the house as much as possible."

"Alright mom, I'll try to be more proactive when it comes to these meaningless tasks, you happy?"

With that my son left me in the kitchen, and my imagination was resurrected, I could see Zach holding my head in place as he was ramming his huge cock in my mouth. Just imagining it made me a little wet down there. Then suddenly I heard the door to the front open, Paul and Ravi entered the house talking about something that I couldn't hear.

"Honey looks like you've pulled out all the stops this time."

"Sweetie, it's been a while since I made something for you and Ravi to relish, hope this makes up for the half assed cooking I've been feeding you lately."

"It's okay Ambika, not every meal needs to be savory, anyways Ravi told me you told him to help me in trimming the hedge, look Ambika don't pester him with these small tasks, let him be free."

"Paul I can't believe you're siding with him; my white coworker's sons help around the house daily whether that's inside or outside the house, Paul you can't keep him as an irresponsible teen forever."

"Irresponsible? Do you hear yourself Ambika, Ravi was the one who fixed your flat a few weeks ago, he helped me around the house multiple times without needing to be asked if you're wondering, for the small stuff I don't need his help. He already knows almost everything that needs to be done, quit worrying about him."

I saw Ravi smirking at me playfully, and I glared at him to show I did not appreciate him making my husband argue with me.

"Alright Paul if you say so, I'll be off his back from now on, just make sure he develops into a responsible adult instead of roaming the city, getting into street fights, and who could forget sleeping with random girls!" I looked at Ravi as I said the last part with more volume.

"Mom please just stop worrying about me, after I'm finished with college life is going to be boring, I might as well beat up as many men as possible now to satisfy my aggression before I have to settle down. The girls are just there to release my hormones every once in a while, mom."

"Okay Ravi just don't expect me or dad bailing you out of jail like last time if you continue down this path, why can't you be like that nice Nepali boy Murugan hangs out with, apparently he is an excellent student who has a bright future ahead of him."

"Don't ever compare me with him, he is a disgusting weakling that looks down on me, my future will be decided by me and me alone whether you like that future or not!"

"Okay Ravi if you're not going to listen to me, at least try to stay out of trouble instead of looking for it."

"I don't go looking for trouble mom, dumbass weaklings start shit with me, and no I will never deescalate a situation, I will throw gasoline on the fire if someone starts shit with me."

"Ambika, I've raised him to be a strong man and to never back down from anyone, I will always help him regarding these situations he gets into. Let the boy be who he wants to be, you never liked your dad controlling how you lived your life so don't do the same thing to Ravi."

"Alright! Alright! do whatever you want Ravi." I said with disappointment

"Let's just eat dinner."

The boys sat down and enjoyed the meal, I must say I outdone myself this time the mutton was seasoned a little more with chili, which gave it a spicier kick to it than how I cooked it. Then that got me thinking, how could I add extra spice with Zach. Ravi was getting more and more unruly as time goes on and I felt like maybe I could look at Ravi's photo on my phone while I'm fucking Zach. Looking at my cantankerous son's photo while Zach is dicking me down would make my orgasms even more powerful. Ravi, you don't know it yet but your mom is a white cock whore, and one day for all your unruly behavior and pride you will be humbled when you find out that a white boy is fucking me.

After dinner my husband left for his usual late evening walk outside, I quickly followed him and caught up to him.

"Ambika it's a surprise seeing you accompany me for a walk are you trying to trim down for your boy toy?" "How long has it been since you joined me for my evening walk, wait I know, it was before you started fucking Zach."

"Don't patronize me Paul, I didn't get out of the house just to hear your jealousy, why the hell do you encourage our son being a violent person?"

"I don't encourage him to be a violent person, I just told him ever since he was young to never let anyone try to intimidate him or be docile to the world. You got nothing to worry about he will turn out alright."

"I really hope you're right; I just hope that boy graduates with a decent job, and I can stop about worrying about his future."

"Ambika, it's his freshman year in college, he's just enjoying his life right now, once he is a sophomore he promised me he's going to choose a major and stick with it."

"He better Paul."

"Paul, I want to honest with you, I decided to accompany you because my main reason was to talk to you about Zach."

"What of him?"

"It's just...... well things have been going great so far with him."

"Well, good to hear my wife is enjoying herself with another man."

"Oh stop it Paul, you like it when I fuck him anyways, so don't try to act like this arrangement is bothering you." I said as I winked at him.

"It's not Ambika I'm just concerned how obsessed you are with him, you're sexting him any chance you get, don't think I don't notice you sneaking into the bathroom taking pictures of your body for him."

"I know Paul and that's what I wanted to talk to you about."

"Okay say whatever it is you wanted say to me."

"My feelings for Zach have grown Paul, its honestly scaring me how fast it has grown within just weeks, I thought it was the sex but there is something more to it."

"Wait......Ambika are you falling in love with him?

"I... I...don't.... know Paul, but if in the case I do fall in love with him, will you be okay with it?"

"Of course I won't be okay with it Ambika, if you were to love him then what would become of me?"

"Oh, sweetie I would love both of you!...... just in different ways."

"WHAT THE FUCK! love us in different ways? that's bullshit Ambika!"

"It's possible Paul, I know it's difficult to process but think of it like this, I love you and Ravi but I love you both differently."

"But he's your son that's different Ambika."

"Paul please try to understand, I know it's hard for you to accept it but there is a high probability I might fall for Zach soon, loving Zach does not mean I stop loving you as well."

"With what you're telling me, my worst fear is now a real possibility now."

"I know but you told me if it came down to that, you would still love me remember?"

"I know Ambika, and I still stand by what I said, I would still love you but it would be painful for me to know that you're telling another man you love him."

"I know it will be painful Paul but please endure it for me if that were to happen, I can't bear you hating me."

Paul stood still and looked at me for a couple of seconds. I couldn't meet his eyes and was looking at his broad chest with shame. I wanted him to hold me and say it's okay and that he would be there for me no matter what happens with me and Zach but he didn't. Then finally he spoke.

"Ambika, would you accept it if I were to love another woman and I still loved you as well, answer me honestly Ambika."

I didn't know how to respond, of course I wouldn't accept it, I can't even imagine Paul loving another woman besides me and if it was a white woman all hell would break loose. I would honestly kill Paul if he got with a white woman and said he loved her.

"Paul to be completely honest with you... no... I wouldn't accept it, it would break me if you told me you loved another woman, but I feel like you are special Paul in that you can accept it if I were to love Zach."

Paul looked at me and smiled, he enveloped his arms around me and I pressed my head against his chest. It was really comforting knowing that Paul still loved me even though I couldn't go through with the same scenario.

"Ambika, you're the only woman besides my mother I ever loved, ever since we got married I felt that I got extremely lucky with you, you're the best wife I could have possibly gotten.

"I hear about wives of other men how they either wish they never got married or they would want to be fucking some other woman because their wife is not affectionate with them at home."

"You're the most affectionate, caring, and loving woman a man could ask for, you made some sacrifices in your life for my sake such as your parents, friends, and your career, now it's time I make mine."

"Ambika, I know that you said you said you're not sure if you loved Zach but I feel like that's something inevitable at this point and your feelings are just one visit away from being in love with him."

"Oh Paul! I am so scared this might happen when I visit him this Saturday."

He gave me a reassuring kiss on the forehead, and rubbed my back.

"Ambika, it still kind of scares me to think about it, but at this point there is no denying it, he's your boyfriend now and that won't stop me from loving you. I've seen the way your eyes light up when he texts you and when you come back from the hotel you glow with such happiness and satisfaction."

"Paul, it's just that its new and exciting, I'm finally fucking someone other than you and I just get carried away with it."

"Ambika don't lie to yourself it's been a couple of weeks since you and him have been fucking and you've been fucking him multiple times in a day, hell you don't fuck me more than once a day!"

I couldn't deny that, it's like Zach was more than just sex, he was an important part of my life now, the excitement from his texts alone would make me forget about everything else. I still couldn't believe that this white boy had this hold on me, I was yearning for his affection and praise. Sexting with him would take priority over everything, even my family. I remember the time when I was cooking Pongal (popular Tamil dish and also a festival) for my two boys then Zach texted me randomly to see me topless in the kitchen, I stopped cooking and immediately undressed myself in the kitchen to take a pic for Zach. Not a thought was given to the possibility of my husband or son walking in on me sexting with Zach. My husband was right, Zach is my boyfriend and that's something I fought with in my head for the past week but deep down I knew that's what I ultimately wanted in the end.

"You know what? You're completely right Paul, I can't deny it anymore I want Zach as my boyfriend my feelings have grown rapidly since I first met him."

"I'm sorry that I don't fuck you multiple times in a day like him Paul, but please try to understand that sex with him is simply new, mind blowing, and I only see him for one day in a week so I want to get the most out of him as I can."

"It's alright Ambika, so what are you going to wear for your boyfriend this Saturday, you sexy milf!"

"Paul stop being so nosy, it's for me to know and Zach to find out on Saturday." I said seductively

My husband and I then locked lips and passionately kissed each other before returning home. When I slept that night, I had a new dream that was completely different from my previous dreams that were sexual in nature before having sex with Zach. This time I saw the Goddess Durga, but there was something much different about her than what I was told in stories. The Goddess was not a fair maiden but a dark-skinned mature woman that looked exactly like me. She was riding a lion but unlike in the stories and the pictures where the lion is of regular yellowish-brown color this lion was a white lion. In the dream she was fighting the buffalo demon Mahishasura, who fought with her in his wild black buffalo form first.

The buffalo was powerful and she couldn't mange to get a killing blow on the beast, so she threw her noose around its enormous neck and managed to restrain its mobility. Then the demon changed from its buffalo form and into a lion. This lion unlike the lion the Goddess was riding on was a dark black maned lion. The maned lion charged at the lion of Durga and fought with it, it was the stronger out of the two and managed to batter and bruise the white lion. Durga watching this reacted in great fury. She quickly raised her sword and with lightning speed brought it down on the black maned lion's neck beheading it.

Out of the headless lion, the demon shifted into an elephant this time, the elephant had ensnared the white lion of Durga with its trunk, Durga cut off the elephant's trunk with her sword and the demon shifted back into his previous buffalo form. The buffalo charged with all it's might toward the goddess but she was too elusive and managed to slip past the long curving horns of the black buffalo. Turning around the buffalo charged for a second time. This time as the buffalo was about to make contact with her and the lion, the lion jumped onto the back of the buffalo and latched onto it with its teeth and claws. The goddess raised her foot and brought it down with great force on the spine of the buffalo causing it to break, the buffalo in agony laid paralyzed under Durga's foot, it groaned out in pain from its broken back but the Goddess not caring for it's desperate cry of pain immediately beheaded the buffalo with her sword.

Then this time the demon in his original humanoid form came out from the neck of the decapitated buffalo. Goddess Durga immediately impaled the demon man's heart with her trident. The demon yelled out in pain before locking eyes with the Goddess. When I saw the demon's face, I was surprised to find his face being exactly the same as my husband's. I was shocked with this revelation, I desperately wanted to run toward him and plead with the Goddess to spare him but my efforts were futile because I was nothing more than a spectator observing the battle.

I watched as the Goddess stomped her foot on the demon's muscular chest, which caused Mahishasura to cough up blood. The battle was over, the Goddess was victorious, she had slain the great invincible buffalo demon Mahishasura which no male entity (God, Demon, Monster, Human, Beast) could defeat. As Mahishasura was dying he looked at her not with anger or with fear but with love and accepted the outcome and made peace with it. Durga looked at Mahishasura with sadness in her eyes which flowed into tears running down her cheeks. Then Mahishasura disintegrated, and the dream ended for me.

I woke up frightened and almost jumped out of bed, realizing it was just a dream I calmed down. I looked at my husband who was sound asleep, relieved to find him alive and well I gently caressed the side of his head making sure not to wake him and then planted a soft kiss on his cheek. It was 2 in the morning and I needed answers quickly. I got out of bed and walked toward the puja room, I saw the images of all the gods but I singled out the image of Durga, and prayed that she would quickly unravel the meaning of this horrible dream for me. Why was I Durga, why was my husband Mahishasura, why was the lion white, all these things kept me up at night until 4 before I eventually returned to bed and slept. The next day this dream would constantly play out in my head vividly, my work however broke me from this dream as I was filing some important papers. Then I got a text from Zach, which I immediately checked.

: Babe, are we going to meet tomorrow like usual or do you have something going on?

I wasn't too sure about meeting Zach this Saturday because I was deeply distressed about the dream I had at night. Then before texting Zach no, I remembered Zach was part of my previous sexual dreams maybe this new dream had something to do with him as well. The Goddess could answer me if I were to meet with Zach, my previous sexual dreams stopped once I slept with Zach maybe it would work out the same way for this one as well.

: Yeah, Zach we can meet Saturday, I will book the room when I get home.

: No don't Ambika we are not meeting at the hotel this time. He sent with a smiling devil emoji.