I arrived home and I was a nervous wreck. I had this amazing cocktail of feelings running wild. I was turned on, I was humiliated, I wanted it to stop, I could not wait for Monday and I certainly did not know how I was going to get through the weekend.
As always I was home before my husband. I went straight upstairs to the bathroom, where I striped off. The smell of arousal filled my bathroom and my pubic hair was matted together and stuck to my inner thighs. I stepped into the shower letting the water wash over me, I started to soap myself and as I washed my front bottom I began to feel aroused once more and I started to play with myself. I was still so turned on. Never before had I been so close to coming as I was when I was masturbating in front of William and then being made to stop not once but twice. Although I felt embarrassed and turned on I needed to come and started to play with myself. Then I remembered William had forbidden me to wank. I groaned as I stopped. One half of me said he is never going to know, carry on, the other, I now know it's my submissive half, said you can't disobey William. The submissive side won out.
With a groan I stopped and stepped out of the shower. I dried myself and dressed in some loose clothes and set about making dinner for my husband. It was at that moment that my sub conscious knew William was in control. It took much longer for my conscious to realize that William was in control and that I would do anything that he asked of me.
The weekend was pretty uneventful except I kept thinking "how am I going to find out all those nasty words?" I debated constantly with myself about whether I would look up those words. The mind is so weird; I knew I should not, that I should resign from my job and stop whilst I was ahead. I knew that even if William showed my pictures to John our marriage would survive. But at the same time I knew in my gut that I was going to look up those words.
I did put it off as long as possible. On Sunday evenings John goes down to the village pub and has a few beers with whoever is there. He finds it a good way to relax before he starts the week. I sometimes go with him, but really the pub is more of a boy's thing.
So a few minutes after he left I sat down in front of the computer. I went to the BBC website and various others and then I went to Google and typed in "synonyms for Vagina". I blushed as I typed it in. Wikisaurus was one of the top listings and I clicked on it. But that made me feel really bad. Over the years I had turned to Wikipedia to help with my kid's homework and now here I was reading words like "cunt" on the same website.
There were more than 10 there were dozens of words for vagina. I don't know why but I felt reassured when I saw that Front bottom was listed: bearded clam, beaver, beef flaps, cooze, cunny, cunt, box, fish taco, front bottom, fanny (UK), fur burger, gash, hair pie, hatchet wound, kebab (UK), kitty, meat curtains, minge, muff, pink taco, poonani, poontang, pussy, quim, slit, snapper, snatch, trim, twat, vag long g sounds like a j)
This story is quite educational. But what kind of disgusting person would refer to their Front Bottom as a minge or meat curtains. I read the list and as I did so I began to feel myself getting turned on. God what sort of woman am I becoming.
Monday morning came and I was in turmoil. John had left so he could catch the 6:22 train to London. I had a couple of hours to get ready. I kept thinking that I would dress in my normal underwear and clothes. I would tell William it was all over. Then I would think no, there is no harm in wearing my new underwear because it was nicer than my old and I will still tell William that it is all over. But all the while words like Fish Taco would swim to the front of my mind, as I opened the curtains I immediately thought of Meat Curtains. And when I did I would picture my very own gash and how it had looked in the mirror in William's office. It was so pink, wet and swollen just like.....
In the end I compromised, I wore some sexy underwear and stockings but under some rather frumpy outer clothes. But I still had a skirt on so I could still easily exhibit what I was wearing underneath. As I drove to the office I could feel myself turning on. I was still saying to myself I am going to stop this when I get to the office, but my gash knew better.
I arrived at the Estate Agents and went straight to my office; I got my desk straightened and was ready for the working week ahead. But I am sure you can understand that I was not thinking about the working week.
My phone rang and I jumped. William was on the other end and said "Morning, aren't you going to bring my coffee?"
I had tried to put off seeing William off for as long as possible. I made his coffee and went into his office.
He looked me up and down. "I hope you are dressed properly underneath. I bought those clothes for you to wear into the office. They are for me. Now show me what you have on underneath!"
I said "William this has got to stop, I am married, I love my husband, I have to stop showing myself to you"
"My dear Mrs. Leigh. I know you are married, I know that you know that you are married but I also know that you are wearing a pair of pants that I bought for you, not your husband. I am willing to bet that your pussy is soaking wet."
"I am going to come over there and put my hand on your cunt. If it is dry then I will leave you alone and this comes to an end. I will give you all the pictures and we will go back to a normal working relationship."
"If your pussy is wet then you are going to masturbate in front of me"
"No leave me alone" I knew if he touched me I would be undone.
He got up from his chair and stood right in front of me.
"Pull your skirt up!"
"Pull it up"
My hand went down and I started to lift my skirt. I was embarrassed exposing myself like this. I prayed that somehow I would not be wet but I knew that prayer would only be answered by a miracle and God was not going to favour a sinner like me.
He looked at my panties, he did not even have to touch me, there was a dark stain on the front.
"Well my dear it looks like I know you quite well. It looks to me that Mrs. John Leigh is ready to have a wank in front of her boss"
His deliberate use of my married name made me shudder but it turned me on. He pointed to the chair and said. "Take off your panties and sit down."
I just moved to the chair opposite his desk. I pulled off my wet panties and sat down after pulling up skirt. Conscious thought had finished, I knew I was turned on, I had been for 3 days and done nothing about it, I could not wait to start playing with myself.
I reached down for my front bottom. "Wait!" said William "Have you done your homework?"
"Yes" I replied and went to touch myself
"Well tell me what you have learnt"
"Vagina"
"You can do better than that
"Quim"
"And"
"Beaver, gash, snatch" I carried on.
As I spoke my hands went back to the above mentioned part of my body and this time he did not stop me. I gently caressed my lips and circled my clit. The movements were getting faster and the pressure harder.
"Give me some more names!"
"Pussy, twat"
"Tell me how your cunt feels!"
"It feels good, god I want to come"
"What feels good?"
"My Cunt feels good"