We had been married for 11 years. During those years, there have been times when we both wanted to punch each other in the head :)
Looking back on the time when we were first falling in love or had fallen in love with others before we even knew each other, I remember that feeling of "we are different" and would not endure the type of heartache experienced in our past or what we heard about from our married friends and their marriages.
Over time we learned we were not invincible to the same growing pains other couples experienced. The difference with Ryan & I is those difficult times made me appreciate "us" more--verses seeing those situations as a fault and therefore a reason to leave. We grew through those moments. I truly learned to respect him more than I had ever before--because we made it through very difficult times and he was still there, still my best friend. I genuinely regarded him as a "man" more than I ever had anyone else because of this. He became sexier to me because he had character and stamina.
Over the years we built a trust between us that with each passing day I appreciated and cherished more.
Through that trust we started to share fantasies that were more than just fantasies--but something we truly desired.
On our eleventh anniversary, we went to Playa to celebrate. We took a long weekend which we knew would be a nice reprieve from our jobs and simply the daily grind.
The day we arrived it couldn't have been more picturesque. Beautiful hotel, white beach, gorgeous, clear blue water and an incredibly sexy bar not to mention our amazing room and incredible view of the ocean.
We checked in, went to our room and unpacked for the next three nights.
Afterwards, we took a short nap, which doesn't sound sexy, but was incredibly appealing given our day to day grind and now, finally, an escape from work, kids, and other every day stress. We freshened up and decided on the evening plans. Ryan was ready before me so we agreed to meet in the bar.
After Ryan left, I decided to make myself a cocktail and take my time getting ready. After my shower, I slipped into a sexy, black lacy thong and sheer black bra which gave me just enough support.
I slipped on a black pencil skirt and very sheer white blouse. The bra I was wearing was very thin...you could easily see my nipples through my sheer bra & blouse.
I unbuttoned my blouse one too many to show off my cleavage which I was quite proud of, slipped on my fuck-off Christian Louboutin red patten heels and let my black, lacy bra show through my beautiful, sheer white blouse.
I have to admit...I looked hot. I had smokey eyes and lined my puffy lips with the perfect understated shade of pink to not override my dramatic eyes.
I left my red, long thick hair down as it always made me feel sexy and confident.
I headed downstairs to meet my incredibly sexy husband. I wanted him to know I could still bring it and wanted to bring it for him.
As I walked in, I could feel eyes in every direction redirect their gaze towards me. Ryan noticed too. He was not a jealous man...in fact I realized he liked that other men were looking at me with desire. A slight grin spread across his face as he watched others watch me.
I met him at the bar and shortly after a gentleman staying at the hotel joined us at the bar. He ordered a drink and I could hear he had an accent but not sure from what region.