Well, I was asked to write about what happened after I kind of lost control with the older patient in the recovery facility. To be honest I have been surprised and amazed that someone actually read my experience. Even more surprised that anyone would want to know more. It takes a while for me to write anything so please be patient. Grammar is my sworn enemy and I swear that the only reason spell checkers exist are to depress people.
Anyway, I have to admit that what happened that first time with my patient kind of escalated and definitely got away from me. My body took over my brain and I went kind of crazy. My husband was the instigator and his continuing "urging" contributed to that first time for sure. My husband also became rather passionate, and, frankly, obsessive about my letting the gentleman play with me between my legs by his bed both with my scrubs up and with them down. When he did this I masturbated him at the same time.
It was not that easy to do this. Awkward for me but between his touching me (it really felt good) and my hand moving up and down his hardened penis, I actually began to really look forward to these sessions. I became mesmerized watching my hand move up and down on his swollen penis and pulling his foreskin over the top of it and then down again. As his penis enlarged it took a firmer grasp to hold onto the foreskin and push it up and over the tip. As I brought it back it would kind of quickly slip back behind the flair. It was fascinating to me particularly when, as I was doing this a finger would find my very sensitive clitoris and send a "shock" up through me. The tip of it was so very shiny like it was wet -- but it wasn't, just very shiny. His touching me down there with his fingers aroused me to almost seeing stars with an orgasm quickly following.
I also loved watching his face. When he wasn't looking at my face (which made me turn red almost every time) his eyes were closed and he seemed very serene.